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Previously:

I cried because I didn't know what I did wrong. I felt like once again I wasn't worthy of anything. I sat there and cried until I saw the sun come up.

I decided that I was going to get the truth out of Edward. I wanted to know how he was so hot and cold. I needed to know what was up his ass. I deserved the truth.

Chapter 9

Bella's POV

I stormed to my door and flung it open when I heard a light knock on the door.

"Bella, don't be mad."

"Why would I be mad? It's not like my boyfriend made me feel like shit, or anything." I love sarcasm.

"Bella, I wish that I could explain...... it's just I can't." he says looking hurt.

If he thinks he is hurt then he's wrong! He hurt me!! I did nothing to hurt him. "You better explain, Edward. You really hurt me!" I softly yelled

"I'm sorry.... it's just.... I don't like him." he says looking down at his shoes.

"Why? I love Jacob. He has been a family friend for years." Wow! I am getting bold.

"I'm sorry Bella. Can you forgive me?" he looked into my eyes and I knew that he was already forgiven, but I wasn't going to let go that easy. I had to stay strong.

"Tell me why." I say crossing my arms over my chest and pursing my lips.

"I can't. Bella, that's the thing about my job. It makes it to where I can't tell you."

"What? You lost me. You can't tell me why you hate Jacob because you are a cop?" I say getting angry. "Charlie is a cop if you remember, and I know for a fact he has a clean rap sheet." No need to tell him how my dad tried to hook us up after my divorce.

"Look Bella, as your boyfriend, I am asking you to trust me."

"Fine. But Jake is still my friend." I say stubbornly. I walk up to him and grab his hand. "I'm sorry that I am making a big deal out of this." I say solemnly.

"It's me that is sorry. I treated you horrible last night." He bring my hand to his lips and kisses it softly, "I'm very sorry I upset you."

I look into his eyes and say, "you're forgiven."

"Have you been crying?"

I guess he noticed the swollen eyes. No since lying. "A little." Okay, so I lied a little.

"Let me make it up to you. I am off tonight and we can do whatever you want." he says.

"Whatever....." I say with a little giggle.

"Whatever."

"Okay be by my apartment around 7ish. I will surprise you." I say mischievously

He smiles and gets up. "Okay, I need some sleep, and so do you."

"You could sleep here." I blurt without thinking.

"Really?"

"I mean..... only if you want...... to that is." I stutter

"I would love to. Let me go shower and I will be back." he says and give me the smile I have grown to love.

I stand up and kiss him good-bye for the moment.

After he leaves I go into my bedroom and pick up all the tissues and tidy up my room until I heard a knock.

"Good night." I say to him while snuggling close to him.

He wraps his arm around my torso and I start to feel aroused. It has been a long time since a man has been this close to me.

I turn around to face him. "Edward, is that a gun in your pocket?" I tease.

"Why don't you reach in and find out?" he joked back.

I was going to call his bluff and put my hand in his pocket but he didn't have any. He laughed.

"Ha Ha." I turn around and spoon with him until we both drifted off to sleep.

Okay, I know it is short but I wanted to fix things with Bella and Edward. Please review and tell me what you think!!