I have one good news that March going to end soon and next week, APRIL FINALLY COME. Which mean I can cancel the delay of my other fanfic, Distance Memories and upload it as usual, hope that you guys would happy about this
Chapter 11: Chance
"Hiroto" Ryuuji whisper sadly as he covering himself on the blanket and crying
"Why I should cry? Why should I get sad? Why should I hurt…..like this?" Those words had been echoeing on his head ever since last week, when he realizes that…..he likes Hiroto…..not as a friend but more than that…..he loves him. He fell in love with a boy
"Midorikawa Ryuuji, you really an idiot. Why had you never noticed it?" He talking to himself and feel hate about it because when he thinking back, he had always like Hiroto ever since they first met but why he finally realize it now?
"Hiroto that never abandoned anyone had given you so many things. New family, new friends, courage, life, everything is from him, ever since that time"
"Don't worry, if you don't know. I will teach you"
He looks at his hand and touch at it. He could feel it, the warmth that Hiroto give him when he takes his hand on that day, the day that he first talks to him, that also when the light of hope reach him. That light of hope was…..Hiroto. The person who first talks to a anti-social person like him when he first came to Sun Garden, his first best friend and…..first love
"And me, not even realize that feeling but even think that just a best friend feeling. When I realize it, I really happy but I hate myself at the same time. Now what should I do? If I confess to him now, would he accept it? Or he would decline and think that it disgusting to fall in love with a boy and don't want to became his friends anymore"
After him thinking that, his body starts to tremble. He hold tight the pillow and his blanket and he feel scare about it. Then suddenly, Hiroto appear in his mind 'You in love with me, a boy. You're disgusting, our friendship end from now on
"NO! I DON'T WANT THAT TO HAPPEN. I DON'T WANT TO BE HATE BY HIROTO"
"NOOOOOOOOOOO" He cried out loud but luckily no one hear it because….everyone still stucking with the 'ridiculous' story Maki told them so cannot concentrate on anything
"Ryuuji! Ryuuji! Open the door" He heard someone knock the door and called his name, seem like that person want him to open the door but he don't care anymore, don't care who it is. Just pretend that nothing happen. Right now what he wants is to be alone, so no one interrupts him because…..
BAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMM
He suddenly heard something slam loudly like a bomb. Wait, bomb…..is there any war happen here? It is now 2012, there no way would a war happen on a peaceful house here but the sound…..is too crazy. Like a platonic bomb just drop from the jet of U.S.A, blow up everything without leaving anything, that what he could imagine when he hear it.
"What is that sound? Don't tell Haruya and Fuusuke fight again and cause a World War III! OH NO, I HAVE TO GET OUT OF HERE"
"WAKE UP" He heard someone shout and the blnket suddenly get pull out. He was startle by it but who it is? He turns up and he can't believe it was…..Hiromu
He is glaring at him like a dog lost the prey. What happen to him? Did he eat something that tastes very creepy and strange that make him acting like that? But importantly, he thinks that what he could do is staring at him in a different way. Stuttering, scare and want to run away before the volcano reach its limit and explode. Turn everything in here became dust and that also when his soul say goodbye to everyone but still wandering around with regret…..still not be able to confess his feeling for Hiroto…Wait a minute, he surely remember that he lock the door but…..how did Hiromu open it. Did he break it or…..HE USING A MAGICAL ITEM TO OPEN IT! No way, for the goddess sake, there no way that gonna happen. This is the period of normal people, not the period of Doraemon that people invent magical item but…..just how can Hiromu open it without any scar on him
"DO YOU WHAT TIME IT IS?" He shouted angrily which make Ryuuji snapped back from his stupid thought and feels more want to run away from him right now, before it too late
"How did you…..open the door?" He asks timidly so not show that he's scare, actually he want to know how Hiromu opened it
"I borrow Hitomiko nee-san the key to open the door and it was really simple" He sigh and look like he back to his normal face, acting fresh fully without put in any air. Ryuuuji somehow feel a bit relieve now but…..
"Stop lay over there and go with me" He said and pulling him out of the bed. Taking his hand to go with him
"Wait Hiromu, what are you doing? Let go of me" Ryuuji grumble angrily. He already doesn't want to go anywhere, just want to stay alone. Try to let go of Hiromu's grip but failed too. Not only that, Hiromu even holding him tighter. Ryuuji still not give up, keep calling Hiromu but he completely ignore it, just continued with his actions
"Hiromu, what wrong with me? He doesn't look like himself at all" Ryuuji thought worriedly
Meanwhile, we should skip these two for a while and go to another person who same as Ryuuji, stay in his own room and talking to himself, Hiroto
"What should I do? Why I did that kind of action? Why I did that to Midorikawa? He will definitely angry at me right now? What should I do? What should I do?"
Well, he keep whispering that sentences over 100 times, if count last week, maybe about 1000 now. He staying in his emo corner includes the dark aura surrounding him is getting even heavier now. At the outside, the others could even feel it from far. In his mind now is nothing but his lovely Ryuuji. The more he tries to forget it, the more Ryuuji keep appearing in his mind. Right now he's in depression now; he can't understand the action he did last week. Hugging Ryuuji and even thinking the way he doing is not wrong. That what make him can't understand at all. What should he do? He has madly fall in love with the greenette that he couldn't hold it back anymore
"Midorikawa, I want to see you…..so much"
After a while, he suddenly gets out of his bed and then opens the door hardly and goes to Ryuuji's room
"I decide, I will tell Midorikawa my true feeling. Even if he reject is fine, I don't care what happen to me, as long as I tell him true feeling. That much is enough"
"Huh" He walked to Ryuuji room but the door is wide open
"Midorikawa" He come in but Ryuuji not there which leave him curiously but then he look caught a glimpse of two figures go to the gate through the window and it was Ryuuji and Hiromu
"Midorikawa and…..Miura, where are those two going and…..THEY HOLDING HANDS" Hiroto suddenly slam both his hands on the window. His eyes turn red look like a bull going crazy as the temperate in his heart boiled up. He gritted his teeth strongly and feeling very angry now and REALLY want to strangle the brunette now
"MIURA! WHAT THE FREAKING HEL IS HE DOING TO MIDORIKAWA! STAY AWAY FROM HIM!"
"I WILL NOT FORGIVE YOU!" He shouted angrily and get out of the room in a lightning speed. Some people of Sun Garden saw it but they feel like a wind just blow them hardly. And Hiroto, he get outside and saw Hitomiko was cleaning the ground so he decide to ask her something
"NEE-SAN" He shout which startle Hitomiko. Her hair now a bit messy like bird nest as all the leaves and garbages she cleaning already flies to the high blue sky. What a waste of her time to clean it
"Wh…..What wrong, Hiroto?" She asked
"Did you saw Midorikawa and Miura?"
"Yeah, those two just go out together but why do you asked?"
"WHERE DOES THAT TWO GOING?" He shouted angrily which freak out Hitomiko even more
"Hi…..Hiromu say that they go to the riverbank for a while and will coming back"
"I see! THANK YOU" With that he hurriedly runs in lightning speeds and leaves Hitomiko in wondering of his current behviour
"What happen to Hiroto? First he a lone wolf stays on his room and giving out a dark aura. Now he became a bull give out a scary aura, Hiromu also acting pretty strange recently too?"
There is another part I was intend to put in at first but I think I will put it in the next chap because that is my most favorite part and also the climax of this story that giving 'twist'. You guys will be shock when see the next one