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Rating: T

In was in the afternoon. All was silence except for the sound of rustling clothes filled the room as a lithe raven-haired male stood there, slowly taking off his torso attire.

"Hibiya-sama… I don't think this is a good idea…" I spoke, glancing awkwardly at the person in front of me.

"Shut up. I'm saying I want to do it, so I will." He relented, settling his clothes on the ground.

"Hibiya… What's wrong with you today? C'mon, let's just stop an-"

"DIDN'T I SAY TO SHUT UP?!" the little figure practically screamed, looking at me with maddening eyes while clutching my collar harshly. "Why won't you do as I say? Why won't you do it with me? Is it because I am still a virgin?! Is it because I am not good enough for you?! Or is it because-!"

"NO, STOP IT HIBIYA!" I shouted loudly, gripping both of his hands. "Calm the hell down! You're not thinking straight at all!"

He startled, gaping his maize eyes before he looked at me with a sad expression. "You don't understand. I…"

"Hibiya-sama…" I knocked my head onto his forehead. "If I wanna do this with you, I wanna do it right. Not just an impulse, because you're special to me. Please understand that."

A few seconds of staring at each other, the ebony finally nodded saying "I apologize."

He was so adorable at the time that I gave him a little peck on the cheek, which made him flustered to no end.

"Haaa~ What a weird day, huh?" I yawned, walking in the streets of Shinjuku. "First, Izaya-kun bullshit me about his relationship with Shizuo-nii… Then your attitude suddenly turned 180°. Wonder what's gonna happen next…"

"Tch. Will you stop talking about it already?" the raven jeered. "Besides, this is your fault to begin with."

"HUH?! How is it my fault, Hibiya-sama?!" I turned to face him, baffled by his reply.

"Be-because you… yesterday…!" he couldn't even make out his words when he was already blushing red, so he speed-walked, leaving me behind.

"Eh? Wait Hibiya-sama!" I quickly grab his arm, flinging him around. "Just now… you…"

"W-what?! I what?! Make sense, Delic!" he was fidgeting like crazy, looking between me and the arm that I just held.

"…you look so cute…." I stroke his pink cheek tenderly. "… so very cute…"

"…. Wha-! What are you saying… Ingrate…" he averted his gaze, holding onto my hand. "Idiot Delic…"

"Hahaha. I don't care. The fact that you called my name is good enough for me." I spoke in a soft tone, smiling at the lithe male in front of me.

This is certain. Only one person have made me feel this way, but that person broke me to pieces. That's why, I know how this feels. The fast thumping and beating of heart whenever I hold hands with him, whenever I see him, whenever I gaze at him, they confirmed it. In fact, my feelings towards Hibiya is much more stronger than my feelings from the past. Can this love possibly be my way out of the painful memories? Can I really forget about that person completely if I held these hands?

"Hey, Hibiya…" I looked at him again, helding his small framed face. "Actually… towards you… I…"

I'm sorry, Izaya-kun, but the deal is of-

BAM!

The loud noise of some heavy objects came clattering down the street, shocking both me and Hibiya. I looked over to my right, where the object fell, and saw a dented mailbox lying on the ground.

"What the-"

"IZAYAAAA!" A loud roar reverberate in my ears making me turned to the left, and found my answer to the peculiar scene.

"Eh..? Shizuo-san and Izayan…?" Hibiya spoke, looking at the same spot as I am.

Indeed it is. A lithe raven-haired male wearing his trademark fur-trimmed coat, smirking like a Cheshire cat, was currently running away from the chasing blond in a bartender suit, expressing anger and ire on his face, while holding a lamp post. Yes, looks like they're back to their normal routine.

"Ah. Hey, Delic-kun and Hibiya." The raven finally noticed us, catching his breathes. "Are you guys going home?"

I sighed because really, Izaya-kun's been cockblocking me with Hibiya that I'm already tired of complaining about it. "Yeah. What did you do now, Iza-"

"Hey, you bastard! Stay put, damn it!" the blond caught up to us, crushing the poor lamp post in the process. "Why don't you get the fuck away from Delic before I kill you, flea."

The more pissed off Shizuo-nii is, the more amused the raven felt. So he did what he thought best. That is, hiding behind me from Shizuo-nii.

"Nu-uh~ I don't want to~" the raven playfully mocked. "Besides, Shizu-chan won't attack me if I'm close towards the person you care about. So I'm perfectly fine here."

"Tch. You coward little asshole!" the blond cursed, glaring at said raven.

"Okay! Okay now, let's all calm down and stop this stupidity, shall we?" I raised both of my hands towards Izaya-kun and Shizuo-nii.

As I expected, both didn't listen to what I was saying and started bickering against one another.

"Delic… What are you doing…?" Hibiya spoke, tugging my shirt carefully.

"These two are disturbing the peace here and it's honestly not a very pleasing view to see." I sighed for the umpteenth time. "So, I'm gonna stop them before it gets into a bloody battle…"

"B-but Izayan…" he looked back and forth between me and Izaya-kun, a worried expression was plastered on his face.

"Heh. Don't worry, Hibiya-sama. I've dealt with these two for years so I'm quiet used to it and Izaya-kun will be fine as long as I'm here." I chuckled slightly. "It's going to be al- Woah!"

I didn't finish my sentence when my body was pushed forward by Izaya-kun as their argument was getting louder and louder.

"Oh Shizu-chan, can I just cut off your throat and shut your voice up forever? Because it's getting extremely annoying lately." The raven smiled sarcastically behind the protection of my body. "I bet the ladies find that very unattractive, ne~?"

"Hey Izaya-kun, stop it already. Don't you think you're going too fa-"

"HAH! Is that so, flea?" the blond jeered, although his eyes were burning with ire. "Well, at least I don't fuck with every guy I see!"

Wait, what the hell, Shizuo-nii?! I know you're angry and all but really? I mean, really? Now you're the one who's going too far, way way far!

"What was that, Shizu-chan? Care to repeat once more?" the raven spoke in a different tone.

By that time, Izaya-kun had pushed me aside, confronting the blond while making a blank expression. His smirk and playful eyes were instantly vanish after hearing those words.

"You heard me. You must enjoy all those men who you so called 'work' with."

Wait, wait, wait, Shizuo-niii. No way…

"I'd said that you're downright a who-"

"SHUT UP! STOP IT, DAMN IT!" I yelled in front of Shizuo-nii, jolting all of them.

"What are you doing, Delic?" the blond glared at me.

"No! What are you doing, Shizuo-nii?!" I grabbed his collar, venting my frustration. "I want you to stop talking like that about Izaya-kun in front of me, please! Because he's…. he's…." I turned around, facing the golden eyed male.

"D-delic…?" Hibiya spoke in an almost inaudible voice, his hands were shivering slightly.

Tch. Because… Hibiya loves Izaya-kun, he respects the guy. So, don't talk bad about Izaya-kun in front of Hibiya. It'll make Hibiya sad, and it'll affect me too because I don't want Hibiya to be hurt. I love him. I love him so much, so please…

"…the hell are you on about?" The blond mumbled under his breathes. "Why the hell are you taking sides with this louse?!"

I could sense that Shizuo-nii was ready to give me a punch to the face, so I quickly let go of his collar to defend myself. Although to my surprise, Izaya-kun swiftly got in front of me and took the hit, sending him flying to the ground.

"Izayan!" Hibiya whined, running towards the male laying on the pavements, coughing out blood.

I looked at Izaya-kun, still in daze at what just happened, until my eyes fixed on the blond in front of me. From what I can tell, judging by his expression, he too was thoroughly shocked at what he had done. He fell silent, parting his mouth yet no words came out.

"Tsk. Are you happy now, Shizuo-nii? That you finally hit him? Are you happy?!"

"Relax, Delic-kun. It's not like I'm dead." A hoarse voice from behind interrupted me. I turned at Izaya-kun, he was already standing up, walking pass by me towards the blond.

"So, Shizu-chan." He spoke, spitting out the iron taste in his mouth. "How does it feel like to hit the whore that you so hate?"

"No…! That's not… I…" the blond averted his gaze, looking downwards.

"Got nothing to say? Tch. How boring. I'm not in the mood for this anymore." The raven said that before he walks away, leaving the place.

After that, the three of us went silent, especially Shizuo-nii, stooding at the same spot without uttering any words. I was getting more irritated as I looked at him.

"You know…" I walk towards my brother. "Just because Izaya-kun is having sex with you, doesn't mean he'll do it with anyone…"

Shizuo-nii's caramel eyes widened, he instantly turned his gaze at me. "Wha…! H-how did you know…?!"

"I saw you yesterday…" I sighed tiredly, getting more closer towards him. "It really did surprised me, but what you said just now… It's really the worst, Shizuo-nii."

"What? That bastard's the one who started it while I-"

"This relationship of yours started because you let it to be! So, quit putting the blame on others, Shizuo-nii !" I yelled in fury, yanking his collar forcefully. "Since high school, you guys obsession towards each other doesn't make sense! Why have sex when you hate that person?! I don't get it… I don't get it at all, damn it!"

No, no, no. Don't reappear. I don't want it to reappear again. Those painful memories, let it be buried inside, never to escape. Please, I don't want to remember anymore…!

"De-delic…?"

I breathed out, letting myself to calm down before releasing my hands from Shizuo-nii's collar. Turning to Hibiya, I grabbed his arm, having one last look at the blond standing in front of me.

"Listen here, Shizuo-nii. I don't know what's up with you and Izaya-kun, but I care for him as a friend." I spoke in a calm tone. "So, even if it's you, I'll never forgive anyone who says things like that to Izaya-kun."

It was clear that he was shocked to hear that, but I didn't care. All I thought was to get away from there as soon as possible and get Hibiya home.

"What a bullshit day today is, right Hibiya-sama?" I groaned in frustration. "I just wanna get home and watch some tv…"

"Hmmm…" was all the ebony responded.

"I wonder if Izaya-kun's okay? To think that Shizuo-nii would say something like that, it's pretty shocking to m-" I paused myself from talking when I noticed Hibiya stopped moving.

He kept still, looking scornful for some reason.

"Hm? What's wrong, Hibiya-sama?" I bend my head, facing him. "Is my cute little young master alright? Hahaha."

"Delic." He spoke. "You… can stop it now."

"Huh? Stop what now?" I said, confused by his words.

"Like I said, you can stop pretending to like me."

"What are you saying, Hibiya-sama? I don't-"

"YOU KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT!" he suddenly shouted, clenching his fists. "…I heard your conversation with Izayan a while ago…"

Eh? He heard us..?

"It's funny, isn't it? Here I am being like a total fool, thinking that you enjoy my company with you." He laughed awkwardly. "When all of it was a lie, your smile, your laughs, all was false. How stupid can I be?"

"No! Hibiya, you got it all wrong! None of it was a lie, I truthfully wanna spend time with you!"

Wait… Is that why he was acting weird all day?

"Then why don't you tell that to Izayan?!" he furrowed his eyebrows. "You can quit working for him if you really don't want to, right?"

"That's…!"

"Or is it because you can't? Because it is Izayan's request… that you can't deny, right?"

THUMP.

"What… are you saying…" I looked at him, frowning at his reply.

"I look a lot like him, huh?" the lithe male smiled sadly. "For a while now, I've noticed… you seem to care too much for Izayan, Delic. You never defy him, you always protected him and you sometimes put on an unrecognizable smile on your face when you're with him."

THUMP. THUMP.

"No… That's not true…" I grasped my nape, averting my eyes.

"It is true, and you actually realised it." He moved forward, helding my other hand. "That's why, let's stop this charade. I don't want to do this anymore."

No, no. Please, don't say that.

"Hey, Hibiya. Stop talking nonsense. There's nothing going on between me and Izaya-kun." I laughed sheepishly.

"I know. But the reason why you helped him, the reason why you're furious with Shizuo-san is because…"

Stop… Stop! Stop it! Stop talking, damn it! Because the one I love is…!

"…You're in love with Izayan, Delic."

The one I love is…

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Hey there guys. first of all, thank you so much for all the nice reviews. you people are the best :D secondly, I'm such an asshole, huh? for posting these chapters late and made you guys wait. so sorry. I'll be sure to post more often as I could.