I'm so nervous for this 'talk' with Cappie. What is he going to say? I know it has been hard on him, me being with Evan and all, but now I think we can finally be together!

I've changed outfits at least twenty times. Ashleaigh says everyone looks great but I don't know this could make or break the night. I finally decide to go with a white crop top and a tight mini skirt with heels. Trying, but not too hard.

I arrive at our place fifteen minutes late, I always like to see the guy waiting for me. There he is. Cappie is at the bar with two drinks a beer and a lemon drop for me I'm guessing, how sweet! He is wearing a nice button down blue shirt and jeans. He looks great. My stomach starts turning as I enter the bar.

I sit next to Cappie and say,

"Hey."

"Oh hey, there you are. Uh this is for you." He pushes the glass towards me.

"Thanks." I take a sip and stare at him trying to read what this 'talk' is all about.

"You look-amazing Cas really." I knew this outfit was the one.

"Thank you, you clean up pretty well yourself."

"Well I have a thing with the KT guys later so..."

"Oh I thought this whole looking nice thing was for me." We laugh a little and then Cappie says,

"You know I always try to impress you Cas." I smile.

"You don't have to try to hard." I smile thinking he would come back with some pervy statement but no. Odd so I say,

"So what are we doing here?"

"Oh right well I have to ask you something..." Oh god I'm so nervous. "So remember the day before spring break?"

"Yes." I look down.

"Well I need an explanation Cas. Why did you come back?"

Oh god here it goes.

"Okay well..." I took a deep breath and looked around at all the people. I need somewhere private to evoke my emotions. I grab Cappie's arm and pull him to the back by the pool table where nobody was around. I continued, "Sorry I needed quite. Anyway when we were in the closet and you were wiping my tears I got scared and ran. I ran all the way to Evan's house actually. There Evan and I-"

"I don't need to hear the gross details Cas please."

"No, we broke up. I broke up with him."

"What? Why?!"

"Because of you Cappie. Because when he wiped my tears I wanted it so much to be you again. Cappie he isn't you. And I finally realized I need you." He was silent for awhile then said,

"God Damit Casey." I was confused.

"After I broke up with Evan I ran to your house to be with you but-"

"I'm with someone else."

"Yeah you were with someone else...but I understand that Cappie I don't care about that girl all I care about is that now we can be together again!" I rubbed his cheeks and looked him in his eyes.

"No Cas. I'm with someone else." He grabbed my hands and placed them at my sides. My mouth was open I was shocked.

"What do you mean?! You have a girlfriend?!"

"Yeah."

"What the hell!?"

"Casey I've wanted to be with you since forever, but of course now you finally figure it all out huh? Well your to late Cas. "

"No shutup! When we were dating I couldn't tell anyone that you were my boyfriend because you didn't believe in that shit sin't that what you told me?! But now some slut comes along and changes your mind?!"

"Casey people change."

"No! You don't change, you were always dependable."

"And maybe that was my problem."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean I always felt that I had to be there for you even when we weren't dating and Rebecca has shown me that I was pathetic, just waiting around for you."

"Rebecca?"

"Yeah Rebecca Logan."

"Oh my God she is such a slut! First she took my first boyfriend now she is taking you too!"

"She is a great girl once you get to know her, honestly."

"Shut up...I can't believe this!"

"I'm sorry Cassie...we do always have bad timing huh?"

"Ughhh." I stormed out of the bar and walked home.

How?! How could this happen! She is prone to ruining my life! Now what am I going to do...wait for Cappie? Watch those two make googly eyes at each other all the time!? It's not like I can go back to Evan. I blew it. My life officially sucks.