Okay first of all I wanna thanks for the great ideas! I'm gonna use it and I hope you gonna like it.:)

Thnks to your ideas I can continue so here's the next chapter :

As we arrived back to the house,I parked down the car,carried Nicole while James just walked behind me with a really sad face,without vim.

For first I want to make sure that Nicole get in the bed safely then I'm gonna deal with the sad James. Cause this not funny anymore,at all,I can't let this whatever happening going on anymore. I can see that he wanna ask for help,but he never talk about his personal things.

Logan was wathcing tv at the moment when we stepped in to the house,while Carlitos was sound asleep with his head in his lap.

Logan must heard when we arrived and he stood up,lifting up Carlitos' head,laid down on the couch not waking him up.

Logan : Why are you carrying her?- he asked concerned

Kendall : Oh,nothing serious,she just felt down of the wall and she got a slight concussion. How was the babysitting,Ashley was a good baby girl? - I asked with a smile.

Logan walked in the kitchen and continued talking with me : Yes,she was so quiet after you left,and we also played peek-a-boo what she love it so much,so we had a great time together. - he finished and take a sip from his water bottle.

Logan : Where's James. He was here a minute ago but now he's gone!- I asked/said.

Kendall : I don't know but go check up him while I got her to bed then I'm gonna join to you okay?- I said and took her up,helping her to get a shower,dress up then to go the bed. She was still needed help cause she was really dizzy even if 4 hour passed since the accident.

I tuckled her in,give her a soft kiss,saying night to her then I switched on the lamp and closed the bedroom door giving her time to sleep.

After she was sleeping a went to see what's going on with James. I was walking down the hall,when I heard sniffling and Logan's voice.

I got worried and rushed into James' room. Just the way he looked like,its scared me. His face was pale,his usually brown eyes were puffy and red from crying and he was breathed heavily,while Logan sat beside him,trying comfort him.

Logan shot a glance to me signing to me that he can't deal with James alone,I went over to them and sat down on the bed to James' left,he was sit against the bed headboard,crying while Logan sat on his right. Slowly as he got comfortable that I was beside him,I pulled him into a hug. What I didn't expect that he was shaking so badly in my arms.

Softly not want to scare him more than he already was I started to talk : James,

James : Hmm?- he said when for a second stopped the crying,what he continued after it more despairingly.

Kendall : Bro,you have to tell us,we can help,you just have to let us know what's happening lately with you...

James let out an another sobbing.I pulled him closer to me,as I kept calming him down.

After a few minutes passed when thank to god he began to talking

James : You. Don't. Have. To. Deal. With It. I can. Handle It. Alone. - he managed to cry out.

Logan knew like this we wont get out of him anything. So he tried talk with him.

Logan : James,something happened with your family, your friends, or with the Rushers?- he asked discretely

James unexpectedly shot up from the bed but he didn't got far,he collapsed as his feet hit the floor.

We rushed to him and helped him up,when his Iphone felt out of his pocket,quickly Logan grabbed before James could ,making James yell :

GIMEE THAT BACK! NOO,DON'T LOOK MY PHONE!

That was when we know where's the problem,while I take back to the bed James,Logan went sleep. I stayed with him for the night.

James wanted to get away so he kept fighting but I didn't let him go,slowly with time he got calm and fell asleep.

For the night I told to Logan to keep checking up on my two girls cause I don't think I'll able to leave James' side anytime soon.

While James was sleeping beside me in the bed I take his Iphone into my hand and checked up his tweets,eamils and I saw what I couldn't believe what was it.

A hundreds of hate mails. The only strange thing was that every single email was the same,so it was like a spam but it spread trough the net.

I was really corious what made James like this,I click the "read" and waited as the email downloaded.

WTF,are you just stupid or what. You know I tune into the radio to hear music,not your stupid s**t. You make me sick.

I hate the new stupid kid show on Nickelodeon. I hate listening to your crap. If there were anther radio station that played the kind of music I like would be there. Between you dumb and whore commmercials on this station.

You make it real hard to have any kind of positive feelings for me at dumb asses are ruining life for teenage girls.

Go

To

HELL! Or just kill yourself,nobody would give a shit about it,if you would be gone!

- Have a nice sleep - (:

(I had to search up for hate mails and already to write this down was so so so so hard,i couldn't type it in,but unfortunately there's in the world people that are sending these to the boys daily,it can happen and this is so sad,and sorry if it hurt you but it this the part of the story,I WOULDNT ABLE TO SEND THINGS LIKE THAT TO JAMES OR TO THE GUYS,cause I love them so so much, okay? :)

After I read it I was in completely shock,I glanced over to the peacefully sleeping James and my heart shattered,how could they to this with him,he's the kindest guy that I know on the earth,it was so unreal.

Soon I started to delete all the hate mails,I didn't understand why James don't deleted already them,why he had to read them all over again?! and by I finished the email deletion it was already 3am so I also went to sleep like the others.

This is what I planned for this chapter,I know its mean from me that this happening with James but this just a story,and if there anyone among you who read this who might sends/sended things like that to the boys STOP please,they're only human too! Just like you! Don't hurt them with your mean words!