so i finally posted an exact week after my last chapter. i think its a miracle so guys heres the chapter remember to vote and do you guys want a sequal after my next story. answer in my pms or in the review but lets get on to the story

(1 month later) so clary is about seven months and izzy is seven and a half

clary's pov

i wake up to the smell of something burning and a yelling simon and izzy. me and jace shoot up and go to the kitchen to make sure no one is being burned alive. "ill go first" he says "oh shut up i can go first" i say not meaning to sound that bitchy.

no burning people just a cooking izzy and a gagging simon. "izzy the box says 10 minutes not 40" he says reading said box. "i have told you simon dont let izzy cook and what do i wake up to. you letting Izzy cook" says jace sarcastically

"i did all the mixing and measuring and i preheat the oven i only let her put it in and set the timer thats all" said simon

"shut up voth of you or ill cook you next" she said. i guess we voth woke up in a bad mood

i felt a sharp pain in my stomach and winced. i prayed to the angel no one noticed. my prayers werent answered "are you ok" asks izzy her hormones obviously subsiding long enough ti worry about me. i thought it was sweet.

i nod with a forced smile. the pain hits me again this time alot harder. i wince a little less discreetly this time. "are you sure your ok" asks jace taking what i think was suppose to be a pan of brownies "yea im fine" i say forcing a smile again.

the pain hits again this time to hard for me to handle. i grip the counter and crouch to my knees. it hits again. i moan in agony. jace is by my side and scooping me up and carrying me to the infirmary. "hold on" he says setting me on the bed. "ill call maryse and magnus" he says pulling his phome out. izzy crouches next to the bed and takes my hand in hers "squeeze my hand. it'll help" i do as she tells me when another wave of pain washes over my stomach. i try to keep my focus on Izzy's hand but everything starts to blur and darken. then it all goes black.

Izzy's pov

clary's eyes slowly clise and shes out like a light. no. not again. "JACE!" i scream. i shake her shoulder trying to wake her up. "magnus is on the way and maryse is coming now" he says "she wont wake up" i say "you two go wait in the hall magnus should be here soon" says maryse walking through the door. as if on cue a blur of black and blue hair with 90 pounds of glitter walks in the door and simon and alec have to drag me and jace out.

magnus's pov

i knew this would happen i just thought that having someone to talk to would help.

she's been so stressed that she is going to have to be put on bed rest until the baby is born.

she probably wont wake up for a few hours maybe not until tomarrow the next thing i know i hear another stressed pregnant woman screaming. i rush to the hall where i last saw isabelle.

i find simon holding a scrraming izzy. "holy shit my water just broke" says izzy "but its to early you arnt do for atleast another 2 months" says simon.

holding her "well then i guess i just had water soak my pants and am about to die of pain for no reason then" screams izzy "no but what about clary" she whines "clary is going to be fine you however are going to give birth so come on. rat face help me get her into the infirmary" i say. he scoops her up amd carries her to the bed beside clary who is now awake from izzy's scream "oh my god izzy are you ok" she says "yea you know im just giving birth but are you ok" she says seriously "oh my god" clary says trying to get out of the bed to get to izzy. "dont you get out of that bed biscuit or so help me when you give birth i will cover that baby in glitter" i say.

clary's pov

i dont dare move knowing magnus is serious. jace comes in and sits on the floor propped against my bed but facing izzy "so how's giving birth sis" he says with a smirk "shut up jace" we both say in unison. i take Izzy's hand "squeeze it definitely helps" i say. she smiles and does as i tell her. her grip hurts my hand but i ignore it "are you ok" asks jace "yes i promise im fine now" i say "ok iz time to push" says magnus.

simon sits on the other side of the bed holding Izzy's other hand while maryse and magnus are both waiting for the first baby to crown. alec and jace both sit on the same side as me alec crouched facing izzy and holding blueberry while jace is holding my free hand and also facing izzy.

izzy pushes and pushes until the first baby is out "oh my god i cant do it anymore" she says with a husky voice breathing heavily. "baby you have to" says maryse "i cant" she says "izzy. me, jace, simon, and alec will all go shopping and try on what ever you want" i say

Izzy's pov

evrything aches and burns and my nether regions have reached their limit "oh my god i cant do it anymore" i shout brething heavily "baby you have to" my mother says "i cant" i say "izzy. me, jace, simon, and alec will all go shopping and try on what ever you want" says clary "really?" i ask "really" she says "i did not agree to this" says alec "neither did i" says jace. simon looks to weak stomached to say anything. clary shoots them both a death glare "aww im rubbing off on you" i say "push!" she shouts. i do what she tells me and push.

the pain is unbarable and i think im going to split right down the middle. i hear my first baby crying in my mothers arms and i almost want to cry becuase i cant hold him until im done. i push again and hear another set of cries and see magnus carry him over to clean him up "ok now give me my baby's" i say and my mother hands me the first one and magnus brings over the second one and hands him to simon.

"ok jace, alec and blueberry go out in the hall unless you want to watch me clean up your sisters after birth" says magnus. they both leave huridly "oh my god i cant believe i just squeezed two little shadowhunters out of my vagina" i say "why did i say that" i wonder out loud "it might have something to do with the fact that your losing alot of blood. simon come draw a iratze here" says magnus pointing to the back of my thigh and taking the first baby from simon. simon does as he's told and i feel much better.

"now what are their names" asks magnus "well we already said that ones name would be william and i simon said he didnt want to name him after any of hos family so i think we are going to name him after gabriel lightwood" i say "aww" says clary their so cute says clary with tears in her eyes "clary whats wrong" asks simon "my best friends just had babies and im just so happy for you guys" she says whiping tears from her eyes as more spill. "holy shit i hate hormones" she says after calming herself down "language!" says simon but me and magnus just laugh. when evrything is cleaned up i make simon go take a shower and get clary to help me feed the twins.

will has simons brown hair and his brown eyes while gabe (which i have decided to call him) looks like alec with the black hair and really blue eyes.

simon comes in with damp hair and he looks conflicted. "ok im just going to do this becuase ive been trying since before i found out you were pregnant but i kept chickening out and i didnt want you to think i only wanted to marry you becuase you were pregnant and-" i cut him off "wait are you proposing?" i ask "yes in the most shittiest way ever" he says getting on one knee and pulling out a black velvet box "what happened to no bad language around the twins?" i ask sarcastically "will you please just give me an answer" he says with a laugh. "yes simon! yes!" i shout. he opens the box and slips a huge rock on my finger "holy shit" i say "language" he says sarcastically "awwww" i completly forgot clary was her until she did that "crap im getting emotional again" she says. me and simon both laugh. "i love you" i say "i love you too" says simon

jace's pov

i decide to take a shower and then go into my room to get dressed. i find clary's sketchbook after i put on some sweats. i decide to flip through it. her drawings always seem so real. i flip to a page with a drawing of a baby eith curly blonde hair and peircing green eyes. the baby is teathing on a stele and its the most adorable thing i have ever seen. i feel like such a girl. i smile and put the sketchbook back where i found it and go to the infirmary where i see and relieved looking simon a happy izzy and i crying clary holding one of the twins. "whats wrong clary?" i ask worridly "ask simon and izzy" she says. i look to them and a grinning holds up a hand that holds a huge diamond ring. "holy shit" i say but then realize that clary is crying bebecuase simon and izzy are engaged "why are you sad?" i ask "im not im really happy" she says trying to stop the tears "oh baby" i say kneeling next to her bed "i gently take the very small baby from clary and hand it over to simon. i crawling into the bed next to clary "you dont have to sleep in here" she says "i do if i want to stay with you" i say. she smiles and i kiss her cheek. i love this woman so much.

clary's pov

simon takes the babies up and lays them down in their temporary craddles in Izzy's room then he very gently applies another iratze on her thight then carries her upstairs bridal style.

jace leans towards mmy fat pregnant belly and gently set his forehead against it "when you are born you are going to be sleeping in your mom and dads room for a while so when daddy and mommy start making loud noises just kmow that daddy isnt hurting mommy he is making her feel good" he says "JACE!" i gasp i smack the top of his head playfully. he chuckles "ok but i just want you to know mommy and daddy love you and we wont let anything hurt you i promise" he says. we sit in silence for a moment he looks like he's debating with himself. he's been doing that alot lately "clary you know that you need to stop stressing. it was a very close call today. i dont want to see you or this baby hurt" he says "i know im trying" i say "magnus says that you are officially on bed rest until the baby is born" he says "i heard" i say "jace i realize we havent done anything in a while and-" he cuts me off "clary we dont have to do anything you dont want to or are scared to do" he says "its not that im scared or dont want to its just that-" i stop for a moment trying to think of the words to say. jace sits up and i lean my head on his chest "just what?" he asks "first off the ovviouse is that im fat right now and then there are marks and-" i trail off again and lean my head back on his chest in frustration with myself. we sit in silence for a moment then he says something i dont expect "show me" he says with love and admiration all over his face. i look at him for reassurance. he gives me a look that tells me not to be scared. i sigh and take off my shirt and unhook my bra but hold the front down so the girls dont spring free. let him see my front where the big ugly one on my stomach thwn i turn around to show the whip marks and the word mine carved into my shoulder blade. i lift my hair to show the one on my head and then turn back around to show the knife wound on my thigh while i hook my bra back together. "just as i thought" he says. i get a little confused. "your still too beautiful to describe" he says "i love" he says "i love you too" i say. he takes me in his arms and lays us both down. we fall asleep like that, like we always do.

the next morning i wake up and see an angry looking luke and my mother who looks five times more furious "CLARISSA ADELE FARY WHAT THE HELL!" she shouts "clary this is how you got pregnant in the first place" says luke angrily "ok guys what are you talking about?" i ask. my mother gestures to what i now realize is a shirtless jace and a topless me and with where the covercovers are it would be ok to presume we were naked underneath "ok this is completly not at all what it looks like" i say defensively. thats wgen jace woke up and i see lukes eyes change from human to wolf. jace looks in the direction i am and realizes what all is happening "ok it is so not what it looks like" he says "run" i say as i see luke about to go after him he runs faster than when we see a duck in the park and luk is on his tail "oh my god mom make him stop we did not do anything i swear i was showing him something" i say putting my shirt on. thankfuthankfully the blanket covered my stomach and my back didnt face her "unless that something was you sgirtless i hoghly doubt it" she says "oh my gosh mom" i pull my shirt back off and stand turning around so she get a view of my back "oh by the angel clary im sorry" she says "im so srry i had no idea and me and jace were getting along better i actually discovered he is nothing like valintine and that he does love you while you where asleep and then i came in here and i thought that it was all a lie and im sorry oh my god what did that monster do to you" she rambles as i put my shirt back on "just tell luke to stop mom and we can talk about this later. im not suppose to be out of bed" i say "oh shit lay down" she sats "LUKE!" she shouts. "is he in here" he says deom the door way "no but they werentdoing anything" she says "but they were-" he starts but my mother cuts him off "clary cant do anything right now becuase she is on bed rest so they couldnt have been doing anything" she says "then why were you naked?" asks luke "jace doesnt sleep in shirts and myine was getting tight while i was sleeping and jace had on pants and so did i" i say "why are you on bed rest?" my mother asks "apparently i have been stressing alot and i started getting pains in my stomach so magnus told me to stop stressing and to stay in bed so i dont hurt the baby" i say "oh gosh is she ok?" she asks "yes she's ok" i say. jace comes in taking baby steps with his hands out as to protect himself and walks over to the bed "they know we didnt do anything" i say "ok" he says walking normally now. he sits on the end of the bed "so i would like to know the full story of how you two started getting along while i was out" i say gesturing to my mother and jace "oh god" jace says "can we please not talk about that" he says falling back onto the bed knowing that we are indeed going to talk about it "oh i would love to" my mother said

jace's pov

Jocelyn starts her side of the story and i start thinking about that day. it was the day before clary woke up i couldnt help it i started begging for her to wake up

"clary you have to wake up. i cant keep watching you go through this. it kills me to. i miss you so much. when you wake up i swear i wont let anyone hurt you again. i promose. i love you" i prayed for her to wake up right then and say it back but she didnt. thats when i heard someone clear their throat. i turned to see Jocelyn "you really do love her" she states. i nod "protecting her is the most important thing to you?" she asks. i nod again "come on ill watch her. you go get a shower and something to eat" she tells me. i hesitate but she goves me a look that says she wasnt taking no for an answer. i take a quick shower and eat a mango then go back to the infirmary. i sit on the oppisite side of the bed from jocelyn and take clary's hand in mine. "i just want you to know that im sorry. i didnt want my daughter to get hurt and as much as i hate to admit it i was hurt when i found out that valintine was a monster and i didnt want her to go through that but when i heard you talking to her and you saif you wanted to protect her i knew you werent like him" she said "others would disagree" i said "others werent his wife" she said with a smirk "valintine didnt want to protect his loved ones he thought that if they couldnt protect themselves that they werent worth his love" she said "but i suppose you knew that already" she added "yea" i said

she left out the part about her being hurt in her story but i didnt correct her. clary turned to me "i love you too" she said. it was almost as if she knew that i prayed for her to say it back those weeks ago. i smile and scooch closer to her wrapping my arms around her. we all talked for a while then jocelyn and luke left. "hungry?" i asked. she noded "what would you like?" i asked "i want a pina colada smothie with a mushroom and spinich omlet and a toasted bat samdwich without the bat from taki's" she says "ok anything else" i ask with a laugh "and buffalo wings with ranch" she says "ok you know there is a possibility that those are made with actual buffalo right?" i ask as i slip on my jacket and boots "i dont even care at this point" she says "ok ill be right back" i say. she waves goodbye "my hero" she says sarcastically "i know im amazing" i say with a smirk and set off for taki's

clary's pov

while jace is gone i accedently ffall asleep and then into a dream.

"hello little sister" he says "it's been a while" he sats grabbing my arms. im frozen in fear. ive been fighting this for so almost a month and i couldnt do it this time. "this isnt real. its a dream" i sat "oh no dear sister it's not" he says "it's a nightmare. well atleast for you and that brat growing in your stomach" he says. i cant let him hurt the baby "arent you suppose to be avoiding stress" he says grabbing my hair. i try to get away but i cant "i know a great way to relieve stress" he says throwing me on the bed "no" i say trying to crawl away. he grabs my ankle and yanks me back down onto the bed. he pins me onto my stomach on the edge of the bed. "clarissa if you just come back then we wont have to keep doing this" he says "no!" i shout "alright then more fun for me" he says pull my pamts down and pinning my arm behind my back. i struggle but shut my eyes tight knowing that i probably wont get away. i hear him unzip his pants and then he forces himself inside me. my eyes fly open and i scream from the pain.

i jerk awake and see jace's eyes filled with worry. we sit there in silence. i dont look in his eyes though "he did it again didnt he?" he asks "no he just yelled and grabbed my hair and threw me at the wall thats why i screamed" i lie "im sorry" he says taking me in his arms. i force myself not to cringe. "you didnt do anything wrong and im fine i promise" i say

so how was it. next chapter clary will be 8 months and izzy will be taking the crew on that shopping trip after clary has the baby. but that wont be in the next chapter. i think that after this and my next ill start writing a sequal to this but ii need to know if you guys want me to do that.

before i write my stories i write out a sortof timeline and then write in fluff so i need to go and start thinking of what to put in the sequal and then start writing it while i put up my next story so thats why i want to know now.

im trying to organize my life becuase its suppose to help depression. i am doing alot better but i still definitly have stuff to work on so thats why im asking you guys for votes and if you want a sequal. thats all i really dont mean to be anoying but i enjoy writing and it takes my mind off things so i figured fet it all orgorganized and ill enjoy it more.so thanks guys. i hope you liked the chapter and ill post soon so lated mundies