A/n. I'm now taking most of the advice from my wonderful reviewers, thanks guys! Just a little notice, this chappie may be a little shocking, so if you don't like it or are a Jacob fan then please feel free to cyber shoot me. Oh and by the way, the little Edward/Bella fight in this is kinda like when my BFF Laura and I fight on msn, it's basically a dissing war. If you ever listen to us when we really get going, it gets fucking funny. I love her anyway though.

Well, all I can say is enjoy!

Chapter 11. Jealousy.

BPOV

"Jacob!" I gasped as he swooped me up into his signature bone crushing hug. He planted a big kiss on the top of my head.

"Hi babe." He gave me a wide grin as I may have turned purple.

"Can't…….. Breathe!" I managed to choke out before he released me. I coughed a little and my face returned to its normal colour.

Of course, my face went from its normal colour to beetroot red when I realised that all of the inmates were watching. My rep- gone! Fucking gone! Out the freaking window!

To make matters worse, Jacob was just stood there with a goofy grin on his face, moron. Then, all my inmates burst out laughing at me. I'm never gonna get my tough girl status back. Even better, Edward saw the whole thing. He was just stood there, mouth hanging open with hurt spread across his face.

God hates me!

EPOV

WTF! I- WTF! She- WTF! Who- WTF!

Okay, dude, stop fucking saying WTF!

Let me get this straight, Bella has a boyfriend, she just did PDA with him and now I'm talking to myself.

I hate god!

BPOV

I was just staring at Edward and vice versa, except this was awkward staring. Every chance I ever had with Edward is now flown out of the window.

I fought back tears as Jacob bent down and whispered in my ear.

"Let's go for a walk." I nodded and he took my hand and led me away. We walked in silence for a while after we got through the gates. He took my hand and it did kinda feel right, but in a brotherly way. I needed to break it off with Jake.

Jake was like my own personal sun, but I needed Edward to breathe, he was air. We got to the bridge and we sat down on a bench.

"We have to talk-" we both said at the same time.

"No you first-" we did it again.

"Jake, shoot!" I told him, he looked down and examined his laces.

"Well, uh, Bella I'm- I'm gay!" he looked pretty proud of himself for saying it. I just sat there, staring like an idiot.

"You- you're…" I trailed off, dumbfounded.

"Gay! A bender! A homo! A puff! I play for the other team!" he finished. "Hun, it's still me! I just have a better sense in fashion and I won't stare at your ass anymore." He gave me a big hug again, I hugged him back.

"That's great Jake! I was kinda gonna break it off with you anyway." I blushed as I confessed but he just chuckled.

"Well then, let's call it quits I guess. But can we pretend around Charlie and Billy for a while please. I haven't told them yet." He looked down again.

"Its fine Jake, so, you have a boyfriend?" I laughed. He looked embarrassed.

"I didn't cheat I swear! We decided not to do anything until I talked to you!"

"Jake! Calm down! I just wanted to know who he is, besides, I kinda like someone else too…" I trailed off and he laughed.

"I guess we're both on the same boat again. His name is Seth and he is de-licious!" he held the de part on for a while, I giggled.

"He sounds it! I like a guy called Edward, but he kinda saw us two." I became serious again. Jake rubbed my back.

"It'll be okay! Don't worry sweetie, go talk to him now!" Jake suggested. I gave him a wide smile, a sloppy kiss on the cheek and I ran off back towards camp.

I found Edward sulking in the far corner of the camp where there is a tiny wood. I ran over to him and tried to hug him but he stepped out of the way, causing me to stumble.

"What the hell! I was only saying hi!" I glared, why did he do that?

"Oh, sorry, I thought you were saving your affections for Jacob." He spat at me.

"You just spat in my eye you filthy idiot! I wish I'd never come over to comfort you and I'm happy your sad!" I wiped my face. He looked shocked.

"Well I'm sorry your highness, should I just roll over and die because it pleases you? Why the hell do I need comforting anyway?" his voice was dripping with sarcasm.

"Sorry for being mistaken! And yeah, maybe you should roll over and die, do us all a favour!" two could play at his game.

"You're such a little brat you know that! You think you can have the world, but newsflash princess! You can't! When the fuck were you gonna tell me that you had a boyfriend?!?" he threw his hands up in frustration.

"Ha! You think Jacob's my boyfriend? He's gay for god's sakes! And I'm not a brat! I can't believe I came over here to ask you out! Good job I haven't yet!" honesty is the best policy, right?

"Oh my fucking god! You actually turned a guy gay? I'm not at all surprised! Besides, why the hell did you get the disillusion that I would actually go out with you?" he shouted in my face. Okay, so being honest obviously wasn't good so let's go with an insult.

"For fuck sake Edward! Can you just grow up; were you mentally matured at the age of three? I didn't turn Jacob gay and by the way, I just had a moment when I was going to ask you out but that moment has WAY passed now I know that it's a lost cause!"

"me grow up? You know what? You're just like every other chick I've ever known! You're just another Tanya!" I felt like he'd just slapped me in the face.

"How dare you compare me to Tanya? If you can't cope with me around because I'm just like every other 'chick' then just ignore me. It can't be hard as, according to you, I'm just like every other girl!" I was vaguely aware of tears starting to find their way down my cheeks.

"How the hell can I fucking ignore you when you stalk me like the plague, yeah Bella! I've noticed!" I flushed red. I didn't stalk him, much.

"I never stalk you! I just don't understand you and I wanted to find out more about you!"

"You follow me around. A lot! That's stalking in my book. All I ever wanted was for you to be honest, and that what I thought you would be when you said that you'd tell me anything. Is your secret boyfriend an exception to that rule?" he was getting wound up and I could tell.

"Yes! My personal life is an exception! And I was honest, I told you I fancied you and I was going to ask you out!"

"What the fuck else is there besides your personal life besides your life here, which I already know about. And you only told me that stuff a total of two minutes ago! Why couldn't you just tell me you had a gay boyfriend? Awww, were you too ashamed that you could find anyone straight that would have you?" his sarcasm reared its ugly head again; I hated that side of him.

"For fuck sake! I only found out about his sexuality an hour ago! Besides, me and Jacob are closer than us two will ever be and the only reason I'm in this hole is because of my father! If you can't face that then fine!" my voice broke half way through my speech. Tears were streaming down my face now but I could still see Edwards's stony face.

"Don't use that fucking stupid crying trick on me, it won't work. I've seen it a million times before! I'm not nearly as sad as you, you know. At least I can get a straight partner!" he sneered at me.

"I'm not playing any tricks Edward, and how can you be so harsh? If you want me to go away then just say so and I'll go and stay out of your life!" his face became softer after that.

"Bella?" his voice was gentle too.

"y-yes?" I hiccoughed.

"GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE AND STAY AWAY FROM ME!" and with that, he turned on his heel and walked off. My knees turned to jelly and I crumpled onto the floor, bawling my eyes out.

"EDWARD WAIT!" I screamed after him. I heard rustlings and then warm arms wrapping themselves around me. Thinking it was Edward I snuggled in to him.

"What's wrong hunny?" said a deep voice. I looked up to see Jacob who was definitely NOT Edward. I glared at him as I shuffled away, this was his entire fault.

"D…don't hunny me! You've ruined my life! NONE OF THIS WOULD HAVE HAPPENED IF YOU HAD JUST TOLD ME YOU WERE GAY EARLIER!" I shouldn't really have been taking this out on him but life just wasn't fair at the moment. He remained calm though.

"I didn't know myself until a few weeks ago and don't forget I live like two plane flights away, that not cheap!" he chuckled a little. I just glared at him.

"I HATE YOU! EDWARD WOULD STILL LIKE ME IF YOU WEREN'T HERE!" I s=went into hysterics.

"calm down bells, let's go find Alice, I think you need some girl-time and A LOT of chocolate and I have it on good authority that she has both of these things." He picked me up and hugged me to his chest as he walked back to camp. I soaked his shirt as I cried. I am so fucking lucky that today was the day where the inmates were allowed to venture out, outside the camp for the day. The only ones that remained were the Cullen's and us Swan's. When we got back to the girls dorm, Alice was there reading a fashion magazine. Jacob placed me on her bed and left, she tossed aside the magazine and put her arms round me. Rose jumped off her bunk and joined us too.

"Bella? What's happened sweetie?" Rose asked gently.

"Where to start." I sighed.

"Try the beginning and give us the cliff notes version please." Alice requested.

"Well, Jacob's gay, Edward hates me and I'm going to end up a spinster in a house full of cats when I get old." I sighed again.

"Well, first off, I wondered why that hunk of muscle had such good fashion sense. You're never gonna become a spinster with a house full of cats because, one, you're allergic to cats, and two, me and rose will never let you get all bitter. Now why does Edward hate you?"

"because i never told him about my 'secret' boyfriend and i went to ask him out and he said why would i say yes to you and spat in my face and we kinda screamed at each other calling me a spoilt brat." I said in one breath.

"So… he had a strop!" Rose offered. I giggled a little.

"But I love him and he hates me." I put my head in my hands.

"You really love him? No-one ever really has outside our family you know. He loves you too you know." Alice said.

"If he ever did before, he doesn't now." I wiped a stray tear off my cheek.

"Yeah, but bells, admit it, you should have told him about Jake." Rose said gently.

"I guess you're right. I need to go find him and tell him everything." I stood up.

"I'm always right." Alice's tinkling laugh filled the room.

"Where is he?" I asked Rose.

"Probably in the boys' dorm, but a word of advice. Don't take anymore crap! If he screams at you again, just pull the womanizer card on him, hit him where it hurts!" I laughed a little and hugged them both before walking over to the boys' dorm but I looked over my shoulder fist and spoke to the other two again.

"If I'm not back in ten minutes it's because I've committed suicide." They both laughed again.

"Not if we can help it! I and rose will be waiting with ice-cream, hot chocolate and comfort if you need it. Now go!" Alice urged me. I murmured thanks and ran off to find Edward.

"Edward? Are you in here?" I asked softly as I reached the dorm. I heard a noise from the corner and walked over to find a tear streaked Edward curled up in the corner.

"I thought you were gonna stay the fuck away from me." His voice was hoarse. I knelt in front of him.

"Edward I'm so sorry. I just thought you needed to know everything and how I feel about you but if you don't want to know then I'll just leave." I said although I didn't move a muscle.

"I already know how you feel about me; you think I'm a stupid rebel and that you could use me." His voice cracked.

"I didn't use you… are you crying?" I asked, tears were definitely falling down his cheeks. He looked up and glared at me.

"What the fuck are you talking about? I NEVER CRY!" he shouted as tears still fell down his face.

"Why do you have water coming from your eyes then? You have been crying." I giggled quietly just at the thought of Edward Cullen crying.

"I… just leave me alone! Why the fuck do you hate me so much?!?" he put his head down so I lifted his chin up to force him to look at me.

"I don't hate you, I love you." I whispered.

"Then why were you laugh… w-what did you just say?"

"I said I love you."

"You can't. If you did, then why do you make me believe that you like me when you were going out with that dog!" he tried to look down so I forced his chin up, even though it took both hands.

"I did like you, both of you. But you showed no interest and Jake did." I was whispering but I didn't know why.

"It doesn't work like that, you knew him longer. Why the hell did you think I kept trying to get you alone all the time?" he took my hands and I felt a little hope among all my misery.

"I… I though maybe… to humiliate me." I mumbled, a little embarrassed.

"Who would I humiliate you in front of when there was no-one around?" he chuckled. I felt anger rising up in me and I scrambled to my feet.

"Fine then! You obviously have no interest in me if you keep laughing so I'll go." I turned to walk away but he grabbed my shoulder and turned me back to face him. Wow, he stands up fast.

"No! Wait, please." He begged. I folded my arms, "what?"

"I… I love you too Bella. Wow, that's the first time I have ever said that." He looked optimistic as he stared into my eyes.

"You… you love me?" I stuttered. Before I knew it, he pressed his lips to mine and I was in heaven.

"Does that answer your question?" he breathed as he broke away. Something about this just screamed "prank!" I shook my head.

"No, this is a joke, I'm going before I get even more humiliated, and I bet your friends are watching through the window with a video camera or something."

"No they're not." He shook his head rapidly.

"Don't lie!" I started to get angry again.

"I'm not! Do you think I would humiliate myself by broadcasting myself crying over a girl? Does the word "reputation" mean anything to you?" his voice was not taunting, just questioning.

"It doesn't matter, this is just too weird, and I'm sorry Edward." I started to walk away.

"Wait! Bella I'm confused, what are you talking about? Are… are you breaking up with me?" I heard his sad voice from behind me.

"We never went out Edward. It was just a kiss. I'm sorry but I have to go." And I walked out much to Edwards's protests. I found Alice and Rose, we snuck over to quarantine and slept there that night, we stole wine from the cafeteria that's reserved for the wardens and drank that while we ate our way through 6 jumbo bars of chocolate and laughed and cried about nothing in particular.

I didn't know why, but I just felt so hollow inside now.

A/n. sorry it took so long people! It is pretty long though. Me and my friend actually role-played Edward and Bella's fight. It worked out quite well. Any reviewers. Don't hesitate to review more than once if you have already!