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Chapter 11- The World Is Ugly
Arizonas POV
"5 months….5 months you guys knew and you didn't think to tell me your daughter and sister in law and not to mention the fact that I'm a pediatric surgeon…which is clear that both of you forgot"
I say with anger in my voice. I know I probably shouldn't be yelling at my mother but I'm beyond mad they knew for five months about Danny's tumor and they didn't tell me.
"Arizona relax" My mother says
"No I will not relax….why didn't you tell me"
"Because we know how you get about Daniel and we didn't want to worry you but we came here to tell you and ask for your help" Julie says to me.
"It took you guys long enough and for that fact I might not even be able to help because of the amount of time you guys wasted"
"Its not like we didn't do anything Arizona…..we just didn't tell you"
"Which was clearly a mistake"
My mother pulls me out of the room and Julie follows.
"Arizona now you need to calm down we're sorry that we didn't tell you but its not like you answer your phone much anyways"
"Oh don't put this one me if anything happens to Daniel it will be because of you two…not because of me" I say a little to harshly and I immediately regret it because I know that it isn't anybodies fault when someone gets a tumor. I was a complete mess when Daniel died so if Daniel III dies I don't know what I'll do. I see the look on my sister in laws face and I know this is killing her as much as it is me.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean that…..I just wish you guys would of told me earlier"
Julie looks over at my mother
"Mary can you give me an Arizona a moment"
"Sure" She says walking back into the room with Daniel
"Arizona I know Daniel was your best friend and he was my best friend too and Danny is the only thing I have left of Daniel and he is my everything and I know it took a while to tell you but we're finally here because you guys have the top brain surgeon not to mention you but we've tried multiple things and it hasn't been working so we came here and I'm asking you to help and why wouldn't you Danny is your family" I can see a tear stream down her face and of course I'm going to do everything in my power to make sure nothing happens to Daniel and he gets the best but with Sheppard I know that he will I pull her into a hug.
"Danny means a lot to me too and I'm going to do everything I can to make sure nothing happens to him"
Callies POV
I don't know what to think about what Arizona says to me. I want to believe her so bad that she didn't cheat on me but I saw what I saw but who really knows what I saw. No No Callie don't start doubting yourself you saw what you saw and your sticking to your guns. I just miss her so much I miss falling asleep in her arms and her bubbly personality and her beautiful smile oh them damn dimples. Its been a day since we made out in the on call room. I know I shouldn't treat her like that but I cant help myself when I'm around her and she tells me that she wants me I think to myself and not to mention her family is in town.
I head to the attending office but I stop when I see Sheppard, Meredith with Arizona's nephew Daniel I do a once over in the room and I see her mom her sister in law and then I spot Arizona in the corner looking sad and slightly annoyed but mostly upset I start to walk in there but I stop when I spot Joanne in there of course she would be here which I find odd since Arizona didn't cheat on me with her so she says but yet she's here and Arizona hasn't texted me since yesterday.
I see Cristina standing at the nurses station looking on. I walk over to her.
"What's going on" I ask
"you haven't heard yet"
"heard what"
"Robbins nephew has a tumor pushing against his brain and its not looking good"
"Oh wow" I say looking back into the room. My poor baby I mean poor Arizona I think to myself.
"Yeah Robbins hasn't said one word the whole time she's just been standing in the corner…who's the people" She asks me
"Arizonas mother, Julie her sister in law and….Joanne her ex"
"Juicy" She says
"What are you talking about"
"The ex only reason why ex's show up is for sex she's probably going to take advantage of Arizonas mental state"
"Cristina" I cant believe she just said that out loud to me.
"What I'm just saying….gahh attitude" She says walking off.
I stare on for just a moment longer till I notice Arizona walk out of the room and head for the stairs I go to follow her but I stop when I see Joanne follow her. I want to follow them and eavesdrop just so I know what's going on but it doesn't matter anymore me and Arizona aren't together anymore and her business is her business.
Oh screw that I say heading in the direction they went. I open the door to the stairs and I don't see them but I can hear them talking which leads me to believe that they are a few stairs up. I stop not wanting them to see me.
"Oh come on Arizona you cant ignore the fact that you want to be with me"
"Where do you come up with this"
"You seriously wouldn't fuck me right now if I asked you"
God I really do hate this Joanne woman already.
"No three years was enough"
I don't know why but what Arizona says puts the biggest smile on my face.
"That's not the impression you were giving when you kissed me the other day"
"No No you kissed me not the other way around"
"Oh yeah right cause god forbid you cheated on that new slut of yours"
Did she really just call me a slut it takes everything in my power to not run up these stairs and beat her down and also to hug and kiss Arizona for not cheating on me and for not lying to me. I immediately start to feel bad for everything I've said and done to Arizona in the past week and she didn't do anything but I'm brought out of my thoughts when Arizona speaks up for me.
"Don't ever call her a slut because she is far from it and unlike you I don't cheat on her and I don't lie to her….and I never got to thank you for you're psycho girlfriend hitting me in the face…why did you tell her that we slept together that's not your style"
There is a bit of a silence before Joanne speaks
"I'm sorry Arizona for that I just felt her drifting away from me like you did when we were together and I thought what better way to make her want me then to make her jealous…..I didn't think she was going to go after you or anything and for that I'm sorry"
"Yeah" Is all I hear Arizona say.
Arizonas POV
I try to walk out to the other floor because I really need a smoke but Joanne just wont stop bother me.
"I really am sorry about Daniel I know he means a lot to you and he means a lot to me too"
How can she say that just because her and my mom get along and my mom let her stay in the room doesn't mean anything about Danny because I know she could care less.
"Don't say that to me….don't stand here and act like Dan means anything to you because we all know he doesn't just because my mom let you stay in the room doesn't mean that anybody likes you because we might have been together for three years but I'm not a big fan of yours….ever since you came here you've ruined my relationship and your crazy girl friend assaulted me and not to mention the fact that you're always around so if you don't might I would like you to just stand here and not follow me anymore"
And with that I walk away. When I know for sure that she isn't going to follow me I head to the roof. I pull out a cigarette and light it I know it's a bad habit but everything is just not very good right now and the one person that I want to be around right now isn't here she's off doing who knows what hating me still. I take a sit leaning my back against the wall. I sit there for awhile and think about Daniel my brother and how things would be different if he was here right now. I miss him all the time and if Danny dies it will be worse because I can see Danny growing up to be just like him and he was such a great man that it would be a shame if he didn't get to grow up because of some damn tumor. I take a drag of my cigarette and my phone vibrates letting me know I got a new message my heart skips a few beats thinking and hoping that it might be from Callie but I'm let down when its only from Julie.
'Arizona where are you….moms wondering if you got lost'
I send her back a message and say that I'm headed back. I finish off my cig and then I head back inside. I go back to Danny's room Derek and Meredith are still there running tests but I'm so happy when I see no sign of Joanne I stand next to my mother waiting for some word from Derek and Meredith.
"I thought you quit"
"I don't know what your talking about"
"Mhmm sure you don't" she says smiling at me.
It only takes a few more minutes until Derek and Meredith start talking to us. Derek tells us that the tumor is pushing against his brain but it is having little to no effects on him which is very rare. They don't want to do surgery right away so they're going to keep him here for just a few days and watch him to see if anything changes in the few days and that's fine with me I love Daniel and the more I see of him the better but I'm still worried something bad is going to happen like it has been going so far
Callies POV
I got out of work a few hours ago and now I'm sitting in Joe's with Mark who is talking about I don't even know what because all I can think about is Arizona and how I need to see her and apologize for everything that happened but she hasn't texted me back when I texted her earlier which makes me think that she is ignoring me or just with her family and I don't want to ruin their time with her.
"Torres are you listening to me" Mark says waving his arm in my face.
"What of course"
"No you weren't you were thinking about Blondie…you found out she didn't cheat on you and you're still here why"
"She hasn't texted me back and I don't want to intrude on her time with her family''
"Why don't you just text Teddy and see if she knows where she's at"
"Why don't you text Teddy since you guys are such best friends now"
He just smirks at me because he knows what I'm talking about. I can tell that he likes her but I don't think he'll make a move he still drools over Lexie.
A few minutes later my phone goes off. I pick it up and I have a new message from Teddy. I guess Mark did text her for me.
'hey Cal, Mark texted me and I don't see Arizona here so she probably went home and feel asleep or something she hasn't texted me back either so no worries you know how Arizona gets'
I text back a quick thanks and I say bye to Mark I need to go to her place.
I'm over then in a few minutes I need to get my girl back. I knock on the door and I stand there for like 10 minutes and no answer I even call her name a few times but nothing. I decide that she isn't here and I head to the elevator I stop when the elevator opens and I see the beautiful blonde hair that I miss so much standing there. She looks up and she spots me.
"Calliope what are you doing here" she says so softly I can barely hear her.
I don't say anything I just walk up to her and kiss her with everything I have. She melts into my kiss and I know this is exactly where I need to be and want to be.