A/N: Well I said I would post the next chapter sooner...I would have done it before...but I had a little laptop trouble which is now getting fixed...so the next chatper is going to be delayed hehe lol...sorry...and I decided to make a few changes to the first draft of this chappy..so my besty beta had to do it again...for which I lobe her for :D:D:D:D anyyyyhooo...hope you likey this chappy.....
Ooohhhhh....I thought I might just tell you...it gets a little bit lemony...well its a few drops of juice if you ask me...full on lemony goodness is to 'come' later...hehe ;)
Disclaimer: As alway SM owns all things Twilight...I own a brand spanking (hehe) new Iphone which I have names Taylor Lautner...syncing Taylor Lautner haha....its my other half...we even sleep in the same bed ;)
BPOV
The next day Jasper and Alice picked me up and took me to school. Jasper had only pushed me into the school before people were coming up to me and asking what had happened. My cover story was that I had I fallen down the stairs. Jasper changed his classes to match mine so it would be easier to push me around.
We had only been in history for a few minutes before Lauren and Jessica came up to me.
"So Bella, is it true?"
"Is what true?"
"That, that Jake kid and his friends fucked you so hard that you can't walk anymore."
I sat there, my chin on the floor. What the hell? Why was she being such a bitch?
"That's not what I heard." Jessica turned to Lauren as if I wasn't there. "I heard that Edward got really mad after she went off with that huge guy and went after her. He took her back to his and HE fucked the shit out of her."
Suddenly, the door of the classroom swung open, revealing Edward, Alice, Emmett and Rosalie looking pissed. They stormed into the class and up to where Lauren and Jessica were standing.
Edward walked right up to them both, towering over them.
"What the hell is your problem? Do you two get thrills over making up crap about people? Bella almost died and you are just being such…"
"BITCHES!" Alice walked out from behind Edward and stood in front of the girls, glaring up at them. She wasn't bigger than them, but when she got mad at you she could be really scary.
Lauren and Jessica started to cower. The Cullens never really talked to anyone else apart from each other. Jasper stood from his chair and stood next to his siblings, them all standing their ground defending me.
"It was just a joke." Lauren tried to be strong but her voice cracked a bit.
In sync, they stepped forward, backing the two into the corner of the room.
"You mess with our Bella, you mess with all of us." Emmett spoke next to Edward, his voice laced with venom. I visibly saw Jessica swallow.
"You got that skanks?" Rosalie snarled at them. The both nodded their heads quickly, eyes wide with panic. They slowly slipped past them and scurried over to their seats, looking down at the floor. Just as they passed Rosalie, she growled at them causing Lauren to jump and Jessica squeal.
My family turned to me and gave me small smiles. Alice sat on the edge of my desk.
"Are you okay Bella?"
I laughed humorlessly. "Well I'm not quite sure to be honest. I mean I've never done anything to them! Why the hell did they come out with crap like that?"
Alice patted my hand.
"It's called jealousy Bella. They have been trying to be accepted by us ever since we moved here and I have actually heard them say worse than that before."
"God, I don't ever want to hear anything worse than what I just heard!"
It was then that the teacher decided to step into our conversation.
"Would you Cullens please leave my classroom and report back to your own lessons at once!"
Alice leaned down and kissed my cheek before turning to walk away; the rest of them followed suit; kissing the top of my head. Edward hesitated, not sure whether or not he should copy his siblings.
A little too quick for humans, he flitted over to me, left a lingering kiss on top if my head and strode out of the room. I couldn't help but laugh at the fact that Edward avoided eye contact with me the entire time.
"He's scared you are going to make his punishment worse, but he had to comfort you."
Jasper sat down next to me and patted my hand just before the teacher began his lecture.
The rest of the day was very uneventful. I was getting glares from Lauren and Jessica but they looked away when someone from my family caught them staring. Edward waited for me after every class and looked physically in pain. His hand would reach out to touch me every now and again. But one look from me caused him to literally run away, causing the rest of us to chuckle. When lunch came I made Edward sit on the other side of the table.
"Oh come on Bella! Just let me sit next to you! I won't do anything!" he said exasperatedly.
"Yes you will. You can't resist me." I winked at him as he growled and stomped over to his seat next to Rosalie.
"Dude, just think of it as getting out of the way of temptation." Emmett leaned over the table.
Edward sat there the rest of lunch giving me puppy-dog eyes and every now and again stroking my leg with his foot.
"Edward, when I say no touching, that does include your foot and my leg!" I burst out after he was starting to get on my nerves. It was really nice knowing that he was having a hard time keeping away from me, but this was just going too far!
Emmett and Jasper chuckled from their seats.
"Who said it was his foot, hey Bells." Emmett waggled his eyebrows at me. Rose turned to glare at him and smacked the back of his head.
"Ouch baby! What was that for?"
"You be careful Emmett McCarty Cullen or you will be on a no touching ban along with Eddie boy over there." Rose pointed her thumb in Edward's direction who was half way between being in a paddy and amused at Emmett getting told off.
"Oh Rosie! You can't do that to me! I'm a touchy feely person. First Hells Bells with her no hugging rule and now no touching! Rosie Posey! I wouldn't be able to handle that!"
"Hells Bells?" Alice piped up, asking the question among us all.
"Yeah, Bella's put me in my own personal hell!!!!! She IS Hells Bells!"
Jasper sat at the end of the table cracking up laughing, his usual calm façade gone.
"I really don't know what you are laughing at Jazz; you will be joining them if you don't pack it in!" Alice glared at him causing him to sober up completely and giving her a sheepish look.
Lunch finished and Jasper took me to my next class. I couldn't wait to get home and away from everyone giving me sympathetic looks. I was in a wheelchair, not bloody paralysed…although I could have been.
Soon it was the end of the day and Jasper was taking me home again. Alice had asked for me to come back to their house but I insisted that I went home and was with myself for a while. It seemed as if I hadn't been home in such a long time and I was missing my own space. After being alone for such a long time, I found it uncomfortable to be around people all the time. But I supposed it was just something I would have to adjust to.
We reached my house in a few minutes, thanks to Jasper's speeding. He helped my inside the house and set me down on the couch. I gave him a kiss on the cheek and he told me he would see me tomorrow with a wink.
So there I was, sat alone by myself in my house. I needed this. Some time alone. I needed some time to reflect on everything I had learned and just give myself some time to relax and process everything to avoid another melt down. That was the last thing I wanted.
I rolled off the couch and crawled over to my CD rack and pulled out 'Chinese Memoirs' and put it into the CD player. Gentle music floated around the room, flowing into my soul as I opened myself up to the music. I sat in the middle of the room, Indian style, using the music to help clear my mind of all thoughts.
I closed my eyes and focused on the blank space inside my head. Weight began to be lifted off my body, freeing me almost. I started to feel so light that it was as if I was floating. Subconsciously I knew that if I opened my eyes, my wings would be lifting me off the ground. Now was the time to do what I had planned on doing - channel my parents.
"Momma?"
"Hey sweetie! How are you doing?"
"Well, I'm not quite sure at the moment mom. How are you and Dad?"
"We're great honey. In fact let's get your dad."
There was a flash of light and my dad appeared in my mind.
"Dad!"
"Hey baby, how are you?"
"Well to be honest, how do you think I'm feeling?"
"Bella, we know what's been going on and we are so sorry we never got the chance to tell you anything about yourself."
"I know Dad, but I'm just so scared!"
"Baby, why are you scared?"
"Because, I don't know what's going to happen being here! Everything is so different and it scares me. If I hadn't met Edward or Alice or Rosalie or Esme or the rest of them, I don't think I could carry on living like this. Sometimes I think that it would have been better to stay where I was."
"Oh, honey, your dad and I are so proud of how you've been coping with everything but you have to stay strong. Don't push your family away; they will help you through this. It will pass and things will get easier but you have to believe that you can get through it."
"How can I rely on the Cullens if they all lied to me?"
"You just have to put yourself out there and trust that they won't lie to you again. After what has happened, I don't think they would ever do that to you again. You have to forgive them and get rid of your silly punishments."
"But I just gave them to them the other day!"
"I know sweetie, but the longer you keep them obeying these rules, the longer it will take for you to trust them and help you to push past your worries."
"I suppose so… but can't I have my fun a little bit longer?"
Mom and Dad chuckled.
"It's up to you baby, it's your choice and no one can make them for you, only point you in the right direction. It's up to you whether you take it or not."
I sighed.
"Why couldn't you be here with me now? When I need you most."
"Baby, this is the way things were meant to be. If we hadn't left you, then you wouldn't have found the Cullens or Edward."
"I know."
"Good, now stop your moping around and just listen to your instincts. Don't shut the Cullens out when you need them most and they need you. Stop acting so stubborn like your father and go to them!"
My parents suddenly started to fade away into the background.
"Wait!"
But they didn't stop. I opened my eyes and smiled.
"I love you guys."
I crawled over to the stereo and shut off the music. I needed to get upstairs, but I couldn't get up so I started to flap my wings to see if they would carry me. My body gently lifted off the ground as my wings began to take me higher. Ever so carefully, I pushed forward and slowly made my way up the stairs and into my room. I floated over to my closet and pulled out a few things to pack into a bag. I flew into the bathroom and packed my toiletries before floating back down the stairs. I grabbed my phone and dialed the Cullen's home number.
It rang twice before someone answered.
"Hey Bella! What can we do for you?" A chipper voice jingled down the phone at me. Alice. She had obviously already seen what I was going to do. But I decided to play along with her game.
"Hey Alice, I was wondering if someone could come…"
"And pick you up? I just sent Jasper. He should be there in about 5 seconds. See you soon." She hung up.
Just as she predicted, there was a knock on the door. I floated over and opened the door, revealing Jasper.
"Alice sent me."
"Yeah, I kinda made a bad decision and…"
"I'm sure everything will be explained soon enough. You can tell me then. For now, you can drop yourself into my arms, as flying can't be helping you regain your strength." He looked at me a little disapprovingly.
I gently dropped myself into his outstretched arms. He took the bag from my arms and flung it over his shoulder before pulling my front door closed.
"I ran here, so I hope you don't mind."
"No, that's fine." I gave him a small smile to show him that I was truly okay with it. With a slight nod, Jasper took off running in the direction of the Cullen's house.
I closed my eyes and buried my face in Jasper's curly golden hair. His scent of wood, apple and honey assaulted my nose, strangely calming the knot that had formed in my stomach. It seemed that everything about Jasper was calming. I hardly noticed him descend to a walking speed.
"So why so tense and nervous Bella?"
Of course Jasper would know if something was wrong…
"I just changed my mind about something…"
Jasper gave a throaty laugh, echoing off the trees as he stepped out of the forest and onto the Cullen's driveway.
"I got some great parental advice."
A slow smile spread across my face as I looked at the ground watching how the gravel crushed under Jasper's feet without making a sound. But I couldn't help the feeling of embarrassment overtaking me, looking back at how I over reacted over the whole situation yesterday.
"No one blames you for acting the way you did Bella. You shouldn't feel embarrassed about your actions. We have all already forgiven you."
"Thanks Jasper."
He continued to walk up the driveway with me perched on his back. Just as we reached the door, Alice came bouncing out and pulled me into her vice grip just as I was getting off Jasper's back.
"Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you!"
Well she had obviously seen my decision, and she took me by the arm while Jasper took the other, letting me use my legs a little. I had to admit, it felt really good to move my legs again. They settled me into the loveseat and Alice sat next to me gently playing with my hair while Jasper sat on the arm of the chair smiling down at his wife.
"Can I speak to everyone in the front room please?" I didn't need to talk very loud; they would have heard me anyway.
Within seconds, my family was surrounding me, with the exception of Edward who had just arrived back from hunting.
"What's going on?" He questioned with a frown spoiling his perfect face.
"Bella had something she wanted to talk to us about something." Carlisle replied.
Edward looked around the room, finding me and a smile lit up his face. He crossed the floor and sat on the other side of me, leaning forward to kiss me but then remembered my punishments. He pulled away with a frown on his beautiful face once again.
"It's okay Edward; this is what I'm here to talk to you all about."
A beautiful frustrated look graced Edward's face. I chuckled a little at how his eyebrows knitted together. I look one of his hands between my own and gently kissed his knuckles. Taking a deep breath, I turned to face my family.
"Well, as you all know I called a meeting to speak with all of you and…" Jasper cut in before I could finish.
"She is feeling rather embarrassed about this and we all need to be very understanding."
I raised an eyebrow at him.
"Thanks Jasper."
Great, now everyone knew I was feeling nervous.
"What I was going to say was that I thought very hard about this and I want to set things straight."
I looked over at Alice who gave me an encouraging smile, nodding her head slightly to get me to continue.
"I wanted to talk to you about my punishments."
"Please Bella!! Don't make it worse than it already is!" Emmett fell to his knees and grabbed my ankles.
"Emmett! I'm not going to make it worse. Would you just sit up and listen!"
Rosalie bent down and helped Emmett to his feet while he pretended to wipe his eyes. They sat back down on the coach and Emmett placed his head in Rose's lap sniffing.
"Now that the baby has settled down, Bella will you please continue!"
"Thanks Esme. I wanted to say that I have decided to take back my punishments. I realised that it was very immature and I could have handled the situation better. My judgment was clouded by my emotions. I hope you can forgive me and we can start again."
I noticed that while I was talking, my eyes drifted to my lap. I looked up and saw my family smiling around me, gently nodding their heads. I released the breath that I had been holding.
"Thank you so much."
Alice started bouncing beside me, causing me to fall into her. She gripped me by the shoulders and squealed in my ear.
"Yay! I am so going to take you shopping now!"
Suddenly I was off the coach and in Edward's arms.
"Oh no you don't. I am taking Bella and don't expect to see her for a long time."
Alice pouted and folded her arms, curling into Jasper's side. I giggled at her as Edward headed towards the stairs. We flew up the stairs at an inhuman rate and into his room, the door slamming shut. He carried me over to his bed and placed me in the middle, laying me down on my back. He crawled above me and pushed some hair out of my face.
"You are so beautiful Bella… I'm glad you decided to forgive us."
"I didn't want to keep hurting you." I whispered, still ashamed of the fact that I gave them all punishments to begin with…and snapping at Edward all day. Wow, it had only been a day since I gave them the punishments. I was such a push over.
Just then, Edward caught my attention again by ever so slowly leaning down and brushing his lips over mine. Sparks shot through my body, from my head to my toes.
"Even though it was for a day, I couldn't stand not being able to touch you or hold you." His breath fanned across my face and his lips brushed over mine gently again. I leaned up and sucked on his bottom lip, nibbling lightly and running my tongue along it.
"Mmmm…Bella."
He ran his hands up and down my hips, rubbing his thumbs over my exposed hipbone. It was slightly ticklish yet strangely intimate.
"Edward." I moaned breathlessly.
Edward crashed his lips to mine as I grabbed at his face pulling him closer. Edward continued his ministrations on my body while I slipped my hands into his hair tugging at it. He moaned into my mouth, so I decided to tug a little harder. Suddenly a growl erupted from his chest sending vibrations through my body and straight to my lady place causing me to moan out in pleasure.
Edward pulled away to give me a chance to breath. He started to assault my neck ever so carefully with his teeth and lips. With me being so sensitive at the moment the action created the most delicious mixture of pleasure and pain.
He stopped playing with my neck and pulled away slightly breathing on my neck making me shiver.
"Bella, I have to have you. Now! I've waited a century for you to come along and now that I have you, I want to make you mine."
His words went straight to my special place again. I felt my underwear become incredibly damp.
Edward pulled back to look me in the eyes, his golden globes glistening at me.
"Then make me yours."
I pulled Edward down to me and molded my lips with his. Edward pulled roughly at my shirt a couple of times. Finally giving up, I felt the buttons rip from my body as he tore my shirt off completely. Soon my bra followed, ripped from my body. I groaned very loudly as Edward put some of his weight on top of me realizing that he was also topless.
His hands travelled all over my body, gently holding my breasts and running his thumb over my sensitive nipples. I arched into his hands as he gently massaged them while he moved onto kissing my neck.
"Bella, you feel so soft and smooth under my hands."
"Please Edward." I begged.
I had no idea what I was begging for, but a tightening sensation was building in my stomach and I rubbed my thighs together to get some friction.
"Would you like some help with that, love?" Edward chuckled against my neck.
His right hand left my breast and moved down my body. He reached the top of my jean and my breathing hitched. He was so close to where I wanted him to be.
"STOP!"
A/N: Arggggggg!!!! WHATS HAPPENING????....Only I know...unless you lot guess...which you proberly will HA!!!
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OMG!! I had parents evening the other day and my madre decided to tell my A Level english lit teacher that I write Fanfictions!! Now she wants to see them!! Shock Horror!!! God parents are embarrasing!!
Oh!! I want to ask you lovely people something....should I write a couple of chapter in Eddies POV before I move on with the story...or stick with Hells Bells??? let me know...the sooner you do the sooner the next chappster will go up :D:D
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