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Okay, so for this chapter I hope it is okay. Also, about the flashback to Edward and Bella's history of that night I'm not sure if I'm going to write the whole night. I though a really long time about it and I have a bit of writers block. This chapter gives a little more about their past. I may put that night in an outtake. If I write it, I'll post the outtake before I finish with this story.
There are a bit more curse words and a graphic part in this chapter. Just a warning
Please enjoy chapter 10 and excuse any grammatically errors. Thank you.
Chapter 10
My Brown Eyed Girl
EPOV
I'm the youngest non-resident surgeon at UW Medical Center. I knew I always wanted to be a doctor, and when it was time to pick I field I chose surgeon. I specialize in pediatric surgery, upper gastro-intestinal surgery, and endocrine.
When I was six I skipped first grade and was put in the second grade class with my older brother. Then I graduated from high school a year early thanks to advance classes and summer school. My advance classes gave me a jumpstart in undergrad and I finished that in three-years, taking classes during the summer and winter sessions, as well. So I ended up finishing my undergraduate education three years before my twin sister. I went on to medical school and then my residency at UW Medical. That was just about two years ago.
Many of the other doctors and residents resented that fact that I was so young and of course who my father and family is. They like to make it seem that my name got me ahead at this hospital. It's not like I finished medical school or even my residency early. I just got an earlIer start than most people my age.
I don't care what they think, I'm a cocky bastard and I was the best in my class.
Today of all days has started of on a rocky slope. Tanya has already called me five times today complaining about a wedding that is still six months away. I can care less about the wedding. It was her idea to get married anyway. I didn't want to marry her. I wanted to find someone that completes me, like my father completes my mother and vice versa. Their love is so rare; I always wished I had that.
They are a perfect model of everything I did want in a relationship and family.
My brother found his perfect match in Rosalie Hale. I was jealous when they got married a few months ago, I admit it. There love is different from my parents but seems just as strong. The jealously ate away at me for a while, Tanya and I had an off again on again relationship. I knew she looked at me as a prize and proper arm candy. I only ever called her when I need someone to attend a function with me or family dinners. She's annoying as hell, but wasn't half as bad as other women who approach me plus we grew up together and always paired off together at family functions. She fed of my jealously for Emmett, when she stated thinking that we should get married, as well. She wanted to top the wedding Rosalie and mom put together. I just don't think there's anyone out there for me. I've always been the odd kid. I was tired of being surrounded by couples; I want to be normal for once in my life.
"Hey little Brother" I looked up and smiled. Speak of the devil… Rose has been calling me "little brother" since she moved from Chicago to Seattle. That's when my brother proposed and since then she really has been a big sister to me even though we're the same age, I love her just as much.
"Hey Sis"
She was here to meet with a patient's family. She was referring one of her pediatric patients over to me to remove a tumor.
"What time are they due to arrive?" I asked her as she took the seat across from my desk
"In about fifteen minutes"
"Okay, I'm all set. I need the latest test results and the screens you all had done at the cancer center." I requested
She searched through her bag. "SHIT! I must have left them on my desk!"
"Oh… Well is there someone that can drop them by here?"
"Yeah, give me a minute." She said stepping out of my office to make a call.
"Ok, they should be here in 20 minutes" she said coming back into the office.
We begin to talk a little about their trials in getting pregnant. I'm the only one in our family that knows about the trouble my brother and Rosalie have been having for the past couple months conceiving. They just tell my parents they'll start soon.
"So I'm pregnant" She blurts out when I finish inquiring
I get up and come around to grab Rose in a big hug.
"That's great news. I knew it would happen for you guys, both of you deserve it!"
"Thanks, don't tell anyone. We're going to wait till I'm three months or maybe even not until I start showing."
"I'm so happy for you guys." I say again
"Thanks, Edward that means a lot. Thanks for being there to help us through the fits"
It's so weird seeing Rose this vulnerable. I will admit I was afraid of her for years while she dated Emmett; she's a bitch and has balls. It took me a while, but I love her now, even if she's still bitchy.
"Well I think I'll stay clear of you starting now" I laughed "I'd like to keep my head, balls and pretty much all body parts. I'll pray for Emmett though. I remember the women I dealt with during my OB/GYN rotation" I chuckle.
"Shut the Fuck up Eddie!" She says bringing her arm up to punch me, my fast reflexes help me duck that attack.
"I'm trying to be serious here and nice. Your support has meant a lot to Em and I."
"Think nothing of it" I winked at her. Giving her the Cullen signature simile.
"You'll be a great uncle!" She beams at me
"I hope so. It may be all I ever am." I say in a sad voice
"Tanya's still refusing to discuss the babies' topic"
"Yes, every time I bring it up she shoots it down. I mean I know she's not the maternal type, but I did always envision myself with children. Perhaps it's a good thing we're both so work driven it would never be fair to the child. I don't think we'd make good parents"
We were interrupted by a knock at the door and the arrival of our guests. Sitting and talking about the surgery I would perform, we heard another knock at the door, and Rose said come in. Like it's her office or something, Pft
Time stops for me literally as I take in the beauty that just stepped in my office.
My god she's beautiful, look up! I chant in my head
I'm instantly hard and haven't even got a good look at her, good thing I'm behind my desk. I don't want everyone to think I'm some perv.
Damn, she's gorgeous.
She's too busy going through her bag to see me checking her out. Not many girls actually turn me on. I'm just not attracted to a lot of girls. Not that I'm gay…trust me no interest there. This woman is gorgeous and her hair is shiny Chestnut color and falling down from her face in waves.
I just want to run my fingers through it and feel the soft strands fall around my fingers..
Huh…cool it idiot you have clients here!
I was just about to turn my attention back to Mr. and Mrs. Howell, when the beauty's face connects with mine.
My brown eyed girl
Her face is so familiar. I would know those brown eyes anywhere. They haunted my dreams for years.
My brown eyed girl…My first.
It's her; I can feel it all over my body. Just being in the same room with her makes me drawn to her. No wonder my body feels so over active.
I'm not sure how long we stayed staring at each other or how unprofessional it was. When she starts running from my office, I feel the string that was pulling us together break. I look around to see Rose and the Howells' sorting through papers on the floor.
I have no idea what just happed. I'm such at a lost for words, I have no idea what to say to the Howells.
"I'm sorry about this Mr. and Mrs. Howell. I 'm not sure what's wrong with Bella. If you'll excuse me" Thank god Rose said something to them, I still can't access my voice.
Rose leaves the room giving me a much narrowed and almost deadly look before walking out.
The Howell's are staring at me.
Say something you idiot. Their probably wondering if I'm competent enough to even do a surgery.
My mouth is literally not working. I can feel it open, but no words and sounds are being produced.
This should be investigated.
Rose walks back in.
Still mouth open -no words coming out.
"I'm sorry Mr. and Mrs. Howell, Bella was under the weather she apologizes for having to run off to the restroom. I hate to reschedule, but can you all come back in tomorrow."
Is my brown eyed girl sick? Should I go to her, I want to make sure she's alright.
I look around and my office is empty.
Then Rose comes in and slaps me across the face. The sting helps bring me back
"Ow"
"What the hell, Edward" Rose yells
"Thanks, Rose. I needed that" I say shaking my head
"NOW they will want a different doctor to perform the surgery, Edward!"
"I would too" I said leaning back in my chair, hoping to shield some of Rose's screams.
"What was that just now between you and Bella?" She asks me
I have no idea what to say
"Have you all met before?" Rose asks taking a different approach.
"Maybe" I say
"Maybe! Really Edward, you're saying maybe. What bullshit is that?"
"I have to go Rose" I say rising from my chair and walking out the door.
I grab my coat and bag leaving my sister-in-law in my office fuming. I head straight for my supervisor.
"Dr. Banner, I'm really feeling under the weather, do you think you can get someone to cover the rest of my shift"
"Sure, Edward. Are you all right?"
"Yes, I think it's just a stomach virus"
"Well head home, son" He says waving me off
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Sitting on my couch staring at my coffee table
I know Bella. I didn't think Rose's new nurse Bella, was my brown eyed girl.
She controlled my body that night we spent together so many years ago. She was perfection.
It was spring break during my third year of Medical School I spent it in Chicago, accompanying Emmett to see his new girlfriend Rosalie. It turned about to be her spring break, as well.
Emmett was in law school and didn't have time off, but was making an exception for Rose's spring break. When he found out it was my break and I was spending it in the house he practically dragged me out the house and to Chicago with him.
Flashback
We arrived at the hotel and checked in.
"Listen lil bro, you're going to be on your own this week okay. I will be unreachable all week. Now if you excuse me I have a situation to get under control." He smirked at me.
I had to spend the entire flight listening to Emmett's sexual innuendos and how much blue balls he had because of his long distance relationship.
"I hope Rose has some thick walls…she doesn't know what's coming for her" He started humping in his seat.
"Would you stop embarrassing me!" I shouted but only for him to hear
"Lighten up virgin one" I turned a nice shade of pink with that comment
"Oh, little brother are you still a virgin? Man how can that be you're 20. I'm not gay but you're a good looking dude"
"Yeah, well I have had more important things to accomplish"
"Bah ha hahahah"
"Shut up" I punched his arm.
"Spoken like a true virgin."
He snickered at me for another ten minutes before reaching in his pocket and pulling out three condoms.
"Here take these. You need to get laid this week"
I just took them, and he stopped teasing me.
"Oh before I go, don't spend all week in here staring at your textbooks."
Despite my brother's advice I spent all week in our hotel room brushing up on my studies. Like he said, I hadn't seen him all week either. I don't even know why he dragged me along on this trip. I met Rose once when she was visiting the UW medical campus. She was beautiful in the typical type of way, if you like that sort of look. I was showing her the campus, but afterwards she made all types of advances on me, I knew I was a good looking guy. My twin says my dad and I have a panty-dropping smile. Whatever that means. I just wasn't interested so, when she wanted me to show her around town, I passed her of to Emmett and they have been talking ever since.
I kept thinking about what he said, was I really missing out on something. I mean I usually took care of my own type of problems. A little lube and some whacks and I was back to studying.
I decided for once in my lifetime to live a little. I walked over to the campus where Rose attended but Emmett never gave me her address and he defiantly hadn't been answering his phone all week.
I wondered around the campus dorms for a while when I ran into a blond girl, who invited me to a party and she gave me the building name. What the hell I'll go.
END OF FLASHBACK
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
The loud pounding at my door took made me drop my thoughts of that night.
"I know you're in there Edward open up!"
Of course Rose called the Pixie.
"Hey Shorty"
"Don't call me Shorty" My twin stated before bursting into my condominium.
She followed me into the living room of my apartment.
"So"
"So… what?" I asked
"Don't play dumb. Rose called me."
"Really, what's up with Rose?"
I played this game with her every so often.
"Cut the bullshit Masen! What's going on?" I was a mama's boy so twin and Emmett like to call me Masen referring to my mother's maiden name, which is also my second middle name.
"Huh…okay. I just freaked out a little in my office no big deal" I said hoping to not show her how much it affected me.
I don't understand why they need to know what happen so badly. So what if I was looking at another woman like I wanted suck on her breasts. Cause I really wanted too
Alice looked at me for a while and I didn't have much to say, we're really good at reading each other.
"Edward, do you know Bella Swan?"
"She's Rose nurse, you all have mentioned her once or twice during dinner"
"So you never met her before." She asked me on hand on her hip and glaring at me
"Not really" I said, not wanting to lie to twin
"What does that mean?"
"I think…No! I know I met her in Chicago a couple years back, so when I saw her today it was bit of a surprise."
I could hear the key alarm from the garage. Tanya was home, great just great! Twin hates Tanya. I can't figure out why. We all grew up with Tanya, then all of sudden Twin turns on her.
"I'm out of here" Twin says heading for the front door
"Okay"
I can hear the stiletto heel battle from my place on the couch. My sister and Tanya stopped at the same time, and then they kept moving in the opposite direction of each other.
"Hi Eddie, I missed you baby" Tanya comes over to give me a peak on my lips. Her kisses are nothing compared to Bella's.
"Hey Tanya" I say with a smile that probably look more like a grimace
"What's up with you, why do you look so gloomy? Why was Alice in our apartment? I told you if she can't respect me she shouldn't be here."
"Give it a rest, Tanya. I think Alice is just working on accepting our relationship and that I won't be available to her. She'll come around."
"Whatever, Eddie! Go pick us up some dinner. I'm thinking two garden salads no dressing, can you go to that café I like."
I hate the nickname Eddie! No matter how many times I tell her to stop calling me that.
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"So how was your day?" she asks
"It was good" I say. I had returned with the food and we were currently eating at our dining room table. Tanya likes to keep everything formal.
"So, I set-up a couple more tasting with catering companies for us attend. I can't believe how long it's taking us to find one. We should probably get our engagement pictures done soon, remember Eddie we haven't done that yet…
Every night, since we discussed getting married, she talks of nothing except the wedding ALL THE TIME.
I can't believe that my brown eyed girl is the same Bella Swan from the clinic. I haven't been paying much attention, but I know Rose has mentioned her a couple times. I never forgot about my brown eyed girl. She was my first, I wanted to find her after that night, but Emmett told me to let it go.
I told him that next day before we were leaving how magical the night was and how I had to find Bella. We never got to last names sadly, but I felt so connected. I know it sounds dumb and cliché, but I felt fireworks that night. I never forgot her smell it was wonderful, strawberries and cream. Her skin was cream, white, soft, and smooth.
Emmett told me I just felt that way because it was my first time. He said I would eventually get over it, so I believed him and I started to seek other women out to feel that connection. I had a few more one night stands, but they never felt like my brown eyed girl they just didn't fit. She was perfect.
After not finding any satisfaction from the other girls I dated, I started to think that I imagined it was that good or that she even existed. She was so smart and we talked for hours that night.
Then Tanya came along I was tired of searching and believed that I would never find my brown eyed girl. Tanya was smart too, there was no electricity and she didn't make me feel loved. Though everything is comfortable with Tanya I don't have to try. She knows me and accepts my weirdness and the fact that I can't love her.
"EDWARD!" I look up to see an upset Tanya
"Have you been listening to anything I've said? You have to be a part of this wedding too. My gosh get your head out of your ass"
"Sorry" I apologize
"Anyway, I told Dad that he needs to get an orchestra for the rehearsal dinner too, I want it to be large….
I was done hearing about this wedding. "Tanya, ummm what do you know about Bella Swan"
"Why do I want to know anything about Bella Swan. I still can't believe Rose would choose that girl. She has two little children, Mom keeps invited her over to the house, like she's family. I'm glad she knows her place though. She shouldn't even be in that job, it was suppose to be Kate's and Dad just let Rose bring in…"
She has children, wow. I can't believe someone else has been with my brown eyed beauty.
Damn. I ball up my fist thinking about someone else being with my girl.
I let Tanya keep going on her rant. She rants about everything.
We retire to our bedroom, for a good night sleep.
I can't really sleep, I glance over at Tanya and she's out like a light.
Damn my brown eyed girl. Tanya says she's a single mother, who would do that to my angel.
I give up on sleep and decide to take a hot shower to mellow me out. All I can think of are those eyes, they spoke volumes to me.
I let the bathroom steam-up and stood directly under the sprayer. She was beautiful that night. She stuck out in a good way. She was so beautiful.
She looked even more beautiful today in my office. She had grown a little and I could tell by how tight her scrubs were across her chest, what glorious breasts she has underneath. They did look a little bit bigger than my memory now that I think about it.
They were perfect and round and creamy. I covered my hands over her white creamy breast; they fit so perfectly in my hand. I just kept rubbing them over and over flicking her nipples back and forth, before I dove face first burying myself in them. I open my mouth sucking on those delicious mounds.
They perky and cream flavored
Gosh, I'm so hard.
I'm too hard and all I can do is stroke my cock to relieve this pain. I've never been this hard for any other women. No one has ever controlled my body like she does.
Her stomach was so flat and her hips were perfect when I grabbed them tight bring her to my hard cock, and then rubbing up against her.
Her hips were begging for me today, to re-live that night banging into her hard. She was so good, her ass was just right. I squeezed it hard slamming into her.
She screamed my name over and over again. I just kept thrusting harder; nothing had ever felt so good.
I couldn't hold it in any longer thinking about the way my name fell from those perfect lips, I wish could see her perfect mouth wrapped around me.
"AHHHHHhhhhhhhh" I scream as I spilled my seed out in the shower
I'm panting hard and have to lean my head against the wall for support. My legs feel like they're going to give out. I'm whimpering like a fucking three year old.
Even just dreaming about her is better than anyone else.
I shut the water off and grab my towel from the rack wrapping it around my waist.
That shit was good.
I pull on a clean pair of sleep pants and flop back in the bed trying not to wake up Tanya. I drift off to sleep with more thoughts of my brown eyed girl.
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BPOV
After all these years there he was, just sitting there like he didn't turn my world upside down almost six years ago.
Like he didn't make me feel so loved that night, never to hear from him again. That wasn't his fault though.
Maybe he doesn't remember me, what's the chance he remembers some random girl he fucked six years ago.
I have nothing to worry about.
Knock Knock
"Who is it?" I say going to my door
"Rose"
"Shit" I whispered. What do I do?
Okay, deep breathe. She probably was just concerned. Everything is okay.
I open the door to see the blond beauty looking at me like she knew all my secrets.
"We need to talk" She states
"I'm sorry about the papers today, Rose. I have no idea what happen." I stammer out hoping that's what she came here to talk to me about.
"Just quit now Bella. I saw your face the moment you saw him. Like seeing a ghost"
There was a long silence.
"How do you know my brother in law? I want the truth Bella"
"I didn't know he was your brother-in-law. I just remember him from a while back"
"Well Bella I'm not going anywhere until I get some answers. I'm curious about one thing Bella and I don't want to have to beat the information out of you."
"I've never told anyone about this." I suddenly told her, tears welling up in my eyes.
"It's okay, Bella. I like to think about us as still friends. Trust me."
"I met him once after graduation. Believe me I had no idea he was a Cullen until today."
"When did you meet him? I don't remember him ever being in Chicago."
"I don't know. It was spring break week after we graduated that fall."
"You weren't even in town that week" She says - I guess remembering that time.
"It was the day I got back. I went to our room, but I could see the note on the door so I knew you had a guy in there. So I was going to go downstairs to the lounge, but everyone was partying when I arrived. It was loud and people were drunk. I decided to have a couple drinks, but after a while I just wanted to get out. When I got outside, there he was standing against the door. I tripped in front of him and he caught me. We both just kind of stood there a while. Then we both realized and joked about wanting to escape the party but also be a part of the in-crowd. I told him about how I didn't really have a room right now for us to hang out in, so he offered to take me back to his hotel, we were going to hang out until I came back to our room. Long story short we slept together."
"Wow"
"Yeah"
"I don't remember Edward ever coming to visit. I would ask you if you were sure, but Edward had the same reaction to seeing you" My head snapped up after she said that
"Really, it's been years. He's probably forgot about me" I say
She laughed "Trust me, He didn't look like he forgot. You had him speechless. I'm so surprised to see you could shut his cocky ass up"
We didn't say anything for a while just basking in my confession.
"You have a nice place here." She said looking around the living room
"Thanks." I glance over at the clock. "I need to go pick up my boys."
"Oh that's right. Do you want a ride?''
If I give her a ride she'll see the twins and put two and two together.
"It's alright, I can manage"
"Alright, Bella. Remember you can talk to me whenever you need to."
"Thanks, Rose."
I felt a little better having that off my shoulders. I still a lot of questions, like what was Edward Cullen doing in Chicago.
Just as we reach the door Rose turned to look at me. I can tell she's thinking hard about something.
Please don't let it be about the boys. I said to myself
"Bella, Is Edward the father of your sons?"
My eyes go wide and I divert my eyes away on instinct. Damn! No way to lie about it now, I just gave her an unspoken answer.
"Oh my lord! Really Bella?"
"Yes, please don't say anything Rose. He doesn't have to know about it."
She stomps back into my apartment. "What do you mean he doesn't have to know about it? You can't keep that secret Bella? Why didn't you ever tell him?"
"Rose, I just saw him for the first time since that night. I never knew how to find him. We talked a lot that night, but no particulars."
"Why don't you want him to know?
"I've done okay for self over the years. I'm happy I don't want anyone to shake that up. I don't want to ruin his world?"
"Is this about Tanya?"
Oh holy hell, I forgot to put that together.
"Tanya's his fiancée?" I already knew the answer but for some reason I needed it confirmed.
"Yeah, but don't think about that. He should know that he fathered your children" Rose yells
"He should just go on living his life. He can have children with Tanya. I don't need anyone's help; I've been handling this on my own."
"Bella, I know you're prideful. That's not what I'm trying to say."
"I'm going to be late" I say irritated glancing at the clock again
"Please, can I see the boys? I won't say anything to Edward, YET?"
"Fine"
I grab the booster seats from beside the door and we head out to the school.
"Bella, just think about, all the Cullen's would love to know about the boys. No one is going to take them from you Bella. Esme has been beside her self trying to figure out why the boys look like Edward"
"I will Rose, please give me time" I cried the emotions from the day crashing over me
"Fine"
I could tell she didn't like my answer but wasn't going to say anything else.
This time she walked into the building with me and I walked down the hallways to my sons' aftercare room.
"Hi, Ms. Swan"
Hi, Mrs. Hollins, how were they today?"
"Perfect angels like always."
"I'm sorry, I'm late"
"It's okay it happens, please remember to call in the future."
When I walk in Gabriel leaps up to give me a hug. "Hi Baby!"
"Mommy, where were you? We thought something happen to you."
"Oh baby, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be late. Matt come on" Mathew was mad I could tell by the way he turned red like me, but I could see the unwashed tears in his eyes.
I bent down to his level. "I'm sorry sweetie, don't be mad." I wipe away his tears from his face. He looked so much like Edward.
I grabbed their hands for us to leave. Rose didn't make any sound or even advance forward to meet the boys.
When we walked out Gabriel kept looking back at Rose who was following us.
"Hey Guys, stop for a minute." We came to a halt and I turned them back around to face Rose. "This is mommy friend Dr. Cullen; she gave me a ride here to get you."
She smiled at me before bending down to the boys level. "Hi you can call me Aunt Rose, okay"
Why would she say that? Now I'll have to explain everything here in the hallway.
"How can you be Aunt Rose, we don't know you?" Mathew stated.
"Well I'm …."She was stuck.
I'm surprise she didn't see that question coming. She's great with the children at the practice. My children are not like others, they don't call all adults aunt and uncle. Angela and Jazz have been the only two. Angela asks them to do it when they were four because she hated being called Ms. Angela all the time. It was natural with Jazz, they just started one day.
"Boys, we have to call her something different so we don't get confused. Like how grandpa's doctor is also named Dr. Cullen or what about Coach Cullen"
"Oh" That was easy, I breathed sigh of relief. Children
"Speaking of Coach Cullen, we're super late for soccer practice. Rose would you mind giving us a ride to the practice field."
"Sure"
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"Hey, Mathew go ahead out on the field" Mathew takes off to join his teammates when we arrive.
"Sorry, Coach Cullen I got held up" I say to Matt's coach
"Hey, Alice" I didn't even know Rose had followed us out her e. She must have went and parked when she dropped us off.
"Hey, Rose" Alice seemed to be bouncing up and down and Rose was smiling widely. Shouldn't she be busy coaching?
I wondered what their silent conversation was about when, Alice flung her small body into mine, crushing my internal organs.
"Coach Cullen" I said startled
"I told you to call me Alice a million times now. We're going to be family"
"What?"
"When are you going to tell my brother?" Alice asks
"ROSE" I yelled turning to her
"I didn't say anything to Alice, she's freaky like that"
"Bella, please don't be mad at Rose, truthfully she hasn't said anything to me. Mathew looks just like my brother, and I saw him today and he talked about how you all….history. I put two and two together."
Just great.
They will both be talking my ear off the rest of practice.
"Alice, shouldn't you be coaching"
"Oh, my assistants can handle today. You have to let me go shopping…I have so many little boys' clothes I can buy."
"Um… we don't need anything from you guys. We do just fine on our own."
"Oh silly Bella, I didn't say you all didn't. It's just I have nephews now, and I'm excited"
"Don't fight it Bella, the little pixie is a shopaholic. She finds any excuse to shop." Rose pipes in
As soon as practice is over I call the boys over. Usually, during Matt's practice Gabriel and I go out together but today he played of to the side of the practice field.
"I need to go" I say to Alice and Rose. I need to think on my own, what this entire thing means.
"Hold on where are you going?" Rose gets up in my face.
"Home"
"I'll see you tomorrow" She knows me well. I had all intentions of calling out tomorrow.
"Okay"
They finally let me leave. I don't know how to process today. My mind is on autopilot as I get the children ready for bed. I'll just go into work tomorrow and then go to forks. I grabbed my cell phone.
"Hello" I heard his voice over the phone calming me down
"Hey Jasper, Can you take me to Forks tomorrow? I hate to keep bothering you but if you're free, if not don't worry about it, we can catch a bus." I rambled out without breathing
"Bella, slow down. Is something wrong darling?"
"Nothing, I just want to get out of the city"
"Okay, I can take you. I wouldn't mind visiting my grandparents" he sasy
"You're a lifesaver Jazz"
"Think nothing of it"
"Goodnight"
"Goodnight, Bells. Get some sleep"
I did just that, and I was plagued with nightmares of Edward and Tanya and their perfect life.
I spent all of Friday, avoiding anytime alone with Rose. I know she wanted to question me but I'm just not ready to think about this.
I flew out of the door at the close of business and had Jazz pick up the boys from the center, by the time they arrived I was already packed and ready to go.
"Where's the fire, darling?"
"I'm just ready to go?"
"Bells, come on tell big papa the problem"
I laughed my ass off "Are you serious, Big papa? Where did that come from?"
"I'm big papa don't worry about it, tell me all your problems."
"I love you Jazz, do you know that"
"Of course who wouldn't, bring your scrawny ass over here" He grabs me in a tight hug, and I feel instantly comforted and clearer than I have all week.
"So you going to tell what the mad dash to Forks is all about. No one is that anxious to get to Forks."
Jazz always makes me smile.
"You know how the boys came from a one night stand"
He pulls back looking me directly in the eye. One eyebrow raised.
"I should probably get this out before the twins come back in the room. Anyway, remember I didn't know their father well and I couldn't find him when I found out I was pregnant. Long story, short I saw him on Thursday. He's Dr. Cullen's son."
"Holy Shit, you're serious. The good doc's son."
I nod my head.
"You just found this out"
"Yeah, it was crazy and he still has the ability to my knees weak. He looks even better than he did five years ago. More muscle."
"So what are you going to do?" Jazz asks me
The million dollar question.
"I have no clue. Everything is telling me to run away. We're already too close to the Cullen's and just by looking at the twins anyone can see they look just like him. They have a lot of money too. On one hand I can see them trying to cover this up and let me and boys live our lives like we've been doing on the other hand I see them flashing their money and perfect lives in our face, and taking the boys from me. Then I would be stuck with visitation or something. I know it's a slim chance, but even the system can be corrupt when money is concerned."
"Bella, if I was Edward I would want to know if I had children out there. We both know Dr. Cullen, I don't think this something they would try to cover up for the family's name. He's a great man. Plus anyone can see you're the best mother to those boys. We can go to Forks for the weekend and just relax."
"Okay, thanks Jazz" I said resting my head on his chest
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