A/N: Heyyy! Sorry for not being able to update earlier! I just came down with a really bad cold yesterday and I feel really sick and terrible! I'm so sorry if this chapter isn't as amazing! I'm so sorry it's so short too! Italics are also what they are thinking! I promise the next chapter will be the best and the longest! So bear with me! Here is the chapter! Enjoy!

Four's POV

I had been honored, annoyed and disappointed all at the same time, quite a weird combination.

I felt honored because she trusted me. Only because you caught her, the logical part of me reminded.

I was annoyed because she kept thinking we wouldn't accept her. Nine wouldn't, my brain reminded.

I was then slightly disappointed she hadn't learned on her own. I suppose she has her reasons. Which she wont tell you…

Damn my logical thoughts.

I saw her eyes narrow suspiciously, but I can see her weighing her options. She sighs as she looks away. Reluctantly she replies, " Fine."

Five's POV

He grins so wide it reaches his eyes.

" Lets start right now." , he says.

" The first thing you need to get down is your body position. Later on it will not matter what position you are in , but for now it is.", he tells me.

"Spread your legs shoulder length apart. Keep you chin high and back straight." , he further instructs. I nearly jump out my skin when I him using his feet to separate mine. We were in really close proximity, I felt his chest pressed against my back.

Then, his hands square my shoulders. I glance over to see that he doesn't seem to notice my jumpiness and is completely oblivious to it. He picks up my small stuffed animal turtle from the floor and placed him in the center of the bed. I had him since I could remember and named him Squishy.

" When you start you should focus on objects that are not easily broken.", he advises me. I send him a curt nod.

" Try to keep your emotions in check because then you will make rash actions. It helps a lot to believe in yourself and picture the object where you want it to be. Try to lose yourself into the surroundings, but stay aware. Last ,but not least focus." , he lectures. I listen to every word he says and soak up the new information.

I take a deep breath. " Okay."

He steps behind me and I can tell he is watching me.

I slowly lift up arms towards the plush toy. My vision narrows and everything seems to blur except the turtle. I picture Squishy in my hands.

I feel a surge of power go through me. A jolt of electricity goes down my spine, it leaves my bones tingling. Squishy slowly levitates and zooms into my hands.

I did it!

The new energy drained away as fast as it came, but I felt a bit high off of it. I turn and hugged John as tightly as I could. His strong arms snaked around my waist.

I hear him chuckling, " Congrats, but you have to that hundred more times before you get the hang of it."

I draw back from him.

" Then we shall begin."

Several Hours Later ( Around 2:00 PM)

I kept practicing by lifting several items starting with Squishy and ending the bed. Every time I lifted something, I felt jolts of power surge through me. In the beginning it felt like pins and needles, almost as If they were waking up. I felt like I was about to collapse from exhaustion though.

I turn to John, " I'm really tired so I am going to get some rest."

" Okay so then I'll you leave to it.", he says as he walks out.

I drop onto the bed and bury myself into the comforter. I close my eyes and fall into darkness.

Dream/ Nightmare ( READ AUTHORS NOTE AT THE BOTTOM)

I was in white room, there was big lights overhead glaring down into my eyes. I hear footsteps approaching. I look up to see myself. Not my fake green eyes and blonde hair, but my real me. I had longish brown hair, straight as a sheet of paper. My eyes were swirls of dark brown, almost black.

The real me opened her mouth, " Is this what you are going to do? Lie to their faces and be fake. You are pathetic."

She sneered in my direction and had a look of so much disgust I had to look away.

" I can't wait for everyone to find out. Nobody will ever trust you again. You will be hated amongst your own brethren.", she spat out.

I tried to say something, but mouth was sewed shut.

" Cat got you tongue?", she mocked. " You are truly weak. You just learned to use your telekinesis. You are skinny and frail. I doubt you could even handle a knife or shoot a gun or even throw a punch.", she continued while circling me. I felt like prey and she was the predator. I was the tiny gazelle and she was the lion readying to pounce.

" No wonder Will is dead, it is all your fault.", she sneered.

That was enough.

I let out a guttural scream and lunged in her direction. She disappeared along with the white room. I heard her laugh mockingly as I fell further into darkness.

*End*

I sat up quickly. I was drenched in sweat and panting heavily. I had a killer headache too.

My brain seemed to be fighting within itself.

You need to tell them.

No they will hate you.

Shut up! I mentally screamed.

I heard a cynical laugh and the image of my true self in my dream flashed before me. Everything she said was hurtful and was just a jab to my stomach, but in the end it was all true.

I sigh. I lay back down.

We all have our secrets right?

A/N: I don't know if any of you watch Teen Wolf , but if you do, imagine the Nemeton white room except without the nemeton, just her. I hope that helps! If you don't watch the show, just Google "nemeton white room"! I hope you guys enjoyed the chapter! Follow, Favorite, and Review! Peace out, Turtles3