I sat there on the couch rubbing Nicoles back and she still hasn't told me what had made her come to my front door crying.

Aiden left us alone and I just tried to calm her down as she sat there with her face in her hands.

"Nicole do you want to talk about it?" I tried one more time to see if she would say something.

Nicole sat up in the couch and I looked at her puffy eyes and cheeks. It had to be something good for her to be like this in front of me. I mean yeah we went out on a date but we weren't super close yet.

"I decided to go over Spencers house this evening so we could talk. I got there and her mom told me that she was up in her room. So I walk up the stairs and I hear her on the phone with someone. I'm guessing it was Jason." She said as she sniffled and took a breathe before she went any further. I just sat there continuing to rub her back because I could tell me being there for her was helping her out in some small way.

"I didn't want to interrupt the phone call so I stood outside the door and that's when I heard who the phone conversation was about. Me. She was talking about me Ashley. She sat there on the phone telling Jason that she was getting tired of me being so clingy and that she wanted me to just leave her alone. I don't understand what I did. I've done nothing wrong to her but yet she could sit there and talk trash about me."

Man that didn't sound like the Spencer that I was getting to know.

What was up with her?

"Why would she say something like that about you?" Nicole shook her head back and forth as if she had no clue.

"That's the thing I don't know. I've been nothing but a bestfriend to her and than she started distancing herself from me when we started hanging out. I'm so confused. We've been bestfriends since Junior high and now she is going to act like this." Nicole started crying again and leaned over to me where I wrapped my arms around her and I felt so bad for her.

Spencer needed to stop acting the way that she was and just get over it because it was breaking her bestfriends heart.

xoxo

It's been a week since everything had happened with Nicole and Spencer. I haven't talked with Spencer at all. I keep on going to the bookstore to see if she would be there but she's been keeping her distance away from me like she's doing with Nicole. Personally I don't see where she would have a problem with me nor Nicole but she needed to deal with her shit and fast.

xoxo

It was a Sunday night and Nicole and I had just left my house after watching a movie. We've actually been getting pretty close and I really love spending my time with her.

Aiden had told me that I had to come in and take care of the late shift because one of the weekend girls had called in and he needed me to fill in. So of course being the person who needs the money like I do I said yes. Nicole drove me over there so I wouldn't have to worry about it.

"Do you have to close tonight?" Nicole asked me as we were driving over to the coffee shop.

I was looking out the window losing all thought as her voice broke my spacing out.

"Yeah. Michelle couldn't come in so I had to take her spot. It's fine with me though because it gives me more time which means more money for me." I stared at Nicole as she laughed at my comment. She was a cutie and I loved to see her smile other than crying. Just seeing her cry that night had totally broke my heart that someone could make her cry like that.

The sad part about it was the fact that it was the girl that I had feel in love with first. The one person who had changed all thoughts in my head whenever I would see her at the bookstore. Now all she was was a memory because it seemed that she didn't want to have anything to do with the both of us. Yeah I know it killed Nicole and she still talks about it but for me it crushed me. I thought we were good. I thought that we actually had a friendship going but instead I was mistaken and we were both decieved.

Nicole and I walked into my work. When we got in there Spencer was sitting right at the counter talking with Aiden.

You have got to be kidding me.

I looked at Nicole and I knew that she did not want to be there at that very moment. Spencer saw us come in and looked at the both of us. This was not going to be good at all.

"Umm Ash I'm just going to head back home. Call me when you get off work ok." Nicole gave me a peck on the cheek and headed out of the coffee shop and I noticed Spencer look away from me when Nicole kissed me.

What was she doing here? Why did she want to come in now after all this time?

I walked over to the counter and didn't even pay attention to Spencer because at that moment her being there was really pissing me off. So I walked around the counter and was going to go into the back when Aiden stopped me.

"Hey you don't need to work today."

Excuse me!

"What? What do you mean? I thought that Michelle couldn't come in." Within a second Michelle came from the back with cups and I was completely confused. If I wasn't working than why was I here for?

Aiden took my hand and led me to the back of the store and I stood there looking at him confused.

"Can you please tell me what the hell is going on?"

"Spencer came into the shop about twenty minutes ago saying that she really needed to talk to you and I knew that if I had told you that she wanted to talk to you than you wouldn't have came in."

Damn right.

"Than why did you call me if you knew that I wouldn't want to talk to her. You know what she did to Nicole but yet you want to treat her like she is someone I want to talk to."

"She seemed like she really needed to talk to you Ash. I thought that maybe she would explain her behavior lately."

That was true I did want to know what the hell was her problem.

"Fine what ever." I turned around and went out to the front. Spencer was sitting at one of the chairs and she had her head down to the ground with her hands in her lap. Why did she look like she had the whole world on her shoulders?

Right at that moment my heart clenched together and I was starting to think about the girl that I had got to know. Well at least was trying to get to know before she went weird on Nicole and me.

"What did you want?" I didn't mean it to come out harsh but that is the way it did. Spencer looked up at me and I wanted to melt right there in her arms.

No Ashley. She's the one who is at fault here and she needs to know that you shouldn't be treated like that. Especially treating her bestfriend like shit.

"Can we talk?"

"What about?" I wasn't letting her get off easy at all.

"I know that I have been ignoring you and I just wanted to apologize to you. I didn't mean to distance myself from you."

"You Spencer I don't really care if you treat me like that but I do care that you treat your bestfriend like that. Nicole has been so upset by the way you've been acting towards her. She hasn't done anything to deserve the attitude you have been giving her."

I stood there not wanting to sit there with her. Spencer looked up at me with big eyes and I knew that even though she was acting like that I didn't like to see her hurt either.

Ughhh! I hated this hold she had over me.

"Nicole and I are just going through something right now."

"What Spencer? What can possibly get you to ignore her and not have her around. Especially since she is your bestfriend and maid of honor."

Spencer looked down and than back up to me.

"I can't say right now."

Now I was pissed off.

"Well since you don't know about anything than neither do I because I don't want to have to deal with this crap. Nicole doesn't deserve it and neither do I." I left the coffee shop without even looking behind at her as I left.

I knew that if I looked back than I would feel really bad for saying what I did to her.

Yeah I know I have way to big of a heart.

I stood outside of the shop and I took a deep breathe.

This was going to be harder than I thought.

(A/N-Hey you guys. So what can I say other than I'm sorry for the delay. I got caught up with Valentines day and getting my apartment ready for my GF....yeah it took me like a week or so just to get everything ready...yeah I know I'm a perfectionist hahaha...well most of the time that is :) So yeah V-Day was awesome...I loved every minute of it but the bad part was letting her go at the end of the weekend and see her leave again. Yeah not fun at all.

But yeah I would just like to say you guys rock...When I read all the perdictions with Ash and Spencer I laugh my ass off and it makes me smile for days...so thank you to everyone who reviews and gives me ur thoughts...they make my day and week.

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