Cynric pulled off our merchant scam off flawlessly. We all got rich. Well, Cynric, Vex and I got rich. Temporarily.

But I had the respect of the Guild.

I ran with them for four years after that. Vex never tried to pull one of her stunts; she contented herself with goading a rather bitter rivalry out of me. Whenever one of us planned a heist, the other planned something bigger. Whenever I good haul from picking pockets and burglaring, she tried to pull off something better. But it didn't matter. I was better. She knew it. Brynjolf knew it; Divines, I think he'd known it from the beginning. Delvin saw it too, and it wasn't long before he started sharing his schemes with me instead of Vex. I could pick locks as easily as a hunter ties his boots; I could vault rooftops and get through windows that nobody else noticed. And I was silent. I made a game of it for awhile, coming up behind other members of the Guild and spooking them whenever I got the chance.

But it was like giving water to a dying animal. The Guild was surviving, but only just; it limped on with only a few contracts coming through every month. There were days we all went hungry; Divines, I think each of us even spent our fair share of time in Riften's jail.

But I had a family. Somewhere I belonged. Brynjolf was the father I never knew, Rune was my brother; even Sapphire, that woman with a stare as sharp as the knives she carried, developed a grudging respect for my talents.

I had a home. And even without food, that was enough.