~Obi-Wan (whoa…haven't seen this in like 4 chapters!!)

Upon opening my eyes, the first thing I see is the white ceiling of the medic room.

I don't even remember how I ended up here…..that is until I turn my head slowly to the left and see a very familiar man standing at the window. And even though his back is turned towards me I can easily tell its Xanatos.

I can tell his arms are crossed and his brows are furrowed. And I can also tell he is deep in thought. But more than anything he is radiating with feelings of hurt. He is obviously hurt by what I had said to him before passing out back at the ramp.

Honestly, what made me say I hated him at that moment? Probably the fact that instead of helping me battle after I saved his freaking life, he chickened out and ran into the ship. It hurt because I know he went in to ensure Anakin's security.

And it hurt that Anakin's security meant more to him than my life.

But part of me screams that he does care about me more than I'm giving him credit for. Because every time I was struck or injured in the battle I felt his panic.

I might have closed off my end of the bond, but his end was wide open, and all his emotions spilled out.

I felt him practically have a heart attack every single time I was even scratched.

I slowly turn my head to look away from him. And I see Padme sitting at a chair against the wall to my right.

After a few second she looks up at me, and once her eyes meet mine, and she realizes that I'm conscious, she jumps up from her chair and runs over to me.

"Oh my god, Obi-Wan, you're ok" she gasps as she runs up, and puts a hand softly on my cheek. Since when does she care so much about me?

Either she's trying to impress Xanatos or she's finally realized how adorable I am. I doubt it's the second.

But as soon as Padme says those words, Xanatos spins around to face me, but doesn't bother walking over. His end of the bond is now filled with confusion. He doesn't know what to do.

He feels it's his duty to close this chasm that's formed between us, but he doesn't know how.

Typical of a man whose whole life is fun and games.

"Are you feeling alright?" Padme whispers, now stroking my cheek……how old is she? Does she have the right to do this to me? Does anyone but Siri have the right to do this to me????

"Yes…thank you…" I reply much uncomfortably.

"Oh my god Obi-Wan you scared us all so much." She whispers. And then she leans down towards me and softly kisses my cheek.

To which I shudder. If Siri ever finds out about this, I shall be killed.

I look past Padme and see Captain Panaka standing near the door. He takes a glance at Xanatos who is probably wearing a very uncomfortable expression right now, then says:

"Mistress Amidala, we should probably leave the Jedi alone now."

Amidala, is that her last name?

"Oh…" Padme says pulling away from me "Of coarse….Feel better Obi-Wan, I'll drop by later some time, ok?" She smiles.

I nod and she walks off. And just before following Captain Panaka out the door she turns back to Xanatos "You gonna be ok?"

Xanatos just nods, and she leaves along with the Captain.

And just like that the two of us are alone in the room. An incredibly uncomfortable silence between us.

"You alright?" He mumbles turning back to the window.

What a coward. He can't even say two words without turning away from me.

"What does it look like?!" I growl, and attempt to sit up.
Unfortunately a pain shoots up my chest and I fall back down with a pained scream.

My chest feels as though it's set on fire, and my eyes are forced shut in the pain.

This time Xanatos runs over and places a hand on my arm. And as much as his sole touch calms my entire body, something makes me pull my arm away and growl "Don't touch me."

He slowly pulls his hand away and puts it in his pocket.

"They found this in your pocket while they where operating on you…..." He says pulling something out of his pocket. He places it slowly onto my palm and walks out of the room.

I look down on the object in my hand and see……my necklace.

The necklace I had been wearing since I was 4.

The necklace which had attached to it a small locket and a small pebble.

The locket held a picture of me and Xanatos. It's a nice picture really. And taking the picture is the only thing I remember from when I was 3.

It's a pretty happy picture too. It's Xanatos carrying me, and both of us are grinning like complete idiots.

The pebble was a force sensitive stone which was given to Xanatos on his 13th birthday by Grand-Master Jinn, and was passed on to me on my 4th.

I haven't taken this necklace off since I was 4. It's just always been there, and I've gotten used to it.

Xanatos has one too. Except his doesn't have the pebble anymore.

We had promised each other that we wouldn't take either of ours off for as long as we where master and padawan, best friends, two brothers, basically as long as we shared any relationship.

And today……..mine had come off. But he doesn't understand. He probably thinks I took it off to sever our bond.

I didn't. While he was out to Watto's I took it off and was staring at our picture for a long time. And upon his return I quickly put it into my pocket……and never really got a chance to return it to my neck.

It hurts me that I might have just been the one to sever our bond.

I really love Xanatos like a father, or a brother and I really don't think I can live like this for one more second. I wish none of this had ever happened and I wish Xanatos would just give me his undivided attention and just pelt me with comm. links again, and just be close to me again.

I really do.

MY LAPTOP LOVES ME AGAIN!!!!!!!!YAY!!!!!!! lol i know i know its a pretty short chapter but the necklace idea just sort of came to me and i just had to put it in before i forgot ^-^

So tell me wat u think! ^-^