Hey peeps, I know it has been forever but the story just stopped for me. I had to wait until it came back. So here is the conversation between Dean and Felicity. I do not own anything and do not have a beta so all mistakes are mine. _
Felicity had a feeling that this conversation was coming. She had already braced herself for what was to come. The sad thing is she held out hope. Even though she knew what the next words were going to be and had already dealt with the heartache that was coming, she just didn't want to hear it. "Dean, you don't have to say anything. I already know that you are going to tell me that you cannot be a father to this child like you and I both want you to be and that you will be around when you can be." Dean looked at her. She really could read him the way that no one else could. "I understand. You will make the time when you can."
Dean sighed. That wasn't all he was going to talk to her about. "Felicity, there is another thing that we need to talk about and that is about you moving on with your life. I love you and I probably always will but we cannot remain in the pattern that we have since we started this."
Felicity was also expecting this and knew that he was right. She loved him and he knew it but it was time to move to something that could be mutual and more than she hoped for with him. She looked down at her fingers, "I know. I think we stayed this way for far too long Dean. We are family and we always will be but I need more now. I need someone who is going to be there and stay there."
""Felicity, you already have someone that wants to be that person and if you quit denying him, he might just be what you really want and need." She looked at him a little sideways with a pinched look. "Felicity, Oliver loves you and I know that you have feelings for him. I have no doubt that you didn't act on them for many reasons but he loves you and he shows it every time he looks at you."
This she was not expecting. She always thought there was some truth to the words he spoke to her in the mansion but to have Dean notice the way that she denied anything towards Oliver was something that she didn't know he knew. "Oliver and I are just friends."
"But you could be so much more. You could be a real family and have a life that didn't consist of always waiting for someone to die."
"What are you talking about? He is the Arrow. He is no safer than you. He may only fight humans but he still gets injured. I don't know how many times I have patched him up or watched him almost die. My world consists of always wondering if the people in my life are going to be there the next day, so do not tell me Oliver is a safer bet than you because as far as I am concerned you both are equal in the fact that you might die permanently."
Dean knew she had a point but he wasn't going there, no one would win that argument. "But he is here and he is not always looking for the next hunt. He stays in one place to make it better and I do not. And he would protect our child with his life. I can't be there for our child because he would be the next commodity to be accumulated if they found out who he was. Oliver is the safe bet. You know that I am right."
Sadly, Felicity did know that. Her son was the most important thing now and keeping him safe was all that mattered. "I know that you are right, I just don't have to like it. I do love Oliver, I just didn't expand on it because our history and his and my history. There are so many things that haven't been said between me and him."
"Well then say them Felicity. He will listen."
"You sound like you know that for a fact. What did you do talk to him?" She laughed and looked at Dean. She stopped laughing right away to notice his eyes shift. "You did talk to him, OH MY GOD. What did you say to him?"
"Nothing that we are not talking about right now."
Felicity did not know what to do with the information provided. She couldn't just go to Oliver and say hey lets be a family and get married and live out the rest of our days. That would just be crazy. Not to mention being with Oliver put her and Colt in the lime light with Oliver as a Queen. Thank the stars that people of this town didn't know she was a millionaire in her own right. She would be a public figure head as well.
Dean saw how she was lost in thought. He didn't want to interrupt her but him and Sam needed to get back on the road. They needed to take care of the problem of those demonic creatures killing him and they needed to do it yesterday. "Fee, you will see that he is the one for you and you for him. You have given me the best reason for staying alive and fighting the good fight. You are that for Oliver. Colt is that for me now, not to mention Sammy. Oliver looks at you like you are the light in his world. You have been the light in mine as well. But the time for us is over and you need to be happy. For my sake as well as our sons, Oliver and yourself."
'I am going to be happy. What am I talking about, I am happy. I have a beautiful healthy son and a family that I wouldn't trade filled with hunters, vigilantes, and good friends."
Dean smiled then. "So we are good?"
"Dean when have we ever been bad." She gave him a smirk.
"Touché Fee." He got up and gave her a hug. "Sam and I have to get going. The job I died on is not finished and I want to know who wants me dead this time."
"So true. We will see you when we see you. Just try and take some time to settle a bit. You also need some down time so let me know what is going on and how I can help."
"You got it. I do love you and our son Fee. He is just better without a bunch of drama till he is old enough to handle it."
"I have no doubt that we will have a fighter in the future. Goodbye Dean and be careful."
"Goodbye Fee. You will be hearing from me." Dean gave her a final hug and started making his way to Raisa to see his son before he left. He held Colt for a minute and then gave him back after he kissed his forehead. He gave one final look to Felicity and started making his way for the door.
Felicity watched him go. It wasn't so bad this time because she already knew this was going to happen and dealt with her feelings about it. It didn't break her heart this time when he waked away. She didn't feel great but she wasn't going to burst into tears. She walked over to Raisa and Colt. It was time for his feeding. Sam came in briefly and said goodbye to her and Colt. As she was feeding Colt though, she got lost in thought. She thought about Dean and Oliver. She loved two men and it wasn't easy. Why did she have to fall in love with men that were strong and into really dangerous careers? Guess she had a type after all. The question now was, what did she really want?
Sorry to all my Dean and felicity shippers but I knew where the relationship was going when I thought about the story in the beginning because I am at heart a Olicity fan.
