~2 years later~

'Well, as you all know I have had a girlfriend for a couple years now, and you all know her and love her, especially since she had gotten a spot on the show." Jensen hesitated a second as the crowd began to cheer. "She's really changed my life, she made it.. hm.. she made it more vibrant, more lively, and I couldn't ask for more even if I wanted to." Jensen answered looking at the fans.

The world suddenly tipped upside down and you could see that you were leaving the backstage area.

"JARED PUT ME DOWN!"

"No… I don't think I will." He replied jostling you as he carried you on stage and the whole room roared.

"Back off Squirrel, she's my love interest." Mark growled into the microphone.

"She's mine!" Misha piped up.

"No she's mine!" Jared exclaimed as he jostled you again. Somehow someone leaked that your character was getting a love interest next season, that wasn't Dean. Nobody not even you knew who it was so of course the guys had to tease the audience.

"As you can see everybody loves angel, but back off," Jensen said sending his best bitch face to the rest of the guys, smirked good naturedly, and dropped right back into the glare. The crowd 'Awe'd and laughed.

"Back to what I was saying." Jensen replied. "I love you very much, and hopefully you will let me love you forever." He said kissing your forehead.

"Sweet talker," You replied batting his arm feeling your face grow hot.

"Dude! Why didn't you ask her?" Jared demanded.

"I'm not sure she wants to spend the rest of her life with me." Jensen replied rubbing his neck. He made an excuse to have a guy's night with Jared while you were curled up watching movies in your and Jensen's hotel room with Gen.

"Are you crazy? She lives with you, she loves JJ, she gets along with Danneel. She is friends with everyone on the show, she is even on good terms with your family. She has integrated herself into every single part of your life and you aren't sure if she wants to spend her life with you?"

"Well, I'm nervous okay, what if I'm only what she wants and not what she needs."

"Isn't that the point of being a husband? Being what they need, and want? She wants you that's the first point, marriages don't work if one party doesn't want the other. She was having a hard time a couple years ago and you…"

"Misha, it wasn't me, she called Misha."

"Because Misha didn't have his kids with him, she was thinking about JJ even when she was in serious pain and trouble." Jensen sighed knowing Jared was right.

"You were a douche, but you've given her what she needs, you found her that day sobbing, skin rubbed raw, you took the time to care for her, she needed to live with someone, you gave her that too. She needed to be loved and I know you love her, from the way you look at her. You're in love with everything about her, completely enamored."

"You're right, I guess I just never have forgiven myself." He replied. "I'll ask her, I'll ask her next weekend."

"I don't know Gen, he's been so distant lately. What if he doesn't love me anymore? You ask staring at your hands trying not to cry.

"Did you not hear the way he talked about you today, hun?"

"I did, but what if it is all an act or something?"

"Why would he be acting about that?"

"I don't know. He just isn't acting normal."

"Maybe he's nervous about something? Your birthday is coming up, he always clams up when he isn't sure what to get you, remember last year when he picked me up to go shop with him. I had to leave you alone with Jared and the boys. I knew he would take care of them but he would have given them dinner of cotton candy and chocolate!" Gen laughed.

"Oh yeah," You giggled, "but he seems even worse if it is nervousness. What on earth is so hard about a birthday present? Jensen and chocolate is good enough for me."

"Men are weird." She replied as she braided your hair as you sat in front of her blindly watching a movie on the tv. You two were sitting in the 'living' area of the hotel room so you two were chatting but supposed to be watching movies and eating chocolate.

"Chocolate me." Gen said bending down as you popped a dove chocolate in her mouth.

"Thank Chuck for chocolate," You muttered as you grabbed a chocolate for yourself."

"Amen!"

"So what do you think he's going to get me? I hope nothing too big because I want to do something extremely nice for him for his next birthday, I would hate to be outshined." You smile.

"Hm, I don't know, you'll have to wait and see." Gen smirked knowingly.