Hey guys heres an update hope you enjoy
"Rachel, you don't have to tell me anything you don't want to."
Rachel snuggled into her boyfriend's lap and looked into his eyes. "Finn, you mean everything to me. If I'm your passion, then you're mine. I don't care if I make it as a star. Hell, I could work at the front desk for the rest of my life. As long as I had you, I would be the happiest version of myself possible. I don't want to hide anything from you anymore. I trust you completely. I want you to know everything about me."
Finn wrapped his arms around her, knowing that he'd finally found the one. "I want to know everything about you."
"Okay. Good. I'll start from the beginning. I had just graduated from this middle of nowhere town in Ohio and got early acceptance to my first choice dream school and I'd been chosen to attend a summer program in the city. It was like my own fairytale starting to come true. I felt like I belonged with all of the theatre geeks, because there, they weren't geeks. We were all kindred spirits. One of the people I met was Brody.
He was a junior and he liked me right away. It was like the perfect summer romance. I couldn't believe my life. He was just like another part of the fairytale. The prince. Then, in the fall, he got one of the main roles in an off Broadway play and he said he could get me a part in the chorus. He did and it was great. I went to classes and then to rehearsals for the show and as the year went on, they decided to give me a bigger role. My dream was coming true and I was only a freshman.
And then Brody started getting, I don't know... jealous. He would act weird around me and put me down in front of other people. And he got possessive. He would hate me talking to other guys. Sometimes he would get so mad I would be afraid that he was going to do something crazy."
Finn tightened himself protectively around Rachel as he listened.
"Anyways, at some point, I just had enough. I broke up with him. Then that night I went to rehearsal and found out that he had told the director that I stole money from the production. It was a lie, of course, but the money was gone and some bitchy girl in the chorus backed him up. I got fired. I didn't realize that it wasn't just that one show that got ruined for me. The director, I'm sure with Brody's help, made everyone know that I was untrustworthy. They ruined my name before I even got to see it in lights. I was finished before I'd even started."
"That bastard," Finn shook his head.
"He made school a living hell as well. No matter what I did, it felt like he was everywhere, taunting me. Even when I dropped out, I would get notes and e-mails from him. I was scared to leave my house. It got so bad that I had to get a restraining order."
"I'll kill him," Finn said seriously.
"No," Rachel shook her head, "That's in the past now. He's not part of my life and he never will be again. I just wanted to tell you because I want you to have every part of me. Past, present and future. But Brody doesn't matter anymore. I have you now. You showed me that I can love and trust people again. You've already done everything for me."
"I'll never hurt you, Rach. Never."
"Good. Me neither. I love you, so much."
They spent the rest of the day together and fell asleep in each other's arms with the TV mumling in front of them.
"Hi there, sleepyhead," Rachel said softly when they both woke up, groggily blinking the sleep out of their eyes.
"Hello, Sleeping Beauty," Finn replied and kissed her forehead.
Rachel smiled and glanced at the clock, gasping. "Oh wow, it's already ten! I should probably get going."
"Or you could just stay here."
"I don't have any clothes."
"You could sleep in one of my shirts."
Rachel smiled, liking the thought of that. "Ooh, sleeping in one of Finn Hudson's shirts."
Finn laughed. "We can swing by yours on the way to work and pick up a fresh outfit, okay?"
"Okay, Hudson, you've got yourself a deal, it's just..." Rachel awkwardly cleared her throat, "I know we haven't gotten physically intimate yet, but... as quickly as I'm falling in love with you, I still want to take our physical relationship slow. I know how bad rushing things can get."
"Rachel, take all the time you need, okay? It doesn't mean anything to be as long as we're together."
Rachel smiled. "I love you, Finn."
"I love you too."
Snuggled in a football jersey of his, she laid down next to him in bed that night.
"Before I forget, I need to show you something," he said, taking a piece of paper out of his nightstand and handing it to her.
"Is this...?"
"Brittany's last song. Once we're done recording this EP, it's over. Either it gets picked up by another label or it tanks. Either way, it's the last I'll be seeing of her. From now on, it's all about you, baby."
Rachel wrapped her arms around him. "I love you, Finn."
"I love you more."
hey guys sorry but i dont know when the chapter will be up sorry senior year is crazy!
