Chapter 11
~ Dear Beca,
It's probably a few years after I've left by the time you read this... I understand if you're mad at me, I never gave you an explanation. Could you promise me something? Believe me when I say I did it to protect you? There were some people who tried to get rid of us so I had to leave to protect you. Don't worry you'll be fine, I'll make sure nobody hurts you, my angel. I wish I was still with you, my dear Beca. I love you and your father so much... Now I'll never be there when you introduce me to your first girlfriend... (Yes honey, I know you're gay, future visions don't lie) I'll never be able to see your prom dress or your first drive lesson... I won't be there when you graduate and I'll never hear your beautiful voice again... I wrote this letter to explain some things to you. I hope you still have the book I gave you? Maybe you tried to read it or maybe you didn't care... But if you did try you probably couldn't make any sense out of the words. If you want to learn how to read them, go to your father's office. Look for the past with me in it... I'll explain everything to you...
Then there is love... Maybe you already fell in love before or maybe not. Beca, I hope you'll find your one true love, your soul mate... It won't be easy at first... She'll drive you crazy, you won't be able to control any of you powers. But it'll be worth it. Eventually she'll make you happy, she'll make you feel whole, less lonely. You never talked about you visions to anyone but you should tell her. She needs to know Beca and I know it's hard to talk about your feelings but just try it.
The last thing you should know are the developments of your powers. I can't see what will happen to you but don't freak out when strange things happen. There are hundreds of powers and you can learn to control most of them but it takes time, Beca. Just be patient.
Sorry that I left Beca... There is so much I want to discus with you... I wish I could see you... Please make the best of your life! Open up to the girl you love, you'll know whether she's your soul mate or not... Visit your dad's office and I'll explain the book to you. Always be yourself Beca, my beautiful Beca. I'll never ever forget you!
Sincerely,
Mom~
With tears in her eyes Beca read the letter. She broke down and covered her face with her hands. Stacie laid her arm around her shoulder and pulled her into a hug. "She knew it... She knew I was gay and she knew I would meet Chloe..." She whispered between sobs.
"What did she say?" Beca looked up and started to pull of the infusions that were attached to her hand.
"Beca stop! Stop it!" Stacie exclaimed as she tried to stop Beca.
"I have to get out of here Stacie! My mom left me a vision in my dad's office!" Stacie grabbed Beca's wrist and push her on the bed again. Beca shouted at Stacie that she had to let her go and tried to pull her wrists back.
"Beca! BECA!" Beca stopped fighting and stared at Stacie. "What the fuck is wrong with you?! You're in the damn hospital!" Tears streamed down Beca's cheeks.
"You don't understand Stacie!" She yelled. "This is a chance to see my mom again! You don't understand! You still have your mom! You are still able to see your dad! But I am not... My mom probably died... I'm not even sure! Now get your hands of my wrist and let me go!" Stacie let go of Beca and without a word she stepped back.
"You're right, I don't understand..." She mumbled as she looked at Beca with tear filled eyes. "Maybe I'm not smart enough, maybe I'm not important enough to you-"
"Stacie..." Beca interrupted.
"No Beca! Listen! I'm done, if you're good enough to do it on your own? Fine! I don't care! But I do care about you Beca... But apparently that's not enough for you..." Stacie turned around and walked away as tears rolled down her cheeks. Beca watched the taller brunette leave and sighed.