Thank you so much who took the time to review :)
So this begins Addy and Dylan's story and because I am not quite ready to start it off, you are going to get flashbacks into what has led to Addison's hostility towards Dylan.
The flashbacks will be from Addison's point of view
Addy
"You are being
ridiculous Addy, you know that?"
I turned around to face the one
guy that I wanted to be sucked out of the world "Leave. Me. Alone"
He grabbed my wrist and turned me around "Why do you have to be so difficult, I know that you like me?"
He was right, I liked him. I liked him so much that I could easily say that I loved him.
I sighed "Dylan, please just leave me alone"
He let go of my wrist and I turned to walk away "I love you Addison, I know that what I did to you was really fucked up but I can't go back and change it. I just … Addy I want a second chance … please that's all I am asking for"
It hurt so much to hear him talk so defeated; I still cared about him even after everything a part of my heart still yearned for him. But I wasn't going to give in because I couldn't possibly take the heartbreak again.
"I am sorry Dylan but you lost your chance" and with that I turned and walked home.
It wasn't that I was trying play hard to get, I was just sick and tired of his little game.
The only reason he was chasing me was because I wasn't following him around like the rest of the girls of La Push.
Granted I used to be one of those girls, back when I was junior high and was going through the dreaded awkward stage, in which I sported braces and was rail thin with absolutely no curves, I used to follow Dylan around like he was God.
We used to be best friends back then, I told him everything and he told me everything. There were no secrets between us, I knew him better than he knew himself and he knew that I would always be there for him no matter what.
But that all changed really quickly. Dylan had truly grown into himself the summer before our eighth grade year, he was taller and was suddenly sporting muscles in places that made girls drool. He was starting to resemble his dad more and more each day, and the girls definitely noticed.
For a while I stood in the background and watched silently as Dylan turned into a person that I didn't like. He was cocky and would shamelessly flirt with any girl he deemed "beautiful enough", I hated the fact that I had to sit back and watch him kiss and court girls like it was a game and in time I became a burden for him.
He began avoiding me and being rude whenever I tried to talk to him. It hurt to be shunned away by someone that you truly loved, but I got over it, he changed me. I stopped being the hopeless little girl that would doing anything for him instead I opted for making new friends and forgetting that Dylan Uley ever existed.
I ignored him for that entire year, even in the family gathering I did everything possible to avoid him. I found myself enjoying the company of Jeremy and Dani rather than Dylan and his talks about his latest conquest.
I went away for the summer before I entered high school, Dani and I went to a dance camp and while she came home every weekend I stayed in the camp opting for my parents to come visit me.
I truly blossomed that summer, my mom called me a "late bloomer" and maybe that was true, because when I came back I suddenly had boobs and curves. I felt like a completely different person and I couldn't wait to show everyone how much I had grown.
Dani had slept over the day before so she and I got ready together, because we were determined to make an impression we went all out. By the time we were done getting ready we looked good.
"Oh, you two look so grownup" my mom gushed as she drove us to school.
When we stepped out of the car that day, we definitely caused a lot of head to turns. I mean this was Dani Uley and Addison Ozette the only two girls in La Push that had gorgeous mothers and yet we were not deemed "gorgeous"
"Hey sis" Dylan said as he walked up to his sister and slung his arm over her shoulder "You truly look great sis, but I don't appreciate other guys looking at you like you're a piece of meat" he said as he kissed her on the cheek.
Then he turned to look at me and I swear he did a double take "Addy"
I glared at him "Its Addison to you" I hissed as I started walking faster towards my first period class.
He chuckled as he tried to keep pace with me "Since when? You have always been Addy to me"
"My friends call me Addy as a far as I am concerned you are NOT my friend"
"What are you talking about we have been friends since we were in diapers"
I laughed darkly "Yeah that was until a year ago when you turned into a jack ass"
I turned away but he grabbed my wrist and turned me to face him "You stopped talking to me Addy"
I shook my head, really not in the mood to deal with him "You know what I don't care whose fault it is you and I are not friends so leave me alone"
Our freshman year pretty much consisted of me ignoring Dylan as he tried to rekindle our broken friendship, but I just wasn't able to forgive him.
That year I started dating other boys and I know that it pissed Dylan off but I didn't care I had to watch him do it the year before, it wasn't my fault that he finally started noticing me.
But somehow my hostility didn't last long, he never stopped pursuing me and in ways I started seeing a change in him. He stopped dating other girls and put all his focus on me.
When sophomore year rolled by, my feelings for him started to resurface. He had changed, matured into a man and not the prepubescent boy he had been, and I definitely noticed.
Our winter formal was only a few weeks away and I had already been asked out twice but I was secretly hoping for a certain Dylan Uley to ask me.
We had rekindled our friendship and were gradually starting to spend more and more time together.
Even though we had spent a lot of time apart, our friendship picked up right where it left off. There was a sense of comfort ability when we were together. We didn't pretend to be someone that we weren't, whenever I was with him I was his Addy the one that used to be his Queen and he was my King like we used to play whenever Dani wanted to play royalty.
I was sitting on the beach waiting for Dylan he had called earlier asking me to meet up with him.
Suddenly I felt warm hands cover my eyes "Guess who?" he whispered in my ear.
I smiled "My favorite person in the whole wide world" I said, he laughed and kissed my cheek.
He uncovered my eyes and helped me up, I didn't think twice before I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him.
"I love your greetings you know that?" he said as he hugged me back.
I pulled away grinning "So what do you have to ask me?" I asked him.
He smiled mischievously and took out a sunflower from his jacket, he once again pulled my body towards him and rested his forehead against mine "Would you be my date to formal?" he asked me his hot breath sending shivers down my body.
I grabbed his face in my hands and placed butterfly kisses all over his cheeks "Yes!"
That was the day everything changed between us, after that we began being more flirty and started behaving more like a couple then friends, but I honestly didn't mind. Dylan made me happy and a big part of me wanted to be with him, he had changed I was sure of it.
Dylan and I were dancing, our bodies pressed together just swaying to the soft melody of the music. There were other couples around us, but we were oblivious to them.
"You look absolutely beautiful, Addy" Dylan whispered in my ear.
I smiled "Well you don't look to bad yourself" I told him.
Dylan pulled away and grabbed my hand "Let's get out of here"
I easily obliged and let him escort me outside, we walked hand in hand towards the beach in complete silence.
Suddenly he stopped and turned to face me "Addy, there is something that I have been meaning to ask you"
"Okay, what is it?"
He took deep breath and looked me in the eyes "Addy, the last few months with you have been almost surreal, you have no idea how much I regret ever pushing you out of my life. I was stupid to not notice just how amazing you are" he took a step closer to me "How beautiful you are" another step, his hands were now on my waist "Addy I don't want you to ever be with another guy, I want you to be with me and only me. I love you Addison"
I was in tears, I couldn't believe that he was telling me this. I had waited so long for him to stay those words to me…
"Addy, I understand if you don't feel the sa …"
I didn't let him finish before I crushed my lips to his. That was the moment that I lost myself completely in our love.
We dated for a year and a half and I felt hopelessly in love with him.
I was seventeen and I already knew what I wanted to do with my life, I was happy and I believed that there was absolutely nothing that could take me away from my high.
I was very wrong.
I remember being in the Makah Rez that night visiting one of my mom's cousin who had married a Makah.
I was having a good time with my family only a part of me feeling bad that I was missing Margie's birthday party.
Dylan had gone to the party with Jeremy and Dani, I wasn't nervous about him being there, I loved him and trusted him.
It was an hour past midnight, when I got a call on my cell, it was my friend Sophie.
"Hello?" I asked groggily.
"Hey Addy" Sophie said, she sounded drunk.
"What's up Soph?"
"Addy, I feel so bad for doing this but I have to tell you. Oh my God please don't hate me, okay?"
"Sophie what's wrong?" I asked suddenly concerned.
"Addy, Dylan and I had sex tonight" she admitted.
I felt my heart drop and shatter like a glass "What?" I asked horrified.
"I am sorry Addy, but it just happened"
I hung up not up for listening to her half hearted apologies, all I wanted to do was curl up in a ball and cry.
I went back to La Push two days later, I avoided Dylan and made my parents swear to keep him the hell away from me.
The only people I let visit were Jeremy and Dani, they told me that Dylan was sorry but I threatened to kick them out if they continued to talk about him.
When I went back to school, I felt humiliated, everyone was staring at me and talking about me as if I didn't exist.
Sophie tried to apologize but I didn't bother to listen to her excuses.
I had been able to avoid Dylan all day before he grabbed me from the hallway and pulled me into the janitor's closet.
"Let me go!" I screamed but Dylan just wrapped his arms around me.
I kept hitting his chest with my fist until I couldn't take it anymore and I broke down "I am so sorry" he kept telling me as I continued to cry.
I pushed him away and started wiping away my tears "Addy, please I never meant to hurt you, I swear it was a mistake. I love you Addy"
"SHUT UP! You don't love me because if you did you would have never cheated on me!"
He took a step closer to me "Addy …"
"We're done" I said.
"No, Addy, please don't do this"
"I can't be with someone that says he loves me and then goes and sleeps with someone else"
Since that day I stopped believing in ever falling in love. I learned my lesson and was adamant to never commit the same mistake twice.
I still love Dylan and a part of me knows that I may never stop but I wasn't willing to let my heart go through that pain again.
Eh, I don't know how much I like this chapter but I really wanted to post this chapter. I have really good ideas for this pairing I just have to find a way to jumble them into a story.
Sorry if its rushed but its really just a bit of their history …
REVIEW!
