-Fall-

I was only walking; very slowly, with my feet never lifting off the ground, I thought of all the reasons I should live. I couldn't think of any. I've never been one for education, so that was in the dirt. I wanted to be a Mechanic, actually, but with being wanted by the immunities, there was no hope in getting a job. I could take on the Virus job, but I'm not a killer. Sure, Duncan was one exception, but that fucker needed to die. I didn't know anything else to give me pleasure. Everything I lived for, my mother, my best friends, one who I considered a great older brother and the other the father I never had; and someone I loved dearly. I can't find anyone else to call my own, to start a family, because one, who would be interested in me? No doubt word has gotten around that I'm a half-breed. Second, finding someone who wasn't Amy… it made me sick. I don't know if I could pull through it.

Then, I thought of all the reasons to die; I was alone, I have no future, I have nothing. Quite frankly, my life was already over.

I looked up a head, a large ledge in front of me. I was in the Kidneys, and they have been freshly emptied. Over yonder, there was a ledge that leads to the deepest part of the fleshy, urine smelling canyon. I stood at the very end of that ledge, getting cold feet. It was like I was forgetting something, something important. Briefly, I thought over those dreadful days.

First, Amy's dance with Duncan, the first of it all. I can still hear that music. Then there was the kisses, the scene which I wished I could wash out of my mind. Those moans, those cry's of pleasure, it made me sick to my stomach. I've seen to much that day. That chase when Duncan tried to kill us the first time, most terrifying time of my life, which lead to my first loss; Ozzy. Those final words he spoke:

"You'll always be my little buddy though. Even if I can't see you again, Take care." Ow that I think back on those words, I feel regret that I'm backing out on that promise. But he's gone now; he said so himself, he can never see me again. So what's the point?

It was a blur, but I can remember the pain in which Duncan has caused when he kidnapped me and beat the shit out of me. At least Carly came along, but that lead to another heartbreak later on…

Every single event that played in my head, got rid of my cold feet, for now I remember clearly that I have nothing to forget. The only that will be forgotten, is me.

Slowly, my feet dangle off the edge, and all ready, I can see my life flash before my eyes.

My first day of first grade; my friends from so long ago. Kyle, Ronald, and Jessica, my two hour long girlfriend. All we did was dump sand in each other's hair, but we were in kindergarten, what was there to expect?

My sixth birthday party, when I got my hat that I still have today. My grandpa on my mother's side gave it to me two weeks before he passed away. It was way too big for my head, but I grew into it.

Now I could feel no ground beneath me, it was like I was flying, but I kept my eyes open, watching the cliff get farther and farther away.

Now I saw Thrax; he looked so sick, so pale and week. I was just dragging him in when he spoke to me.

"Go away," he commanded in his bad-ass-harsh tone.

"No, I'm not leaving you be, you're hurt," I told him. He had nothing for me to be scared about anyway. His claws were half way dissolved. I spent three days taking care of him, attending to his needs, and giving him water to flush out any alcohol in his system. Then he looked at me.

"You're not as bad as I thought. Normally, with all the half breeds I met, they wouldn't have bothered."—"How did you know…?"—"Don't pull that on me. I know a half breed when I see one. You saved my life. Not a lot of people would do that for me…" He paused for a short moment, and then shook his head to rid of what ever he was thinking. I never knew why he does that. "But I'll make it up to you: since you can't get back to Shane, I'll watch over you."

"Great!"

"Now I can't promise you I'll stay forever. I would have to leave some time."

"Cool with me."

That never bothered me back then. Of course, that was before he was the only thing I had left. I knew all along that he had to leave sooner or later, but during the situation, I didn't want to let him go. I needed someone there for me…

The wind started to go by faster, and I could feel my head get light as the G-force increased.

"Hey kid! What are you doing!" Ozzy's voice rang during our first encounter. I told him I got lost, I was new in the city.

"New in the city huh?" He questioned. I almost forgot that blood-cells of any kind could stay out of the body for so long. So I told him I was transferred from a mosquito with my mom and dad. He bought it, and offered to drive me home. After a long two hour talk about cars, the Mayor, and chicks, hot, hot chicks, our friendship instantly bloomed.

Life was going by faster and faster. I say little wisps of shadows flying past my eyes; I thought it was Thrax, saving me from my fall, but it was only my own unconscious.

Everything went by so fast, birthdays, first days of school, friends, coming and going. People being born and people dying. And some memories not even mine zoomed before my eyes.

People come, my mother's voice rang, and people go…

Everything was going slower now, and I knew the end was coming…

But remember, no matter what…

I can tell the ground was getting closer, I can feel it. I feel like I've been falling forever.

But you'll never be alone, because there will always be one person to love you… no matter how far…

It was too late for that…

The sky was gone, the ground was here…

I can finally see Amy's face again…

One more Chapter… bear with me, I just have one more to go… Just one more… TT~TT