Hey Guys!

Here is chapter 11 :)

Some mixed reactions to the last chapter, but I hope you all love this one :)

I have finally seen Breaking Dawn part 2! OMG! It is amazing!

As always, a massive thank you to my beta, Adriana! She is incredible and I love her to pieces :*

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Chapter 11.

Enjoy!

B POV

I stormed quickly through to the kitchen where I thought Edward would be.

He was sitting down, calmly, eating fucking breakfast!

"What the fuck?" I asked confused. How on earth could he be so calm!?

"What?" Edward mumbled through a mouth full of pancakes. He had a mountain of bacon and pancakes on a plate in front of him.

"You are eating all that shit while I've just seen this?" I screeched at him. Edward looked at me and shrugged. Then he continued to shovel food into his mouth.

I groaned and sat myself on the stool across from him. I could hear him munching away and it was pissing me off.

"Edward. We have more important things to discuss than you eating right now." I said in a harsh voice.

Edward stopped chewing and swallowed what was in his mouth and glared at me.

"Ok then." He nodded. "Why were you snooping about?"

I blushed and looked down at the papers in my hand.

"I wasn't snooping! I went to get my IPod from my jacket and your briefcase came out with it, open!" I tried to explain myself.

Edward raised an eyebrow at me.

"And those papers just magically came to your hand right?" Edward snorted sarcastically.

I blushed deeper and cleared my throat.

"Ok, they didn't, but stop distracting me from what this paper really says!" I raised my voice higher. I wanted to know what the fuck was going on.

"The paper says it all. I want you to come to London with me and I want to spend my life with you. Happy?" Edward said sarcastically again.

I scowled at him and he sighed.

"Look Bella, it really does say it all."

I looked down at them again. I knew what they meant; I just wanted to know why.

"Why though?" I asked him. Edward's forehead burrowed.

"Why what?" He replied confused. I sighed; this was going to take forever.

"Why didn't you tell me this before? Why didn't you say this to me instead of dumping me and making me feel like shit?" I asked him with a determined voice.

I was actually really pissed off. He could have saved us both heart ache and pain!

"Because I didn't think you loved me!" Edward shouted and stood up, his chair falling to the ground.

I was stunned and a little scared.

"You never said anything to me about truly wanting me for anything other than sex. You never told me you had feelings for me. I couldn't say I wanted you to come to London with me when I had no fucking clue if you felt the same!"

He was still shouting away and I just sat there with my mouth hung open.

"Then you come into my office and spout of shit about my dead wife!" Edward roared.

I shrunk back, blushed and bit my lip. I was shitting myself. I have never, ever, seen Edward like this before.

I heard Edward sigh and I looked up at him. He had sat back down on the stool and had his head in his hands.

I spoke timidly.

"Edward, you need to understand. I didn't say anything because I was scared too. I had no idea how you felt about me. I thought I was only sex too." I said softly.

I didn't want us to fight anymore. Edward sighed and ran a hand through his hair.

I got off my stool and went to stand next to him. He swivelled round to look at me. His face was wary, but I could see relief in his eyes.

"I understand Bella. I want you to come to London with me." Edward whispered. I leaned forward and kissed his lips softly.

I felt Edward's hands settles on my hips and pull me close between his legs.

I knew how much I wanted this man and how much I wanted to be with him, but there are a lot of facts to consider.

"Let me think about it please." I begged him. I wanted to get my head around it and make sure I'm making the right decision.

Edward opened his mouth to protest but I put my finger over his lips and he stopped, waiting for me to talk.

"I'm not saying no, believe me I'm not. I just want to consider everything first and make sure what I'm doing is right for me and for you." I explained to him.

Edward nodded, a bit rejected, but I knew he understood.

He pulled me to him and I placed my arms around his neck. I hugged him to me and never wanted to let go of him.

I nuzzled his neck with my nose and I heard him sigh into my hair.

I pulled back and rubbed my nose with him. I didn't want to talk anymore. I just wanted to feel.

"Take me to bed." I whispered and kissed his lips.

I felt Edward moan softly and move me back so he could get off the stool. I stood back for him and then grabbed his hand and pulled him towards the stairs.

We climbed them together, ready to be united with each other's bodies once again.

I reached his bedroom and opened the door, pulling him with me.

I kissed Edward again and moved my hands to the shirt that he had put on. I began to unbutton it slowly while Edward's lips moved teasingly down my neck.

I moaned when he sucked the junction between my neck and collar bone. I slid my hands over his stomach muscles and felt him shiver.

I moved my hands to his shoulders and pushed the shirt off him. Edward let it fall to the ground and then cupped my face in his hands.

Edward kissed me like there was no tomorrow. I could feel his desperation for me to go with him and be with him.

I could feel his pain of when we were apart, but most of all, I could feel his love.

The love I knew he had for me and the love that spurred us to be together. The love that wanted me and not just for sex either.

I kissed him back with the same force and love that I had. I hadn't told him that I love him, but I'm sure he knows.

He began to unbutton his shirt on me while I became lightheaded from his lips and tongue.

When I couldn't breathe, Edward pulled back and went back to kissing my neck, while pushing his shirt from me.

I wasn't wearing a bar or panties, making me fully naked. Normally, I would be shy and hate this, but Edward's look made me feel beautiful.

"You're beautiful." He said softly in my ear. I moaned at the words and grabbed him, pulling his face to mine.

Edward groaned in surprise and then wrapped his arms around me. He pushed my back so I went to him, my chest grazing his.

I tangled my hands in his hair while Edward's hands went to my arse and squeezed it.

I squeaked in surprise and could feel Edward's chuckle vibrate on my lips.

I pulled back and couldn't help but smile.

Edward had such a boyish grin on his face. His lips were swollen from our kisses and his eyes shone with happiness, lust and most of all; love.

I couldn't help myself or keep it to myself anymore.

I needed to tell him how I feel. I knew he felt the same and I wasn't scared to tell him anymore.

He was everything I wanted and was everything I seemed to need. I felt like I couldn't breathe without him.

My world didn't function without him and my heart didn't want to love anyone else but him.

So, I did what I needed to do.

I grabbed his face and whispered the words I never thought I could.

"I love you."