ZINDAGI KI TALASH
Chapter-11
At hospital:-
Daya hold Shreya in his arms and ran to the emergency as it was 2:am in night and only Emergency wing of the hospital was open….he ran to the reception of the emergency and asked the receptionist to call the doctor immediately….
Receptionist:- sir patient ka name or details enter kra de…..
Daya:- in heights of anger just shouted…..pehle inhe doctor ko attend karne dijiye details main baad main bhi enter kar dunga…
Receptionist:- sir par yehi rule hai…
Daya:- bhad main gya tumhara rule just call for the doctor…..otherwise aap nahi janti ki main kya kya kar sakta hun …..
Receptionist:- sir…but was cut by doctor ….it was the same doctor who had treated Daya.
Doctor:- are Daya….kya hua Shreya jee ko…looking towards the girl in his arms….
Daya:- pta nahi doctor din bahr to theek thi (quite tensed) …par ab ….aap dekhiye na ise kya hua..
Doctor:- asked the receptionist to call for ward boy and stretcher….and directed her to arrange the ward for shreya…..then he moved to Daya and asked to fill up the formalities after settling Shreya in ward…..
Daya:- jee…par aap ise dekh lijiye…..mujhe bahut tension ho rahi hai…
Doctor:- Daya…..calm down main saath hii jar ha hun ward main main deekh lunga….not too worry
Soon shreya was moved to the ward doctor checked her and asked the nurse to bring some injections and suggested some tests also…Daya was standing by her whole time looking towards her….as if praying ….for her well being and good health. After giving some injections and doing tests…doctor moved out of ward …..saying "Daya mujhe kuch baat karni hai …zara cabin main ayo….."
In Doctors Cabin:-
Daya:_ bataiye doctor kya hua hai use…..
Doctor:- Daya please first have a seat…
After having seat he repeated his query..
Doctor:- dekho Daya mujhe ye nai pta ki unhe kya hua hai….might be it is food poisoning, or some infection or might be some thing more serious then this…..but jab tak report nahi aati main kuch keh nai sakta…..pulse down thi to injections diye hai hope ki normal aa jaye….kuch der main hosh aa sakta hai tab mujhe bula lena…..waise subah se unhone khaya kya hai…
Daya:- gave the details of what she had since morning to night…
Doctor:- ho sakta hai ki is khane ki wajah se kuch hua ho…..
Daya:- agar aisa hota to maine or orphanage ke bachon ne bhi wahi khana khaya hume to kuch nai hua….
Doctor :- to aisa ho sakta hi jo unhone dinner main khaya usme kuch gadbad ho..
Daya:- doctor khana maine hi banaya tha or maine bhi wahi khaya tha…..par han…..dinner khate hue unhe talkleef honi shuru hui thi…or yahi sawal shreya ne bhi mujh se pooocha tha ki "khane main kya dala hai"…..
Doctor:- ho sakta hai ki unhe dinner main khayi hui kisi cheez se allergy ho….you know aisa hota hai kabhi-kabhi..but I suggest ki hame reports ane ka intzaar kar lena chaiye…
Daya:- theek hai doctor ….waise khabrane wali to koi baat nai hai na…
Doctor:- abhi tak to nai par ….just hope ki reports main kuch gadbad na ho…aap bas mujhe unke hosh main aane ki khabar de dena….
Daya:- jee theek hai….main chalta hun…
IN Ward:-
As Daya entered …he noticed that Shreya is breathing heavily and coughing…..she was in her half senses…Daya ran to her….Shreya..shreya….kya hua…main doctor ko bulata hun…and he called the doctor…
Doctor :- came and after checking Shreya for a while asked Daya to wait outside till checkup is done with…
Daya :-was observing her through window…with her every hard breath…his hand forwards ….as if wants to hold her hands and make her feel relieved…. that someone is there to take care of her…
Inside doctor has directed nurse to bring ECG machine….she came out of ward….daya moved to her…. And asked nurse kaisi hai wo
Nurse:- sir halat kharab lag rahi hain …..doctor ne ECG machine mangvai hai…
Daya:- sat on the bench nearby hold his face with hands …..all memories of her are flowing like a picture in front of his eyes….her caring nature…..her annoyance…her polite nature…..her smile…..the moments she handled him in hospital…at home…all time with him in his hard times when no one is able to take care of him…he was in his thoughts when doctor called him…
Daya:- han doctor kaisi hai wo …..
Doctor:- aap inke saath rahiye main abhi inki reports dekh kar batata hun ki akhir hua kya hai….
Daya:- nod! went inside where nurse is preparing to give her injection…
Shreya was still breathing hard ….she was looking towards injection and was tightening her grip over the bedsheet …..as if she doesn't want to have injection…..
Daya:- observed her…. went to her and…. sit beside her …..hold her hand in his…patted her head….saying…..shreya bas sab theek ho jayega ….bas ….himat rakho…
Shreya:- just said…..plllllllll..aa..sss…ee.D….a. …..m….eere…..pas ssss….hi…rahhhhiye…and a drop…of tear…..had its way down her eyes…
Daya:- main yahi hun…..kahi nai ja rha…..tum fikar mat karo…
Soon she was once again injected…conola was was implanted on her hand and drips were having there way in her veins….oxygen mask was tied on her face…now it was quite easy for her to breath…during all this She was holding Daya's hand tighly leaving marks on his hand….after a while she was sleeping calmly…..
Daya:- (POV:- ye kya ho rha hai iske saath…itni takleef akhir kyun…. ne to kha tha ki ise koi health problem nai hai to phir ye kya hai….unhe phone karun….nai raat ke 3:30a.m baj rahe hai …is waqt phone karna galat hoga….subah karta hun.. )
Daya:- settled on the nearby couch he slept soon…..a dream crept in…Daya was holding Shreya's hand and saying….mat jao mujhe chod kar…..shreya:-Daya mujhe jane do please…..mere jane ka waqt ho gya hai…Daya :- mai tumhe kai nai jane dunga ….kahi nai….tum mere pas hi rahogi hamesha…..shreya:- aisa nai ho sakta Daya mujhe jaana hi hoga….bahut bahut durrrr ….is duniya se door…soon her hand slipped out of daya's grip and she went…..suddenly Daya woke up his face was sweating ….he looked towards shreya…to ensure that she is fine ….he took a sigh of relief …
(POV ye kaisa sapna tha …shreya ko khone ka dar…..mujhe takleef de rha hai….kya shreya sirf meri dost hai ya kuch or…aisa kya hai iske mere darmiyan …..kya hai ye ….samajh nai aa rha….ise takleef main dekh kar mujhe bura lga theek hai….par mujhe uske dard ka ehsaas kyon ho rha hai…..uske durr jane ke khayal bhar ne meri neend uda di…akhir aisa kyun ho rha hai….kahi main isse pyarr…..nai nai aisa kuch nai hai …..hum sirf dost hai or kuch nai…..par mujhe isko dekh kar apnepan ka ehsaas kyun hota hai? Ye ehasaas ajeeb hai na khaaa ja rha hai…. or na hi sha ja rha hai….)
Playback song
Anjaane ho tum, jo begaane ho tum Jab tujhko paata hai Tujhse taalluk jo nahi kuch mera
Jo pehchaane lagte ho kyun
Tum gehri neendon me jab soye soye ho
Toh mujhme jagte ho kyun
Dil muskurata hai
Kya tujh se hai waasta
Kya tujh me dhoondu main
Kya tujh se chaahu main
Kya kya hai tujhme mera
Jaanu na main tujhme mera hissa hai kya
Par ajnabi apna mujhe tu lagaa..
Kyun tu lage hai apana saa
Dekhu jo tujhko ik nazar
Jaaye bhar mujhme hai mera jo khala
Zindagi me khushi tere aane se hai
Warna jeene mein gham, har bahane se hai
Hai yeh alag baat hai hum mile aaj hain
Dil tujhe jaanata ik zamaane se hai
Jaanu na main tujhme mera hissa hai kya
Par ajnabi apna mujhe tu laga
Jaanu na main tujhse mera rishta hai kya
Par ajnabi apna mujhe tu laga.
Like this his night passed …..he was not able to sleep that night….just lost in shreya,s thought…..his thoughts were broken by ….doctor's entry….
Doctor:- good morning Daya
Daya:- good morning doctor…..
Doctor:- lagta hai raat bhar soye nai….
Daya:- neend nai ayi ….aap bataiye shreya ki reports main kya nikla…
Doctor:- kal raat jo dinner shreya ne kiya usme mashroom bhi the …am I right…
Daya:- han maine veg kofta main dale the… doctor par usse is saab ka kya lena dena…
Doctor:- hai Daya lena dena hai….she is alergetic to Mashrooms
Daya:- what?
Doctor:- han or isi wajah se inki body rapidly mashroom intake ko reject kar rahi thi ….jab tak body main unka asar rahega she will not able to breath properly…
Daya:- or ye asar kab tak rahega…
Doctor:- jab tak ya to ye vomit na kar de ya phir automatically inka asar kam na ho jaye…
Daya:- doctor…..vomit to ise raat ko hui thi…
Doctor:- aap ne pehle kyon nai bataya….
Daya:- kyon…..kuch gadbad hui kya?...sab theek to hai naaa
Doctor:- gadbad to kuch nai hui par agar aap pehle bta dete to itni der nai lagti is conclusion tak pahunchne main that she is alergetic to mashrooms…..chalo chodo….
Daya:- doctor ab kya karna hai…
Doctor:- kuch madicines deta hun inhe 5 din tak khilaiye…phie dubara check up krva lijiyega…..
Daya:- theek hai doctor….or koi ghabrane wali baat to nai hai…
Doctor: hoti agar inhe vomit na hui hoti to…bas inhe kuch antibiotics ki drips lga de uske baad discharge kar denge…..par han inhe pura aaram dijiga…..kamzoori hai…..blood count bhi kam hai…..dhayan rkhiyega….khas kar khane ka….or han jab uthe to mujhe bula lijiyega….
Daya:- jee theek hai
And doctor left…
POV aaj iski job hi halat hui un sab ka main zimedar hun …bada aaya khana banana wala…..ab dekh bechari ki halat…..use saans lene main dikat ho rahi hai….sirf or sirf meri wajah se….itne dino main ye bhi pta nai lga paya ki use kis cheez se allergy hai or kis se nai….bevkoof kai ka….kal raat itni choot lagi use…..itna khoon bha…..khans khans kar halat kharaab ho gyi uski…sab meri wajah se…iske liye main khud ko kabhi maaf nai karunga….kabhi nai….isne mera itna khayal rakha or maine kya kiya iske saath…Daya-2 ! sach main you are good for nothing …..ek kam dhang se nai hota tujh se….agar use kuch ho jata to …..main to shayad mar hi jata …..he was lost in his thoughts when shreya woke up…she removed her oxygen mask….and was fine then before…..
Shreya:- looked at Daya…who was lost in his thoughts…..she called weakly …..Daa…ya
Daya:-while coming out of trans….han Shreya….he moved to her….
Shreya:- Daya mujhe washroom jana hai…
Daya:- he can feel how weak is she….he hold her hands and make her get of the bed…..he took her towards the door of washroom she was limping as her feet was injured…she went inside…Daya stood outside the washroom to wait for her…after some time she returned….Daya took her to bed and made her sit there….
Shreya:- closed her eyes…..laid her head on pillow…
Daya:- sat beside her hold her hand with one hand and started caressing her hairs with the other hand..….
Shreya:- daya mujhe ghar jana hai….
Daya:- challenge shreya bas kuch der main…
Shreya:- Daya ek baat poochu….
Daya:- han poocho
Shreya:- ek zara si khansi ke liye, tumne mujhe hospital pahuncha diya…not fare
Daya:- with tears in his eyes…Shreya mujhe maaf kardo
Shreya:- his choaked voice made her to open her eyes…..are Daya main to mazak kar rahi thi….aap please mat roiye…
Daya:- Shreya ye saari meri galti hai….na main tumhe mashroom khilata or na hi ye sab hota…
Shreya:- oo ! tabi main sochu ki khane main aisa kya tha ki mere khansi ruk hi nai rahi thi….
Daya:- please mujhe maaf kardo…
Shreya:- Daya aapko thodi hi pta tha ki mujhe mashroom se allergy hai….or na hi aapne ye sab jaan bhuj kar kiya hai…..isliye please forget it…..jo ho gya wo ho gya….bas mujhe yha se ghar jana hai …..le chaliye na please…
Daya:- ha le chalunga….par ek shart par….aaj ghar jakar sabse pehle tum mujhe… tum kin kin cheezo se alergetic ho wo batayogi….
Shreya:- Daya mujhe sirf mashroom or chocolates se allergy hai….baki kisi cheez se nai samjhe….
Daya:- han samajh gya….aage se aisa kuch nai hoga….
After some time Shreya's treatment was over and she was discharged…Daya took her to home…he parked the car…..made her get down of the car …..she was not able to walk properly…..and sun was too hot and unbearable for her…..she was moving slowly slowly…daya noticed it ….he took her in his arms entered the house and laid her on the bed in his room as it was nearer…..
Then he moved to kitchen to fetch water for her…