Last Chapter guys didn't want to ruin it with rubbish writing!
Chapter eleven
Kono woke with a smile plastered across her face her dimples popping perfectly. The sun was shining and her beautiful fiancée was lying next to her. Today was the day Kono could return to work…properly. She had been doing tech stuff for the past few months and today Steve was letting her loose in the field. She had been having therapy for three months and it had been going rather well. Sure it was tough but she was in a much better place now and her strength was showing. There was only one thing that still plagued her mind and that was sex. She and Adam still hadn't been that intimate yet. They had touched and cuddled and kissed but they hadn't had sex. Kono couldn't believe how understanding Adam was being he would always reassure her that they could take their time but she knew he was desperate. It upset her that she was making him wait because he had no fear and for the most part her fear had dissipated but there would always be that memory stuck in her brain of the last time.
"Morning baby" Adam said huskily as he roused from his sleep noting Kono staring intently at the ceiling.
"Hey morning" She replied snapping out of her thoughts.
"What's on your mind?"
"Ermm nothing just excited and nervous about today" She replied knowing lying wouldn't work.
"You'll be amazing darling but you have to promise me to be careful"
"I promise baby"
"Give me a kiss"
Kono giggled and kissed Adam sweetly before heading to the bathroom to shower.
Kono returned home that evening pleased with how her day went. She had felt a sense of normality for a change being in the field had felt natural. The way adrenaline filled her body and her heart raced in the best way as she ran through back alleys over obstacles and dodging bullets before tackling the suspect to the ground in a spectacular manner earning herself a 'book em Kono'.
"Why you smiling did you have a good day?" Adam asked from the couch as Kono wandered into their home.
"Yeah it was great!" Kono exclaimed as she curled into Adam's side.
"How was being in the field again?"
"Amazing we had the perp and I got to chase him down alleys and the adrenaline was amazing ducking and dodging bullets before I caught him!" Kono explained enthusiastically.
Adam's heart nearly jumped out of his chest at hearing Kono's description of bullets flying past. Sure he knew that happened but normally she wouldn't tell him and he hadn't expected it on her first day back.
"Wow"
"I was okay I had back up I was careful I promise"
"Hmm bullets flying past your head sound super careful" Adam said with a light nudge letting Kono know he was joking…sort of.
"I needed it Adam…the adrenalin not the bullets" Kono laughed.
"Well I'm glad you had a good day. Hey this morning was there more on your mind other than work nerves?" Adam asked softly.
Kono looked at Adam and sighed knowing she couldn't ever keep anything from him. Besides she had made a decision concerning her previous worries.
"Erm yeah"
"Talk to me sweetheart"
"I just woke up feeling really good and I was actually happy with how far I've come but I realised the one thing I still haven't dealt with is…sex" Kono admitted softly.
"I told you to take your time I'll wait until your ready darling I would never push you"
"Adam I love you for that and you've been so amazing waiting for me but it's not fair to you to keep putting it off because I'm nervous. I know that you want to and I do I'm just scared that I'll panic when we are actually doing it and ruin it"
"Baby you wouldn't ruin it I promise you. I won't lie to you Kono I do really want to do it but if you're still not ready that's still okay. But maybe we can try and just see. You might find you're okay or maybe we can do other stuff without penetration. I would stop if you needed to"
"Promise we can take it slow"
"I promise"
Kono smiled her dimply smile and kissed Adam deeply sliding into his arms and holding him close. She wanted him so badly and hoped she wouldn't let her fears ruin it. Before she knew it she was in their bedroom with Adam mapping out her body. Every mark was replaced with a mark made by Adam his kisses covering her body with a gentle touch. Kono writhed in pleasure as Adam caressed her body beautiful his hand firmly entwined with her own reassuring her that it was him as he rubbed over her engagement ring. As Adam's own body started to react his arousal became evident. The feel of him probing against her thigh had Kono fighting her fears. She knew it was Adam she did but she also knew the last time she felt that she was hurt. Adam noted Kono's sudden tenseness and moved back up her body and took her face in his hands looking into her eyes and kissing her lips. He took her hand and brought it to his member wrapping both their hands around him.
"It's me baby" He whispered in pleasure into her ear as he directed her hand along his length.
Kono relaxed and allowed herself to succumb to the delicious feeling's Adam was able to create. She kissed his neck as he lay his body impossible close to her their bodies moulding as one. She could feel him position himself ready to enter her and she closed her eyes and took a breath to relax her muscles.
"Look at me" Adam instructed as he tilted her Chin so he could gaze into her eyes. "Are you okay?" He asked softly.
"Yes…Adam please" Kono almost begged needing to feel him.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes Adam please"
Adam smiled and kissed her softly laughing as she lifted her hips to try and reach him. He clasped her hand once again and pushed into her slowly kissing her face and neck lovingly and gently. Their love making was slow and gentle and Adam worshiped Kono's body and treated her like a princess. Kono let herself go for the first time in months and as she reached her high she realised everything was going to be okay.
Thank you guys for all your support with this story this is the last Chapter. I didn't really have anything more substantial to write and I didn't want to ruin it so I summed it up best I could. Someone did suggest focus on Adam which I will keep in mind for future stories!
