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"Isabel what's wrong?"Carlos asked me.
"When...when the accident happened,it was raining. Just like tonight"I said crying.
Carlos grip on me became tighter.
"Bella I didn't know. Why didn't you tell me?"He asked.
I shrugged.
"Okay you can stay down here with us tonight"He says.
"Okay,but can someone take me upstairs to get my pillow and blanket?"I asked.
"Sure let's go Bellz"Logan says standing up.
Next Morning
I woke up with a pain in my neck. I looked to see who was next to me,it was Logan.
I had fallen asleep while playing Go Fish with him.
"Good morningBell"James says walking into the living room.
"Hey Jamie"I said. James hated being called 'Jamie'.
"Didn't I tell not to call me that?"He asked.
"Oh you did but you know you like it"I say standing up.
"Think whatever you want little girl"James says patting my head.
"You know I don't like it when you call me that and pat my head"I said in a mocking voice.
James gently pushes me.
"Whatever"He says.
I chuckle.
"I'll be in my room"I say.
When I got in my room,I grabbed my notebook. Lately,I had a lot of inspiration for a song. But I still couldn't put it all together.
Yeah,
Insecure, in her skin, like a puppet, a girl on a string,
Broke away, learn to fly, if you want her back gotta let her shine,
So it looks like the jokes on you, cause the girl that you thought you knew,
She's so gone, away like history, She's so gone, now, you wont find her around,
You can look but you wont see the girl I used to be, cause she, she's so gone,
Here I am this is me, and I'm stronger than you ever thought I'd be,
Are you shocked? Arn't you mad?, that your missing out on who I really am,
Now it looks like the jokes on you, cause the girl that you thought you knew,
She's so gone, away like history, she's so gone, now, you wont find her around, you can look but you wont see the girl I used to be cause she, she so gone away, like history, she's so gone, baby this is me... yeah...
She's so gone, away like history, she's so gone, now, you wont find her around, you can look but you wont see, the girl I used to be cause she's... she's so gone-
She so gone you can look but you wont see the girl I used to be cause she's...
She's so gone, she's so gone...
So gone, she's so gone... gone, gone, gone.
I did some final touches to the song. I looked at it and reread it.
I thought it came out pretty good. Now the name. She's So Gone,I wrote on the top of the page.
"Hey guys"I say walking into the kitchen.
"Hey kiddo whatcha got there?"Kendall asked.
"Oh nothing just a new song"I say.
"Oooh a song?"The guys asked.
"Yeah,hey wasn't Chelsea here?"I asked.
"Yeah but she had to work today"Carlos says.
"Awh that's sad"I say. All the guys were staring at me.
"What?"I asked.
"Can we read it?"They all asked at the same time. Kinda creepy. But had gotten used to it.
"Read what?"I asked confused.
"Your song"They say.
"Oh um,sure"I say.
They got the notebook from me and read the song. I wasn't paying attention to them,instead I munched on a cookie.
"So?"I asked them when they finally looked up.
"Bella,how come you never told us you wrote songs?"Carlos asked.
"Well,um because I didn't think they were good"I say.
"Bella this is amazing!"He says.
"Really?"I asked excited.
"Totally"They all said.
"Hey maybe Isabel could audition for that new TV show Nickelodeon is doing. They still need the lead role. I think Isabel will be perfect for it"James says.
"Really?"I asked even more excited.
"Yeah"James says.
"What's the name of the show?"I asked.
"Um,I'm not sure yet but the name of your song kinda reminded me of it"He says.
"Okay,I'll do it"I say.
"Great and maybe you can show them the song and make it the theme song or something"Carlos says.
"That's a great idea,thanks guys"I say.
Later that day
I was outside on one of the lounge chairs reading my book.
"Hey Bella what's up?"Carlos asked stepping outside.
"Nothing just reading"I say.
"So about last what happened?"He asked.
"Oh,I just had another nightmare about the accident but I'm good now"I say.
"Okay good. So you excited about auditioning for the show?"He asked.
"Yeah,I've always wanted to be on a TV show."I say.
"Who knows maybe in a few months you'll be as famous as me"Carlos says nudging my knee.
I give out a chuckle.
"Or maybe even more famous"I say.
"Haha no way"Carlos says.
"Yes way. Don't be jealous. It's not your color"I say laughing.
"Okay that makes no sense"Carlos says.
"Who said I made sense?"I asked.
"Right,so listen Chelsea and I kinda want a weekend together so we're planning on going to San Diego"Carlos says.
"Cool,I'm going to SD"I say.
"No,not you. You're not going it's like a weekend get-away for Chelsea and I so you're gonna stay with the guys"Carlos says.
"What? Well,I don't have a choice do I? So okay fine"I say.
"Okay"Carlos says. "Come here"
I stand up and hugged Carlos. "I love you"I say.
"Love you too"He says.
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