Chapter 11: Mood Swings

I am now five and a half months pregnant. Its is January and Christmas passed with only some annoyance. Annoyance meaning Alice going over board with the decorations, but surprisingly Edward only got my two gifts. But he got a WHOLE lot for the babies .I was starting to show a lot and I am scared for getting back to school because I don't need the stress right now. Right now I was sitting on the couch with Edward watching a movie. As if I wasn't going through enough mood swings I decided to watch the Titanic. We were at the part were rose is trying to jump.

"If you jump I'm going to have to jump in there after you." Jack said taking off his shoes.

"Awwww! He loved her when they first met!" I whispered.

Edward just starred at me like I was going crazy. The movie went on and it was almost the end and I was bawling.

"He…..And….. She….They.. OH GOD NO!!!!! JACK DON'T LEAVE SHE NEEDS YOU!!!" I screamed at the TV while still bawling.

Edward once again was just sitting there. By the end of the movie I was crying into Edwards chest with him rubbing my back.

"Its just… not.. Fair Edward… He … left her… and she didn't… let.. Go … she didn't!" I knew I was going crazy.

"Shhhhh. Shhhhh. Love its okay its just a movie." He soothed me.

"HOW COULD YOU SAY THAT. JACK AND ROSE ARE REAL!!! REAL IN MY HEART! HOW DAER YOU SAY THAT!" I yelled at him and then slapped him.

Edward just looked t me shocked. I was shocked myself I know he was just trying to help.

"Bella I- I'm sorry I just-" I cut him off

"Oh god Edward I'm so sorry I didn't mean to I,I I" I stuttered.

" Bella its okay my love. I know you didn't mean it. Its okay." He soothed me.

Right then Jasper came running down the stairs.

"Bella I'm going to ask you this nicely. Try to keep your mood swings to when im not in the house!" Jasper yelled.

"Sorry." I feel sorry for him having to deal with me.

The day kept going on with my mood swings and Jasper finally just left the house. I was soon falling asleep in Edwards arms. I woke up the next morning with the sheets twisted around my body and Edward sitting on the floor starring at me.

"Why am I like this and why are you sitting on the floor?" I questioned Sleep thickening my voice.

"Well I'm like this because you kicked me off the bed and you are like that because somehow you have mood swings in your sleep." He chuckled.

"Oh." I turned three shades of red.

Edward Stood up and hugged me.

"Are you ready for the first day back to school?" He whispered into my ear.

I groaned and jumped off the bed. Witch wasn't such a good Idea because the next thing I knew I was laying on my back on the cold wood floor.

Edward Jumped up " Oh My God! Bella are you alright?!?! Im so sorry I didn't" He couldn't finish.

"Edward I'm fine I just fell off the bed. Nothing to bad." I said.

Edward relaxed but then stiffened. He sniffed the air and froze.

"Bella.." He said slowly. " Are you bleeding?" Oh.

"Um no not that I…." I trailed off feeling a bit weird.

I put my hand on my stomach and felt something wet and sticky. I looked down to see a red spot on my-Edwards- white shirt. Edward looked down and saw this too.

"CARLISLE!!!!!" Edward screamed before I could react.

Carlisle came rushing in and as soon as he saw me he picked me up and took me to his makeshift hospital room and started the ultra sound machine.

"It's going to be okay love, nothing is wrong." Edward whispered in my ear. But it sounded like he was trying to convince himself more then me.

"Edward go. I'm fine. I know you can't handle this." I tried to keep the pain out of my voice. Carlisle agreed but Edward wouldn't budge.

"No! This is my responsibility too. I will not let you suffer alone!" He stated.

Carlisle had just finished and had a sad look o his face. Edward's face was in a mask of horror and pain. " No." He whispered heartbroken

"What?" I asked scared.

"I'm sorry Edward I tried." Carlisle had sorrow in his voice.

"What!?" I yelled then winched with pain.

Edward turned to me and sighed.

"Bella…. One-one of the baby's-They-well…. One of them died," He finally said.

I couldn't say anything. I just stood up and ran. Ran out of the room. Ran out of the house and was soon on the forest floor. I'm not sure if Edward was just to shocked to stop me or if he just wanted to give me time or didn't know I was out this far. Or maybe didnt care. Hell I didn't even know where I was. But I really didn't care. It was my fault all my fault. If I hadn't been so stupid and tripped. If I had just stayed like I should have. If I wasn't so damn clumsy this would have never happened. It had been about an hour when I started to hear foot steps.

"BELLA!?" I heard my love scream.

"Edward I can't find her scent. It's like her scent has completely washed away with the rain." Alice said. Oh right. It had rained. that's why I was soaked.

"Well look harder!!! We can't waist any time! She'll catch pneumonia." Edward yelled.

I tried to yell but I couldn't find my voice. I tried to move but I couldn't feel my legs.

"BELLA!!!!BELLA!!! PLEASE!!!!" Edward sounded so distressed.

"Edward." I could barley whisper.

"SHHHHHHH! Edward I think I hear her!" Thank you Alice!

I heard foot steps coming closer then I was being picked up by cold strong arms. I turned over to see Edward looking at me with relief written all over his face.

"Bella. Please…Please…Never do that… Ever.. Again." Her said while kissing all over my face. I still couldn't quite talk so I just cuddled into his chest and fell asleep

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