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BPOV

I heard Jacob enter the meadow clearing.

I knew automatically he wasn't with him, I gripped my sides, digging my nails in so tight if I had of still been human I would have probably punctured my own skin.

I dropped on the floor as a pair of burning hands wrapped round me cradling me in his chest, like he did when I had bad nightmares as a human (and that was another thing, my human memories, all of them were still intact, none were foggy at all.) instantly I burst out into dry sobs that violently racked my body.

Poor Jacob was holding me tight but still I shook and shook I couldn't take it anymore so I broke free of his grasp as softly but firmly as I could and then again I ran and that was the only thing I knew how to do properly, I was useless as a human let alone an immortal vampire - WHAT WAS I THINKING!?

As I ran I didn't know where I was going at all, all I knew was I had to get out of here.

I only came out of my trance like state when I saw a sign for Chicago a few miles away.Great I thought to myself just another thing to remind me of him. EVERYWHERE I went he was there, I just couldn't take it any longer, I just wanted my life to end and that's when I curled up in a ball in a guttering a few blocks away from a main city shadowed by darkness as I shook and my body ripped, burned and twisted my insides until I could only sit there, like a statue.

I know very short chapter but I wrote this at 1:40 am here and I was tired, I promise I will update later and this time there is a lot more action on the way, including the Cullen's, I have also (although I am on Team Edward) thought about Team Jacob, don't worry his time is yet to come! MissBellaCullen18 x ~ o ~ x ~ o