Chapter 11-Red and Blue Let Me Cry For You

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Shishi: Uh oh...I got that feeling

Alexy/Armin: What feeling…

Author: Let chaos reign ^_^

Last time on Dreaming Of Memories~

The fact that she hasn't said a word of her family, that sad smile when they're brought up. And all of the photographs here in this house of them, and yet all but 3 rooms are empty...could it be? My eyes widen at the realization, I look at her and she nods, confirming my suspicions. "Sheena's family died...last year. And she has been living with me ever since."

The next day Sheena's P.O.V

I can barely see let alone get out of bed. My throat feels like I swallowed a cactus. My skin is on fire and yet I can't stop shaking. I can't stop crying from the pain that wracks my body. And even if I could swallow something it'd only come back up. God...what's wrong with me? I feel it...the intense pain I quickly stumble my way to the bathroom.

Kenten's P.O.V

School went by agonizingly slowly. I decided to walk to Sheena's again. I made sure to let my mom know ahead of time so i wouldn't worry her. Alexy and Armin wanted to come too, as did Rosa, but I think Lys talked them out of it. And I don't blame him...after yesterday…

I reach her door and just as i was about to knock, Mia opened the door. Her hair was in disarray, spiraling everywhere instead of her normal neatly combed ponytail, she's not wearing any of her costumes either. I can only blink at her. "Oh Ken Kun, I didn't know if you were coming today." "Yeah...everything ok?"

She shakes her head at me and ushers(drags) me in. She sprints around on her heeled shoes, grabbing her purse, keys ect. "I have to run to my cafe. There's apparently a lot of problems since both my absence and Sheena's. Can you be a dear and watch over her? She's sleeping."

I can only nod as she runs out the door. I drop my bag and make my way up the stairs. Her doors open but she's not in her room. I look around before hearing her heavy breaths. I find her...she's on the floor trying to empty her stomach.

I kneel beside her and pull her hair out of her face. I see the gratefulness in her eyes. But once more she throws up...I sit with her a few minutes later she's resting her head on the toilet. "Thanks." "No problem, you ok?"

She nods against the white porcelain. "For now...yeah, don't know how long that'll last." I nod, she's got a really bad stomach bug. How could Mia leave her like this? "Do you need help back into bed?" She shakes her head at me, "There's no point in me going back to bed Ken…"

Her head slides off and I catch her before she nailed the floor. Gently I place her head into my lap, stroking her damp hair. "Sorry…" There's no reason for her to apologize and I tell her that, she lightly snorts at me. "We'll discuss this when I have the energy to."

"Agreed" I pick her up bridal style, ignoring her half protest. I put her under her covers and check her temp. It's even worse then yesterday. "Does Mia know how bad a state you're in?" "No…I made her leave saying I was better...I didn't start feeling like I was gonna throw up or pass out till she was already downstairs."

I leave to give her burning forehead a cold washcloth. "Have you eaten? Drank anything?" She's thinking trying to remember the last time she ate or had something drink. She might be suffering from dehydration which is definitely making her worse. "I-I don't know. It might've been a few hours ago. I'm not really hungry."

"I'll make you some soup. It's light and it will help." She knows she can't argue with me and nods. I use her mic to heat her up some chicken noodles. I make my way back up and I force her to eat it. I get her to take a few spoonfuls. It's obvious she won't take anymore though...but at least she had something.

She closes her eyes as my hands retuck her in, making sure she's comfortable. According to Mia she doesn't need to take any medicine for at least another 2 hours. I turn on her T.V, and flick through the channels. A new story appears on screen.

"We've just learned the some news on the tragity in Kfjifivjivjcjgo that took place last year. According to the police the family of 6 that was attacked was committed by none other then the "Shadow Skulls Society." They're a gang of burglars and murderers who have been terrorizing the entire state of Connecticut. We ask that you lock all windows and doors. Keep your security systems updated, and be on the lookout for any suspicious individuals. This has been-"

I can only turn it off...before looking at Sheena's sleeping state...it doesn't take a rocket scientist to piece together 2 and 2. An attack of and murder of a family in the same town we've lived. The fact that her photos show that she had 3 siblings then the 2 when I left. I can only think back to last nights talk with her aunt.

Flashback...

"Sheena's family died...last year. And she has been living with me ever since." It was so much to take in...I can now see why she hated me at first. I left her...she waited for me for all those years and in a blink of an eye she was all alone...no one to support her as she fell. She can have all of the photos and memories, but it won't bring back the family she loved and protected with all of her heart.

Does she blame herself? Did it always seem like she was falling apart? God...stupid doesn't even begin to describe me right now. Mia can only giggle at me. "Don't worry sweetheart, she didn't decide to keep it a secret because she doesn't trust you. But I must say she's quite the actress for you of all people not realizing it"

My eyes go wide...she-she does trust me…"Sheena has...become very wise in her time. She felt no need to make you take on her burdens, she never wanted you to feel guilty. She would rather face pain and death straight on then once more see everyone around her fall. I cannot tell you what exactly happened there but it was not pleasant and it is her story to tell."

She smiles at me. "Though if there's anyone who can support her it's you Ken-Kun. There are words she wants to say to you but can't. She's afraid…"

Present.

I feel a light tug on my arm. Her eyes, once so full of life and happiness now only a dim version. I broke my vow before...I will never let anyone hurt her. "Kenten…" I reply to her, wondering if there's something wrong.

"I know my aunt told you...about them...I just...I was fooling myself. I didn't want you to know and pity me nor did I want you to feel like you were obligated to watch out for me…" She looks away staring at the bear I gave her...the bear she's held onto even after all this time.

She was in deep thought, but it didn't take her long to continue. "If...I was to tell you, that I care more...about you, more then a friend...more then a sibling. Wh-what would you say to that." I had no words to that...All I could do was hug her, lifting her up from her laying position I hold her.

Eventually I feel her arms wrap around me as I place my lips into her hair. "I would say that I feel the same." She smiles up at me, and for a moment...I feel like I'm seeing Sheena as she was before. "Good because otherwise I would've blamed it on the fever."

I grin at her, "Haha, does that officially make us boyfriend and girlfriend?" She raises her eyebrow in a teasing manner. "Hmmmmm no~" I pout. "Why not?" Uh oh...it's that horrible smirk, "Welll I said I loved you and vice versa but you never actually asked me out, and I'm not agreeing till you do~"

Demon! Even when she's sick she's evil...But I do know...that question is the one she wants to hear. Come on Kenten...man up you can do this. "Sheena Angel Rose...W-Wi-Will yougooutwithme?!" I spoke so fast my cheeks beet red. I'm waiting for her to ask me to repeat I know it.

But I don't get that...I don't even get a laugh out of her. What I do get. Is a kiss. "I would love to be your girlfriend Kenten Jacobs...Although that means you have to protect me from Rosa and Alexy." Looks like I get to be her knight in shining armor after all. I pull her close to me...loving the feel of her in my arms. However there's this great ache in my heart.

She refuses to cry in front of anyone, bottling up her emotions for me and the others. Doing nothing but smile and make us happy without asking anything in return ...I feel so ashamed...how could I let her suffer like that. I notice tears falling down my face as does Sheena. "Why're you crying camo boy?" I sniffle trying not to sound lame. "Because you refuse to cry...let me cry for you." And I do.

To be continued

Author Notes: Hey hey it's been a few days forgive me! School driving school work...Not enough time in the day so sorry for such a short chappy. But on the bright side I have fans Yay! Thank you!