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DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN AUSTIN AND ALLY!

ALLY'S P.O.V

I stand there nervously waiting for Austin to say something. When he doesn't speak for about a minute I look up to see what he's doing. I see that he's just staring at me, and soon our eyes lock.

Austin keeps staring intently into my eyes, but I avert my eyes to look somewhere else. I still feel Austin's eyes on me, but I don't look up, I'm just waiting for him to say something.

"Ally, it's been a long time since we've talked hasn't it? It's hard to believe that we were ever best friends," Austin asks me.

My heart breaks even though I thought it wasn't possible for it to break more. It wasn't because of the angry tone he spoke in, but because he said that we WERE best friends, which means he doesn't consider me as a friend anymore. I look up, and finally meet Austin's eyes, and say, "Yeah, I guess it is."

Suddenly Austin's eyes soften, and he starts to speak to me softly, "Ally, why don't you trust me? What can I do to get you to trust me?"

And I finally understand that this is probably more hard on him than it is on me, considering he doesn't know the reason I'm not telling him. He thinks that I don't trust him, but trust Trish, and Dez. I see the pain in his eyes that I hadn't noticed before. Should I tell him?

But then all the reasons why I haven't told Austin, come crashing down. I can't tell him, I can't take that risk. This will hurt him less, I have to bare with the fact that he'll probably be mad at me for the rest of my life… my short short life.

"I'm sorry Austin, I just can't tell you. This is for the greater good, and you'll be better of without knowing," I say.

I see anger flash though Austin's eyes, and right away I know I've said the wrong thing. It's never a nice sight seeing Austin angry, it happens rarely, but when he does get angry… let's just say you wouldn't want to be there.

"How can you decide if I'm better off knowing or not knowing?! I don't understand why you can't just tell me!" Austin yells at me.

"You would have done the same thing if you were in my spot," I say as calmly as I can.

"Well, I won't know that will I? Cause you won't freaken tell me!" Austin shouts.

"I told you I can't tell you, why can't you understand that!" I exclaim.

"That's not a good enough reason!" Austin says.

"Why are you so freaken annoying!?" I yell more loudly.

"You know what!? I don't care! If you don't want to tell me then don't! If you don't want me to bother you anymore I won't! I won't even care if you die!" he yells so loudly I'm surprised no one else heard.

And that's when I fall apart, tears start streaming my face, and I think about how close I really am to dying. I should be happy… this is what I wanted. I wanted Austin to be happy even after I die, and I wanted him to forget me, and that's what's happening, but I can't help but feel upset.

Why did this have to happen to me? I don't know why I'm so sad about Austin saying that, but then I realize I do know. It's because I love him.

And that's when I can't take it anymore, I just run past Austin, and out of the school. I just keep on running with only one thing on my mind why did this have to happen to me?

AUSTIN'S P.O.V

I watch as tears stream down Ally's face, and instantly regret it, but I couldn't help myself. Once I get angry I can't control myself, and I just burst.

I was just about to apologize, and tell Ally that if she doesn't trust me it's fine, and I'm not mad at her, but then all of the sudden she starts running.

"Ally, wait!" I yell, but it's to late she's already out of the school.

I was just about to go after her, when I notice that she dropped her songbook/diary. She must really be upset to not have noticed that she dropped her songbook.

I pick it up, I should return it to her, it's really important to her. I walk to her house, but I when I knock on her door no one answers. I guess she's probably at Sonic Boom.

I start heading towards the mall when my phone starts to ring. I look at the screen, and she it's from my mom.

"Hello," I say.

"AUSTIN, where are you? I got a phone call from your school saying that your skipping! I want you to come home immediately!" she yells at me.

"Okay, I'm on my way," I say.

I guess I'll have to give Ally her songbook/diary later unless I want to get grounded until I'm 60.

When I get home I tell my mom that Ally was keeping something from me, and that I yelled at her, and Ally left school so I went to find her.

"Austin, Ally's having a tough time right now, and I think you should be there for her," Mom says to me.

"Wait, you know what Ally's keeping from me!" I exclaim.

"Yes, Austin her parents told me, but Austin I excepted you to stay with her even when things were tough," she says, and yes, Mom knows that I love Ally.

"Can you please tell me what she's hiding from me?" I ask.

"That's not for me to tell you, I'm sorry honey," Mom says.

I nod my head, and head upstairs. What could Ally be hiding that her parents, and my mom knows?

I'm about to put the songbook/diary on my dresser, when a envelop falls out of it. I pick it up, and see that it has my name on the front.

I frown as I try to figure out why Ally would address a letter to me, when she can just talk to me. 'Should I open it, or wait until she gives me it to me herself.'

Well it is addressed for me so it can't be something she doesn't want me to see. After a moment of hesitation, I quickly rip open the envelop before I can change my mind. Inside there are a lot of pages stapled together.

Well this is going to take a while to read, I might as well get comfortable.