I did promise school lemon!
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Elena laid in her bed and opened her diary, flipping to a new page. Her mind was filled with thoughts.
She opened to a new page and grabbed her green pen off her nightstand. She bit on the cap and than began to write.
Dear Diary,
Everything is crazy. I had a perfect dinner date with Damon. He even called it that when he dropped me back off. The food was amazing. I had ordered a salad...well Damon ordered it for me along with my drink that he finished before I even got a settled sip. He ordered a salad and some type of pasta. It tasted pretty good. He fed it to me and my heart sped up in my chest. Everything between us is going well. The dinner as stated before was so perfect and wonderful and that was before he gave me head. And the weird part it was underneath the table. Anybody could have came over and found us out but no one did. So we just enjoyed ourselves. Well Damon enjoyed himself.
...I can't stop smiling. I came back at ten. Damon drove around and parked in a secluded area in the forest. He just parked there and we laid ourselves out on the hood of the car.
We laid there and talked about things going on in our lives. Our future plans. I even had the courage to tell him that I was never in love with Matt. I've been in love with someone else and I've been holding myself back. I swear Damon's face lit up for a second before he shrugged it off and rolled over to look at me. He touched my face and pulled me closer as he kissed me. It wasn't all hot and heavy, but just simple. Not tongue. Just our lips.
My lips still tingle from the taste of his lips. They taste like cherry.
Yum.
It's almost midnight and I better head to bed. I want to ask Damon out but I can't. He told me on the hood of the car that Rose had messaged him, wanting to talk. I felt my heart just drop in my chest. He called her a heartless bitch, but he loved her so much. He wouldn't go for a girl like me. His best friend, but then why would he take me out on a date or even continue with whatever we're doing after I admitted that I wanted someone else...unless...
Elena paused as she heard her phone ring. She dropped her pen and grabbed her phone. It was on the charger. She looked at it and saw that it was Damon.
She answered her phone and placed it to her ear. She heard loud laughing before she heard his voice.
"What's up?" she asked.
"I have a question."
Elena bit her lip.
"Okay."
She gulped.
"Will you go out with me?"
Elena dropped her phone. Her entire body froze.
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Elena stayed there frozen as she heard Damon go 'hello'.
She had dropped the phone because she was shocked that he asked her that. Yeah, she would love too but she didn't want him doing this so he could took her virginity if he wanted. She already told Stefan that she would give it to Damon, no questions asked because she trusted him that much.
So, she could trust him to go out with her, right?
Elena picked up the phone and placed it to her ear.
"Damon?"
"Yes?"
The air between her and him was thick, a pen could drop and no one could hear because of everything that had been going on. Elena swallowed heavily and she couldn't believe that she was actually going to say this because she wanted to crawl in a hole and die, but then Damon would jump in and save her. She knew that. Deep down she knew.
She would have to say it before some other chick came breezing into town, she had to claim Damon as hers before he was stolen away by Rose or some other girl that wanted Damon's monster dick inside of them.
Elena couldn't let that happen.
"Elena, are you there?"
"Yes. Yes. Yes." The more she let the words slip from her lips. She felt it rise up in her system and she kept saying it into the phone because it was how she felt. She didn't want to date her best friend because what if she was just leaning on to Damon because he was always there? What if she only loved him because she didn't want to be alone? But that was all a lie, she knew. She never felt so strongly in love with Damon, she couldn't do without him and hated that she didn't know how he felt about her. About how he truly felt about her.
Oh well, that was how a relationship was about.
A relationship by definition is an emotional or other connection between people, between any people and she wanted it to be between her and Damon. Something shared between them that no one could process because it was only meant for her and Damon to know.
"What are you saying yes first?"
Elena rolled over in her bed and smiled. He was so clueless.
"I'm saying yes because I want to be your girlfriend."
She could clearly see Damon stuttering on the other side of the phone.
"You want to be my girlfriend for real?"
"Yes." Elena giggled.
"Yea boiiii!" Damon began to scream in excitement. Elena laughed as she heard Stefan on the phone.
"Shut your ass up. I'm doing homework here."
Elena bit back her laughter, tears were forming in her eyes.
"I'll text you. Stefan wants to do his homework." Damon pouted. He sounded sad.
"Okay, bye..." She wasn't sure if she try this out but she wanted to say since earlier in the evening. "babe."
She waited for Damon to say something back. He did.
"Bye sweet cakes."
They hung up and Elena placed the phone call over her heart, it was beating rapidly in her chest and she felt as if it was about to pop out of her chest of how hard it was beating.
She began to giggle and than it turned into laughter that she couldn't control.
It was her mother opening the door, walking into her room to ask what was wrong.
"Nothing. Just me and Damon are going out."
Her mother shook her head.
"About damn time." Elena looked at her mom, wondering why unless it was obvious.
But on who's part? Damon or on hers?
But did it really matter? She was with Damon now and they were going to be dating.
Elena couldn't help but not get up and dance in her room.
Her mother left without another word, a smile on her lips.
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Monday- October 4
Elena turned the knob, adjusting the radio as Stefan sat in the back seat. He was on the phone with his boyfriend while he combed his hair in the mirror ahead of him.
Damon was driving the car and was picking up donuts for the gang.
Bonnie had already texted Elena and told her that she and Harper would be running late. Their car wouldn't start so she had called Tyler to give her a ride. He was passing through.
Elena settled on the radio, grabbing Damon's free hands and weaving her fingers through his to clasp it. Damon squeezed her hand and stopped at the red light. He had a cap on his head that was turned to the side. A graphic green t-shirt with snake eyes on it, baggy black pants that sagged off his ass but he had a belt to hold it up. He finished it off with boots. He gotten them dirty since last time they were cleaned.
Elena wore a tight red halter that was covered by one of Damon's jacket. It was very cold this morning and Damon handed her a jacket so she wouldn't free to death. She wore tight skinny jeans with boot heels. Her hair was wildly curled in spirals. Her mother had helped her with it.
This is somethin' I never wanted but since I met you I've been on it
I think about you all the time, can't get you off my mind
I know this can't be love but baby it must be love
Elena bobbed her head to the song and watched as Damon drove. Her eyes going over his muscled arms and she wondered how it would feel if he wrapped them around her and hugged her while they kissed. She looked at his lips and thought about him going down on her again. She shivered at the thought.
Thinkin' I'm going all the way, I wanna show you but I'm afraid
I know you say it's all on me, maybe tonight I'll let you see
I know this can't be love but baby it must be love
Elena bit her lip and looked around for Damon's bag.
When he came over yesterday; she placed her binder and pens into his bag. He told her that he would hold it for her. She kissed him on his cheek and said okay, but since they were closer towards the school. She would need it.
"Damon, where's your backpack?"
He let her hand go to retrieve his bag. He felt up against Stefan's leg and Stefan slapped him on his hand, throwing him a mean scowl.
Damon grabbed Elena's hand again.
"Shit, Stefan pass me my backpack."
Stefan looked at Damon and told his boyfriend to excuse him.
"Don't be cursing at me." Stefan slapped Damon's arm. "Have some manners. I'll fuck all your shit up. I had a stressful morning and you making me about to have a BF."
"BF?" Elena whispered at Damon as he turned down the knob on the radio.
Damon shook his head and tighten his hold on Elena's hand.
Maybe to restrain himself.
"Bitch fit." He whispered back at her and pulled into the parking lot of the school.
"Hell yeah, I will throw a bitch fit. You don't need his stupid bag because you guys have all four classes together. When he leaves, than you can get your shit."
Elena turned in her seat and looked at Stefan.
His hair was tousled around his head and he had dark circles under his eyes.
"What's wrong, sweetie?" Elena asked him.
Stefan told her to hold on. He was still on the phone.
"I'm at school. I know you have to work. I'll talk to you later, bye boo." Stefan hung up the phone and slid it into pocket. He looked at Elena as Damon parked the car and let go of Elena's hands to retrieve his bag. "I had a bad morning. Damon's phone wouldn't stop ringing. He's knocked out sleep, cuddling up with his pillow. I check to see who it is and it's Rose's bitch ass. I answer the call and tell her to back the hell up and she called me a butterfly. So we bitching all for three hours. This damn fool wakes up and hangs up. I go down to make me some coffee and theirs no coffee beans left. Mason has to work today so we can't see each other and Caroline and I have to meet in the library and I hate that ex of yours. Gosh, I'm going to pass out all this stress."
Elena patted Stefan on the knee and he grabbed her head, smiling at her.
"Well least, I have something to look forward too. You guys are dating. Yes, know when I pass by Damon's door. I can hear some giggles maybe? But ya'll need to fuck already though. I'll get bored with he ain't and you a virgin shit. Toodles." Stefan grabbed his messenger bag and and opened the car door, slamming it behind him as he stalked into the school. His tiny comb going through his hair as he tried his best to fix it.
Damon grabbed his back pack and placed it into his lap, looking at Elena. His eyes were gleaming.
"Now that Stefan is gone. You want to do anything before we head into school?"
"Like what?" Elena asked him questionably, wondering what could be on her boyfriend's mind.
"Anything?" He replied back to her.
"Can we got to the library? I want to check out some books."
"Okay."
Damon got out of the car and placed his bag on his back. He slid his arm through one loop and closed his car door. Elena was playing with the hem of her jeans, playing with the pieces that were about ready to come off.
Damon opened her door and Elena stepped out. She felt someone's eyes on her as she grabbed Damon's hand. She tighten her hold and looked around. Her eyes fell on Matt. He was walking up with Caroline on his arms. She was popping gum and wearing his jacket that Elena had given back to him on Friday. He was staring at her and then at Damon. His gaze was hard and cold but Elena didn't care. She turned her back to Matt while she turned up her head. Damon turned his head and they headed into the school.
A smile on Elena's lips.
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"Alright, I don't feel like teaching you guys anything today. So, just sit anywhere and do whatever. If the principal comes in. I'll defend you to the best of my abilities." Vanessa stood in front of them. She went towards her office and closed the door, laying on her couch, snuggling up under the covers. Her nose was bright red. She had a sneezing fit earlier.
Damon and Elena were at the top of the theater as always. Elena had her feet kicked up and she was laying them in Damon's lap. He was playing on his itouch, a driving game, steering the itouch every which way.
Elena was playing on her phone, texting Bonnie.
Bonnie was telling her that there were rumors around her and Damon dating. Elena told her of course and told her the whole story. Bonnie was mad but she calmed down. She was happy for her friend.
Elena smiled and told Bonnie okay, putting her phone away and snuggling up to Damon as she watched him play. He was focused on the game that Elena could probably be taking off her top and he wouldn't know. Hmmm...
Elena took her legs off of his lap and got on the floor. She fixed herself so no one could see.
Damon did this to her than she can easily do it to him, plus a going down on a game was easier to work with.
She licked her lips and unzipped his pants, digging her hands into his pants, not surprised that he was not wearing any underwear. She took a good grip on him and felt his body tense up under her.
"What are you doing?" Damon whispered as he paused the game to look at her.
"Being a good girlfriend." She pulled the head out and brought it to her mouth, licking around the look-a-like mushroom and purring. It brought deep vibrations in her throat as she slid him in, down her throat.
Damon sat up straight and the itouch dropped in his lap as his hands ran through her hair.
"I want to fuck..your mouth."
The tip of him was at her throat and she flatten her tongue and took deep breaths as she stilled. Damon pushed her down and fucked her mouth, slicing into her hot and warmness as best as he could. All of him couldn't fit and he was fine with that. He didn't mind.
"Squeeze 'em. The boys."
Elena kept breathing as her one hand rose to play with his boys as other went up and down with her mouth.
Damon bit his lip to hold back a moan.
"Gosh, so close into cumming. Hot and warm..." He whispered so low that Elena had to slow down her own raging hormones to hear him.
She couldn't see without her phone light. Vanessa liked it dark. Plus it was theater. The best creatures came out in the dark.
"Elena!" Damon whispered a little to loudly but everyone had their ipods up loud in their ears to hear. He came down her throat and Elena swallowed every inch of it.
He took off his hold and sighed with a heavy breath. Glad that he got that over with.
Elena put him back in his pants and wiped her spit on his pants. Damon didn't mind. He was too in bliss to care.
She got off her knees and sat back in her seat. Damon zipped himself back up, looking at Elena with a drunk expression on his face.
"You look drunk." She stated a smile on her lips.
"You make me feel this way, love." He wrapped his arms around her, his other hand pausing to put his itouch in his pocket before he pulled her closer to him, their lips met. Damon tasted himself on her tongue and loved how it blended together.
They continued to kiss, pulling back to look at each other. Elena saw his sparkling blue eyes.
"Do you have to work today?"
"Why?"
He asked her. His kisses going along her jawline.
"I want to take this to the next step."
Damon pecked her on her lips.
"Next step of what?"
"I want..." she didn't want to say her next words. She was too afraid, but they never held anything back with each other. "to lose my virginity with you Damon. I know you're not, but I want to Damon and I know it's fast but I can't think of any other person but you."
Damon looked at her with a shocked expression on his face.
"Let me think about it. You do realize that I'm bigger than most guys right?"
Elena nodded her head.
Duh.
She slapped him on his forehead.
"Of course. But I know you won't try and hurt me. I know, okay? We don't have to do it so soon but I'm ready. I'm letting you know."
Damon kissed Elena on her cheek, turning in his seat.
"Wanna listen to music with me?"
Elena nodded her head and noticed that there was still tension in the air.
"Sure."
She knew they would talk about it, later.
Much later, not now. She was going to enjoy her time with Damon.
They were together after all.
"Hey fuck buckets, we have a new student."
Everyone looked up on stage. There was Vanessa standing next to a tall girl. Her dark hair was short and spiked up and away from her face. She was standing there in tall heels and a short mini. Her black leather jacket and pink strapless.
"This is Rose Chapin."
Damon's was focused on Elena to even notice.
Elena was scowling. She whipped out her phone as Rose sat in the front. Vanessa was talking to Rose, looking over her schedule.
She tapped Damon on the shoulder.
He looked at her.
"You do know that Rose is back right."
"Yeah and I should care because." He looked at her and kissed her on her cheek. "You're so cute sometimes."
He tapped his fingers on his thighs and drowned himself in the music playing through his ears.
Elena tried to lose herself in the music. She did, most of it. But she couldn't get Rose off her mind. They did use to be friends, for a bit.
But if Damon didn't care, than she didn't and shouldn't care about Rose.
But she couldn't help it.
Rose was the first one he ever loved.
She couldn't compare to that.
Could she?