I ONLY OWN DARK, BUT NOWHERE NEAR AS DARK AS THE LAST CHAPTER. DRUG ABUSE AND VIOLENCE TOWARDS HAPPY.
Sarah moaned as the sunlight hit her face. It had been two months since Happy left. They had flown by, thanks to a guy she met in a bar. Sarah opened her top nightstand drawer and pulled out the bottle that was going to get her through the day. throwing back three of em, Sarah got up and got in the shower.
She had managed to avoid the clubhouse, But Tig told her if she didn't show up tonight, He was going to drag her there by her hair. As it got closer to the time to go, Sarah felt her stomach roll. She knew He was going to be there. She had seen him driving into town. Sarah uncapped the pill bottle and threw back a large handfull of the pills. she walked into the closet and grabbed a black leather cutout dress.
She grabbed a pair of red thigh high boots and threw them on. She texted Josh and told him she'd be there in ten minutes. Josh was the guy that kept her happy now. He was her dealer. She was gonna take him to the party after buying some happy pills. When she got to Josh's he took one look at her and told her to slide over. He was driving. This car was Sarah's baby. No one drove it but her.
Sarah slid over without a word. Josh passed sarah a large pill bottle that was completly full. " Make that last at least until tomorrow night." He told her as they pulled into the gates. Tara was waiting outside and ran over when she saw Sarah's car. Tara was confused when she saw Sarah wasn't driving, but decided not to bring it up.
She hadn't seen her in two months and she didn't want to risk her leaving. Tara pulled Sarah into a huge hug and was further confused when she didn't feel Sarah hugging her back. Pulling back, Tara took a good long look at Sarah. The dress was very loose and on the sides where it was cut out, She could see Sarah's rib bones sticking out.
Looking at sarah's face Tara saw the huge bags under her eyes. Tara also saw that Sarah's eyes were glassed over. The spark that used to be in Sarah's eyes was gone as well. Tara grew very scared as Sarah pulled away from Tara and stumbled in the clubhouse.
She almost tripped four times, until the guy that had been driving put his arm around Sarah's waist and practically dragged her in. Tara slowly walked in and went in search of Tig. She had a feeling that the night was going to end very badly. She only hoped she found Tig before Sarah did. As she looked around the bar, Her hope was dashed. As soon as Sarah had stepped inside, Tig took one look at her and made a beeline for her. " Oh shit." Tara muttered frantically looking for Jax.
The only SON she saw however was Happy. " Of course it would have to be Happy" Tara muttered walking over and tapping him on his shoulder. Happy looked Hopeful as he turned around. His face fell slightly as he saw that it was Tara. Tara leaned in and quickly told him what was going on and frantically pointed at Tig, Sarah and the mystery man. Happy's face turned to stone as he saw Sarah pull away form Tig and grab ahold of the stripper pole. As she started swinging herself around the pole, Happy stormed over to it and threw her over his shoulder.
Tig breathed a sigh of relief and the mystery man looked pissed off. As he started following Happy yelling at him to put her down, Tig balled up his fists and punched him twice in the back of the head. The guy went down and Jax and Juice picked him up and carried him outside. They dragged him to the gates and threw him out. The closed the gates and locked them.
Tig watched them doing it and he turned and walked down the hall to find out what his sister was on. He heard screaming coming from one of the rooms and walked in, Barely avoiding being hot in the face by a lamp. Happy finally had enough of her throwing things at him and was holding her down. Sarah was swearing at him and trying to get free. Unfortunally for her all she managed to free was her pill bottle.
Before she could grab it, Tig scooped it up and opened it. Sarah started screaming for him to give her the bottle. " Ok." Tig told her, walking into the bathroom. Suddenly the toliet flushed and Tig walked back out holding the bottle. Throwing it at her he said " There's your bottle."
Sarah let out a scream of pure fury and Tig walked out and grabbed Tara by the arm and dragged her in the room. Seeing what was going on Tara told Tig " Go in my car and get my bag." By now Sarah had stopped struggling, so Happy loosened his grip, Which was a big mistake.
Sarah balled her hand up into a fist and knuckle punched happy right in the jaw. As Happy went down Tig and Jax walked into the room. They grabbed Sarah's arms and held her down on the bed as Tara pulled out a needle. twenty seconds later, Sarah was out like a light. "
Does anyone wanna tell me what happened?" Jax asked looking around. " Pills " WAs all Tig said, sitting down on the bed. Happy slowly stood up. " I am suddenly regretting teaching her how to fight." He said as he rubbed his jaw. " Ok, everyone with a dick needs to leave so i can get her out of her dress and into something she can sleep in. She's gonna be out until tomorrow." Tara told them. " Knock on the door when you're done" Happy told her. Tara raised an eyebrow but nodded.
They walked out of the room and Happy turned to them and said " How long has this been going on?" Tig said " We haven't seen her since the day you left." Happy said " That was two months ago. You mean to tell me you and Tara haven't seen her since then?"
Jax said " She stopped coming by. If we called she didn't answer. If we went by, She hid till we left. You know the night i went by to give her your letter she had your favorite meal on the table and candles were lit everywhere and i could see she was wearing lingerine. She was waiting for you to get home so she could suprise you. Well you're home now. Suprise" Jax said walking away.
Tig simply stood in front of the door. Tara knocked on the door and Tig opened it and walked in, Slamming it in Happy's face as he tried to walk in.
Happy punched the wall in anger. He didn't think she would take it like this. He thought she would be able to move on from him. It would have killed him to see it, But at least she would have been happy. All he had done when he left was kill her spirit and her will to live.
Happy knew he had made a huge mistake the day after he left. He had always planned on coming back to charming and to her. But now it looked like there was nothing left of her for him to come back to. Happy knew getting her back was going to take some time.
He was willing to wait and once she took him back he vowed he would never leave her again. When he left her two months ago, He felt like someone had ripped out his heart. He thought leaving her was for the best. But once he saw the toll it took on her.
He felt like the stupidest person that ever lived. He left her after Kozik raped and beat her, Causing her to lose the baby. He prayed to whatever god that watched over outlaw bikers that he would be able to win her back. He knew he wouldn't stop until he had.
Happy went into his room and started making plans to win her back. He felt empty inside without her. When he rode, it felt wrong because she wasn't wrapped around him yelling for him to go faster. What he missed the most was holding her as they slept.
As he drifted off to sleep, He wished he was across the hall holding her. He missed her smell. The feel of her skin on his. The little sounds she made while she was sleeping. Happy knew he was whipped and in that moment, He really didn't care. All he wanted was his lil mama back.