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For The Love of a Daughter
Hate
(NPOV)
There was nothing more that I wanted than to just get out of this out. Maybe hang-out with Jessica or even better, spend a day with Jake. If I could just get out. I know I shouldn't get out of here yet. I had to finish my business with Edward first.
All the things that I had done…they were all coming back to me. Maybe this was my karma for lying to Mom and Charlie. Maybe if I could just make myself regret the things that I had done this past few weeks, then I would feel better. But I couldn't. I knew that this was the only way that I could get to know Edward.
Looks like my decision of coming in here was wrong all along. My mom and Charlie wouldn't trust me anymore. I wasted a lot of time. Instead of enjoying my summer vacation, I spent in working as a maid in hopes that I could introduce myself to my father and he would accept me with all of his heart. But it turns out that he couldn't accept the fact that I was his daughter. Even with the similarities with our features, he still refused to believe. Until now I was wondering why.
Right now, I was at Aunt Alice's bedroom. Grandma told me that my room here was still being refurbished. I really had no plans of staying here, but she wouldn't let me out. She told me that she would just call Charlie, which she did yesterday, that I would be staying here for a few more days. She was guilt tripping me. She was telling me that she hadn't been with me since I was a baby, so maybe she deserves to have some bonding time with me.
I'm sure that at this moment, Mom already knows that I am here and she was on her way to get me. I don't know what she'd do to me, but I was scared for she might totally be all strict on me. I don't know if she would still trust me, now that I'd broken hers. I am also guilty. I had lied and I know that it would take time for her to forgive me. I never lied and keep secrets from her. My mom was not only my mother; she was also my best friend. I know that because of what I had done, I broke her heart. Just imagining her reaction and face when she gets here, it made me want to cry.
Aunt Alice was doing some office works on her desk, typing so fast on her hot pink laptop. She was really focused on what she was doing, so that means that I couldn't chat with her. Grandma told me that she was really busy with the new business that she was going to start. Aunt Alice was really nice to talk to; you could talk to her almost about everything. She was so bubbly and it was like she was just my age. She even told me that we were going to shop tomorrow. I wasn't sure if I wanted to come. Don't get me wrong, I loved shopping since I was born, but going with a very rich person like her, it made me insecure of myself. I know that we would be going to designer stores, and not in the normal shops in the malls and department stores. I didn't like being spent too much on. Most of the time, when I go shopping, I use my own savings.
But, you're rich now, Nessie. You are a daughter of a man who has a multibillionaire family. You can buy anything and everything that you want. Life can't be better than that.
I know, but I wouldn't want to think of it. I just wanted a simple life with a normal family. I never wished for riches. As long as I could make my mom happy, as long as we could survive every day, I was fine and happy. I wasn't like Kylie who wanted to buy a whole mall. As much as possible, I want everything simple and easy.
I was lying on the bed, battling on whether to call Jake or not. I hadn't seen him since the party, and I was sure that he was getting worried too. He was my boyfriend, may be did deserve to know…
I was about to call him when Aunt Alice's phone started to ring. I watched her every movement after that. She stopped typing and she snatched her phone beside her laptop. While it was still ringing, she stared at it, looking at who it was before she finally answered it.
She was speaking so low that I couldn't make up her words. I was sure that she did that so that I couldn't hear and understand what she was talking about. At first, shock was spread all over her face, and then it went back to normal, then her brows furrowed, and the back to normal again. After that, she put down her phone and turned to face me.
Looks like she's got something explosive to say.
"Your mom's here," she said with worry in her voice.
"She's here? Where is she?" I asked hurriedly, standing up and preparing to go where she was. I needed to talk to her as soon as possible.
"She's currently talking to Edward right now, I don't think it is right to interfere. Mom said that she would go here after talking to Edward. We just have to wait."
"Okay," I said, even though I know that it wasn't.
…
(BPOV)
Edward hates me.
Esme hates me.
Rosalie hates me.
They all hate me.
But, I hate myself even more.
I officially lost my second family. It all happened so fast.
When I got out of Edward's room, I was met by a hard slap on my left cheek. It hurt like hell!
With a hand on my cheek, I looked up to see who did that to me. It was Rosalie. She was still as beautiful and perfect as ever. I hate to admit it, but I still envy her body and her beauty. She was the definition of perfection and beauty. Hundreds of man wanted to marry her, and Emmett's a one lucky guy. Her face almost had no emotion, but what scared me the most were her eyes, there was fury. She looked like she wanted to attack me, well she technically did already.
"You lied to all of us!" she seethed at me.
I remained silent because she was right. I did lie to all of them, and up until now, I was paying up for it. Up until now, I couldn't sleep peacefully at night because of what I did.
Behind her was Esme. Tears were flowing freely from her eyes. It broke my heart to see her cry like that. I know I had hurt her too, and again, I hate myself for that.
"She's right," she said, her voice
"I…I…" I tried to make up words, but nothing was coming out from my mouth. I couldn't speak coherent in a situation like this.
"I'm so disappointed at you, Bella. I thought you were better than that," Esme said and then she left with Rosalie.
I hate my life.
I know, I know, this is short. Sorry because I'd been caught up in doing my two one-shots. One is my Christmas special which I will be posting on the 24th. It is a crossover of Vampire Academy and Twilight. Aren't you guys excited? :)
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