Had I known him before? would I ever know? Would he be able to fill in details of my former Life?

All i could think was that, I wanted the ring around my neck to be a match to the one he had given that girl years ago. I wanted to be his wife, his soul mate. I wanted to belong to him.

BPOV!

I lay Down on my bed, wishing that I had never come to this town. I wasn't use to this feeling of Longing for someone, it just felt so different. Edward had looked like he Felt it too, maybe we are meant to be together, maybe that's how it was planned.

Al I knew was I wanted to know every single Detail About him and I wanted to be a part of his life, not just that other Vampire at school that I knew I was now.

Maybe If I just gave it a chance things would work themselves out. It could happen, if we are destined for each other.

I looked down at the ring thinking about how If Edward had been the one to give it to me, it would mean more than I could ever have imagined. I remember him saying that the ring he gave the girl had been his grandmother's, and mines old enough to be that. I just wished Life wasn't so complicated.

I sat brewing over these thoughts all night. Remembering to make the bed creak every now and again to make it seem like I was moving in my sleep. I decided to get changed as It would just get that off my mind. I Looked into my wardrobe thinking what would be nice for the lovely wet day ahead of me. I settled on my Black Dress that reached just above my knee and A pair of Vans boots that were black and white. A black and white tie and a Bowler hat finished the look. I knew that The humans I had sat with the day before would most likely Ignore me today. They didn't look like the type of people to associate with someone who wore so much black.

I Knew the alarm was going to go off before it did. I had already heard Charlie get up and leave the house. I hadn't wanted to go down and Say anything to him. Conversation between us is completely lacking and may never be there. I am simply a Lodger here and that is all.

I decided to walk to school slowly making the most of the rain. I had always loved it. One of the reasons I moved to Ireland. Rain. It cleanses you, makes you feel so much better, Plus it helps that I Can never develop a cold.

When I got to school I waited in the Car park, Like every other teenager in the Vicinity. Listening to my I-pod with my head down, Reading a book by the side of the reception building was a nice way to Ready myself for the boring, lectures. I could hear every human in the Car park turn quiet. The Cullen's had arrived, Obviously.

I walked to where I would be in view of them. I Could see Edward scanning the car park When He got out of the car. His head snapped up and Looked at me. The same pained look mixed with love came across his face and I cringed Mentally. Why did I cause him pain when he looked at me? What was wrong with me?

I walked over to the Cullen's, gaining a Shocked gasp from the crowd gathered around them. I just stood next to them and joined in their silence. Looking over at Edward Again, I saw that he was laughing at the fact I made everyone shocked. Wanting to cause some more Destruction, I grabbed Edwards hand and heard the whispers in the crowd " She's holding Frickin' Edward Cullen hand. WTF??" and then I hear Lauren's voice, "She only wants him for his money, every one knows he's in love with me, but he has to pretend."

Why she said this I had no Idea, but It made me want to do something that would annoy her more. I looked at Edward, for the First time since I had Joined their brooding 'circle', His face was completely composed, but I saw in his eyes that he was shocked at my behaviour. I quickly asked him at vampire speed if he would act affectionately toward me! I saw his small nod yes, as If he was Incapable of speech.

I felt him pull me closer to him, and I lay my head on his shoulder and Looked up into his eyes. I could practically feel the Anger coming off Lauren. He knew why I was doing this but it still felt Like this was real, not fake at all. His arms around me felt natural and My place on his shoulder was like It was made for me. I started Biting my lip thinking of what complications this could lead to, when I did I heard Edward Gasp. Maybe he had heard some particularly nasty thought or something. I looked at Alice and Jasper who I could feel staring at us. Jasper was obviously reading my Emotions -Anger, pain, and a little bit of Lust/love....or a big bit.

Alice's face was glazed over. I guessed she was Having a vision. When her Eyes went back to normal, I saw that she was very happy and looking at me in a new intrigued fashion. Emmett and Rose commandeered my attention next. They just look Completely non fussed. So that was normal. Edward started to move and I was wondering why. I had been so comfortable. Then I realised the Bell must have rung. He was steering me inside, and steered me to the Janitors closet. As he closed It, I could see Lauren Mallory's Shocked face.

He turned to me and I saw some of the Questioning look on his face. I started to explain how I had wanted to shock everyone and the best way was to mess with the Vampires. I looked at him and saw he was smirking. Yay!! Finally some-one with my type of humour. I went to leave taking it that I had been forgiven when he placed his hand on my shoulder, not possesively but lovingly, and he said " Didn't any of it feel real to you?"

And he walked out.

// I am so sorry that I wasn't updating.. I have many random excuse's that none of you will believe so I wont bother with them but please please forgive me!!

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