Tomorrow Never Dies

by 4everCoverGirl

Avery left him. He doesn't know why, he doesn't know where to,whether she'll ever come back. He has serious problems, cutting one of them. His friend Logan tries to help him through it. Will he be able to make him learn to live without Avery? Read to find out.(Note: Big Time Rush never existed, the boys have a band called 'Summer Idiots' and are just starting in the business KOGAN)

11. Chapter 11

When we arrived there was a note attached to the door. I picked it up and read it:

Hey Kendall, Logan

just wanted to tell you that

I'm great at ruining things

Didn't want to ruin our friendship though

So if there's anything I can do, tell me

Coming to your gig on Friday btw

xoxo Avery

I gave it to Logan without saying a word and unlocked the door whilst he read the note.

'That bitch. Who does she think she is? I swear if this is true and she's coming to the gig I'm going to...'

'Logan stop it. I get it, your angry at her and I'm too, you don't want her there and I neither do I but we can't change the fact that she'll do what she wants, she always does. I don't believe that she wants to fix our friendship and even if she wanted to, I don't and as long as we don't give in to her, then everything's going to be fine.'

'I guess. Since when are you the convincing one in this relationship?!'

'I don't even know okay? It's just, you seemed to be a little out of it because of that note and I didn't want you saying or doing something you'd regret.'

'Thanks.'

'No problem.', I said smirking.

'Let's eat and then go to bed? I'm kinda tired.'

'Yeah sure.', he said and went upstairs to put his bag away while I went into the kitchen and started making dinner. When we were finished with dinner we put everything away and went upstairs.

'Do you think Carlos has the video already edited?'

'I guess, he won't just upload it will he?'

'Why not?'

'I don't know, so we can look at what he did and how it sounds.'

'He'll do that. I think he maybe already uploaded it.'

'Hmm, I'll look, just let me change.' I changed into sweatpants and grabbed my laptop. I searched for our band YouTube channel and saw that there was a new video posted.

'He did post it.'

'Ok then just wait and I'll be there.' He changed and sat down next to me on the bed, with our backs against the wall and the laptop in our laps. He switched off the light and I pressed play.

Carlos did a great job at editing and it looked and sounded really good.

'You sound amazing Ken, seriously your voice sounds even better here.'

'We all sound great.' I turned the laptop off again and put it away.

'Yeah but still, it's you who sang this and I'm in love with it.' I laid down my head on my pillow and looked up at him.

'Really?'

'Yes really.' He leaned over and kissed me.

'You know what?', I whispered.

'What?'

'Luckiest boy in the world, right here in front of you.' He kissed me again and I could feel him smile against my lips.

'Love you Ken.'

'Love you too Logie.' I pecked his lips and snuggled up to him. I soon fell asleep to his steady heartbeat.

'Kendall...Ken, wake up. Come on don't make me throw you out of bed.' I opened my eyes and looked at Logan.

'What is up with you?'

'With me? You are the one who's still sleeping at almost 2 in the afternoon.'

'Wait what? But we went to bed so early.'

'I know and I was up around 9am. I decided to let you sleep but since the boys will be over soon I had to wake you. Where you this tired?'

'I don't know, obviously.'

'Whatever, you gotta get dressed and I'll make you something to eat. Breakfast or Lunch?'

'Just a little cereal.'

'Okay...' He went downstairs and I looked for my jeans from yesterday and a new shirt, which had a few holes in it and was a band shirt of Green Day. I got dressed and went downstairs.

'Hey pretty boy, love the shirt. Cereal's on the table.'

'Thanks.', I answered quietly, sat down and started eating.

'Is everything alright?', he asked while sitting down across from me.

'Yeah sure.'

'Kendall?', he asked questioning and I knew he didn't believe it.

'No really I'm serious, everything's fine. I'm fine.' He nodded but I knew he still thought I was lying.

Honestly I didn't know if it was the truth or not. I was feeling down, yes but I didn't know why and maybe I'd be okay by the time we'd start rehearsals.

When I finished we put everything away and I went downstairs into the basement. Logan didn't follow me though, I don't know why. I grabbed my electric guitar and started strumming random chords.

Until I remembered one of the songs I've recently discovered and learned to play.

All the small things
True care, truth brings
I'll take one lift
Your ride, best trip

Always I know
You'll be at my show
Watching, waiting
Commiserating

Say it ain't so
I will not go
Turn the lights off
Carry me home

Na-na, na-na, na-na, na-na, na-na
Na-na, na-na, na-na, na-na, na-na
Na-na, na-na, na-na, na-na, na-na
Na-na, na-na, na-na, na-na, na-na

Late night come home
Work sucks, I know
He left me roses by the stairs
Surprises let me know He cares

Say it ain't so
I will not go
Turn the lights off
Carry me home

Na-na, na-na, na-na, na-na, na-na
Na-na, na-na, na-na, na-na, na-na
Na-na, na-na, na-na, na-na, na-na
Na-na, na-na, na-na, na-na, na-na

Say it ain't so
I will not go
Turn the lights off
Carry me home

Keep your lips still
I'll be your thrill
The night will go on
My little windmill

Say it ain't so
I will not go
Turn the lights off
Carry me home

Keep your lips still
I'll be your thrill
The night will go on, the night will go on
My little windmill

It was a song by Blink-182 and it was one of my favorites.

Song used:

All The Small Things- Blink-182