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"Bella?" I exhaled very slowly. "Yeah it's me. I hope I didn't wake you?" I heard paper rustling. "No I was actually studying. But I can take a break. My God it's been a while. How have you been?"

I rose from the chair and sat on the bed. God I love his voice. After 3 years it still did things to me.

"I am good. Working and going to school for my masters. What about you? Are you in medical school?

He chuckled. "Yeah it is kicking my ass too." I smiled, "You will be okay. You are focused and you will make it through." He started to laugh.

"Um Edward, how is Esme and Carlisle? I miss them." I sniffed

"They are fine. Esme was just talking about you the other day. She says that she misses you."

"Yeah I don't get to talk to her as much as I talk to Alice. By the way, tell Alice thanks for the invitation." "Are you coming to the wedding"? By the tone of his voice I can hear that he was hoping probably praying that I would come.

"Yeah I am coming. I have to be there for Alice. I know she's going to go bananas with preparing."

He started to laugh because he knew how his little sister obsesses and overdue things.

It was so good to hear his voice. Being able to laugh and joke with him. To hear him laugh and sigh, to talk about memories we share. It was good that the time slipped past us.

I looked at the alarm clock and saw it read 3:25 am. I sucked my teeth and said, "It's 3:25 which means it is 1:25 over there." We both knew what that mean, we were going to say good bye. But I didn't. I wanted to grab our children and run to Forks. Run into his loving arms.

"Um Edward." "Yes." I could hear the sadness in his voice.

"I almost forgot. I am coming to forks." He was silent on the phone so I continued.

"I am leaving Saturday. I thought about driving but its wont be fun with the ….." Shoot I had to stop myself. "It's a long drive. So when I come, I would like to see you. If you would like to see each other?"

"Of course I would love to see you." I could hear him smiling through the phone.

I blew out a gush of air and said, "Well I really missed talking to you." He said, "Yeah me too." 'Talking to you like this is just so….."

We said at the same time. "Easy."

I just hate those uncomfortable silences.

Edward cleared his throat and said, "Bella I just want to say that I love you. And you don't know how happy it was to hear from you."

I closed my eyes and smiled. "I love you too Edward."

In that silence we felt the things that we couldn't say to each other. How we wanted each other. How we needed each other. How we couldn't breathe without each other. But I couldn't do it. I couldn't will my lips to say those things to the one man that I will always love.

The one man who made my soul sing every time he kissed me, made my body heat every time he looked at me with those beautiful green eyes. How can I tell him this and not kill his dream. His future.

I sighed into the phone and said, "Bye Edward." I hung up the phone before I could hear his voice. While putting the phone on the night table, I opened the drawer and pulled out a picture of Edward and me and just ran my finger over the shape of him.

My true love.

Edward couldn't believe out the blue she just called. Even the smell of the dead bodies they were performing autopsies didn't damper his mood.

As he strolled in the house, Esme noticed a glow. "Edward, come here."

Edward backtracked and walked up to his mother and gave her kiss.

She narrowed her eyes and studied his face. "What's going on?"

He shrugged his shoulder. Esme lifted off the couch and said while touching hi face. "I might not have given birth to you but I think I know you well enough to know when you are hiding something.

Just then Alice and Tanya walked into the house. Edward smiled and gave Esme a kissed and said, "Bella is coming to Forks." Esme smiled and gave Edward a hug.

Alice let out a yell. "She really is coming. She didn't tell me when I spoke to her. Oh My God."

Tanya's POV

Look at them, acting like a bunch of idiots. And all for Bella Swan. What is so special about her anyway? I am going to make my move before it is too late.

Edward walks into the room after his shower and he spots Tanya by the window.

"Hey. What's up?" She turns around and looks at Edward with tears in her eyes. He stops rubbing his damp hair and runs to her.

"What's wrong? Why are you crying?"

She took a deep breath and the smell of his soap and shampoo was driving Tanya insane.

"I was just sitting here and thinking about my parents and when I came into your room you weren't there."

He hugged her trying to calm her down. Tanya lifted her head from his chest and looked in Edward's eyes and leaned over and gave him a kiss.

Edward pushed her away. While wiping his mouth he said, "What are you doing?" She walked closer to him and he took a step back.

"Don't you know? Haven't you always known?

"Know what?"

"That I love you Edward. I've always loved you."

He backed away from her and said, "That can't be because you are my sister."

She scoffed and said, "Look at Emmett and Rose, Jasper and Alice. Are you worried about being Siblings?"

He shook his head in disbelief of what was happening.

Tanya walked closer to him to put her arms around him but he shook them off. "Don't do this." Tanya said while crying harder.

He grabbed her shoulders to make her look at him. "Look Tanya, I love you but like a sister. I love Bella."

She pushed his hands and said loudly, "Bella Bella Bella. It's always about her. What about me? Don't I deserve your love?"

"I do love you." Tanya moved closer and tries to hug him, remove his towel. He takes her arms and pushes her away. She hits the wall with her back.

Tanya looks at him with such hate in her eyes. He tries to take a step closer to her. But she lowers her eyes and runs out of his room.

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