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I know last chapter was short. And I did say sorry. But I'm having like trouble. I mean I saw my ex at our field hockey scrimmage and it brought back everything. Plus his current girlfriend is on my team. I'm not exactly what one would call over him yet. I thought I was but then when I saw him I felt bad again. Ugh stupid men! Leading me on and everything... (grumbles trail off.) Haha. But seriously I have had a thousand conversations about men and how (for lack of better term) stupid they are. Plus now I have a new boyfriend and some more guy issues that I have to deal with. Ugh why can't I be gay? I mean I guess I could but that would consist of getting a girlfriend which would be nearly impossible because I have no idea where to find one and I wonder if a girl would just be worse than a guy. I wouldn't know until I try it. ;) Haha. See this is the reason people think I'm already gay. Haha like I care. Anyway on with chapter 11 I hope you all like it :)

Work isn't all bad when you are friends with at least one of the people you work with. I was getting yelled at a lot today though. Usually I'm good at work but today I had a few, okay one, distraction. And her name is Alice Brandon. I knew I was sounding like a creeper thinking about her like I was but I couldn't help myself. It was as if I were under her spell, and I didn't want out of it.

You barely know her you should not be thinking like that! I scolded myself.

I know I'm sorry. Did I not just say I can't help it?

Well, try harder then maybe you can do something about it.

Oh gosh now I'm having a conversation with myself. I'm going insane because of her.

"Bella! Hello is anyone alive in there?" Jess asked playfully knocking her fist on my head.

I jumped. "Jeez Jess you scared the crap out of me."

"Well Miss. Distracted it's time for lunch," she said walking towards the door and I fallowed "What has you so distracted anyway?"

"Nothing. Hey do you have any plans this weekend?" I asked as we were coming near the Subway that Jess and I always ate at. You have to love Subway.

"Nope. Well not unless, by some miracle, that insanely hot worker right there named Mike asks me out. But there aren't very good chances for that to happen."

I looked at the guy she was talking about. He was cute. I wouldn't say hot, but he had spiky blond hair and a cute face. He had a little bit of muscle on his arms and none at all on her chest as far as I could tell. I like my men with muscle. Not like body builder on crack muscle but at least some. He looked like Jess's type. I had another person on my mind though.

"He's kind of cute. I wouldn't say hot but that's just me. Anyway do you want to come with me and Angela... and Alice Brandon clubbing?" I said trailing off at the part where Alice's name came in. I bet I was blushing. No I know I was blushing I could feel it. Stupid blush. You have to give everything away don't you? Okay so I like Alice and then mention of her name gives me butterflies but does the world have to know?

You are being over dramatic.

Oh well! I was pulled out of my thoughts by Jess's voice.

"Wait Bella did you just say Alice Brandon? And why are you blushing?" She said all sorts of confused. We were ordering so I waited to answer her. I saw her smiling extra big at that Mike guy. He smiled back. Jess was so obviously flirting with him and I resisted the urge to roll my eyes. After we ordered we found a seat and finally answered her.

"Yes I said Alice Brandon I got her number at the concert and after the concert me and Ange had dinner with her family and I got to do her makeup and she gave me a shout out on stage and oh my gosh it was amazing." I was talking really fast. I couldn't help it. The events of the concert and after it were just so unreal. But they were real because I checked this morning and Alice Brandon's number is defiantly in my phone.

"Wow Bella this is great. You met your favorite singer and got a phone number impressive." She said. Good she didn't notice that I didn't answer the question about my blush. And she went on picking at her hoagie.

"Yeah well she was really nice and we kinda clicked. And she did that concert for charities that she actually believed in unlike the other people who just put up an image." I said smiling widely, remembering that night as I ate my hoagie. I think I am in need of some good, long, expensive therapy. I mean who in the world is obsessed with a person they met and talked to for about a day?

"That's great Bella. And yes I will come clubbing with you guys. Just call me. Where are we going?" She asked before taking a drink of her Coke.

"I don't know yet I have to figure that out still," I said thoughtfully. Hmm where to go? I have no clue. In the past when we went clubbing I was too drunk to remember where we went. "I'll have to get back to you on that one," I said still smiling like an idiot at the earlier mention of Alice.

As I finished up eating I said "We should probably get going."

"Yeah, sure.," Jess said as she cleaned up her area and then we walked out together and went back to work.

After that me and Jess chatted a little bit throughout work. When my shift was over and I was riding in a taxi back home I was stressing over what to say to Alice when I called her. I knew I had to call her I mean I know I have all week but the earlier the better because she might have plans already.

After I unlocked my front door I went in sat down and picked up my phone. I found her name in my contacts and hit send. I was really nervous and I had to keep reminding myself of Angela's words "be yourself." Myself is nervous right now.

"Hello?" came her angel like voice after the second ring.

"Hey Alice it's Bella. How have things been?" I said nervously. Why was I so nervous. Think about the other night. I told myself it all went perfect. She is really easy to talk to you don't need to be nervous.

"Well Bella things have been great. Nothing changed since last night. What about you how have you been?" she asked giggling. It was like music to my ears.

"Things have been good. And well I was calling to see if you would like to go clubbing with me and a few of my friends, that is if you are free this Saturday."

"Where would we be going?" She asked interested.

Could she actually be considering going with us? Don't be ridiculous she said she wanted to see you again this is the perfect time for her to see you again. "Ummm I don't really know where you can pick the place," I said smiling.

"Okay well I have an idea." Alice said excitedly. She sounded like a little girl getting a new toy. She's so cute and I can't even see her.

"Yes Alice?" I asked trying not to laugh at the way she's so childish.

"You get everyone to go to your house and I will pick up everyone and I will surprise you guys. You won't know where we are going. Does that sound good?" Alice was excited. I could just see her jumping up and down with joy. Again she's too cute for words. Suddenly I missed her. It was so strong it almost knocked me off my feet.

"Sure Alice that works but do you have a place in mind?" I asked still smiling and trying to act as excited as she was. I was defiantly excited but I was excited to see her again.

"Yes I do actually but I'm not giving you any hints." She said giggling. I could just imagine her sticking her tongue out at me.

"Fine."

"Okay I will pick you up at 8:30. Be ready" She said.

"Okay so I will see you then" I said in farewell. Even though I wanted to stay on the phone with her for hours I knew she probably had things to do and I would run out of things to say. But I had yet to learn everything about her and I bet we could cover a lot in a few hours on the phone.

"Okay bye Bella." she said sadly. What's she sad about? Is it possible she wanted to stay on the phone as much as I wanted to?

I wanted to ask these questions but instead I just said "Bye Alice."

After I hung up the phone I went to eat and the get ready for bed. Alice never left my mind in the process.

Alice's Point of View

I felt sad when Bella hung up but I was still overjoyed that she actually called me.

"Oh my gosh!" I squealed. Buster, my Basset hound, looked up at me from his place on the floor at my feet.

"What is it honey?" my mother asked looking a bit concerned. She doesn't like it when I'm overjoyed it normally leads to something that doesn't work out. But I have the feeling that this will work out.

"Bella just called me! And she asked me to go clubbing with her and her friends" I was jumping up and down with joy, Buster looking annoyed got up and trotted over to the living room. Well you could at least be happy for me Buster. I wanted to say.

"And you going to go...?" Esme asked trailing off. That is an obvious question don't you think? If I'm this happy that she called then wouldn't you think I would be happy to go?

"Well of course Mom. This weekend." I said.

"Are you asking her or telling her?" Emmett said being a smartass. He can really annoying sometimes, like right now. But I love him.

"Emmett I'm older than 18 I don't have to ask whenever I want to go somewhere." I said like it was obvious, but I was half joking since my mom was standing there.

"Well I'm still your mother Alice, but Emmett don't be smart with your sister. And Alice I don't really care what you do as long as you're not getting pregnant from some random guy at a bar," Esme said with a disgusted look on her face.

My mom always worried about me getting pregnant and regretting it later. What she doesn't know is I'm totally gay and totally not attracted to men.

"Don't worry mom I don't think you will have that problem Alice is picky about who she lets in and who she doesn't" Emmett said winking at me. Emmett is my closest brother, and he knew everything about me because I told him everything.

"And as long as she has a big brother like Emmett here I don't think any guy would stand a chance" I said smiling at Emmett.

Esme smiled, "Good point." Then she walked away to go sit on the couch and read her book.

I walked up the stairs with Buster fallowing me and Emmett not far behind. When we made it to my room Buster jumped up on my bed and Emmett and I sat down.

"I think Bella is a really good girl for you, she has a nice job planned out even though she won't really need one, she's very nice and she seems sweet, and she's going to college which makes her smart and smart people are always nice to have around," Emmett said after a few moments of silence.

"Well if smart people are nice I don't know why Rose keeps you around." I laughed and he glared at me but I knew he was too nice to like hit me or anything that he would threaten to do. "And about Bella. I don't know about her Emmett I mean I like her but what if she's not into girls? And I don't even know her that well so why do I feel like I have known her for years and that she is meant to be with me?" I was close to tears. This is all very confusing and thinking about the fact that she might not want me like I want her makes me want to die. Buster whined and laid on my lap. He is my other best friend and he knows when something is wrong with me. I started petting him.

"Alice" Emmett said hugging me. "If it's meant to be it's going to be no matter what. So if you feel that she's the one then if she is the one then there's nothing that will stop it from being. But I think you should slow it down a bit. You might freak her out or something."

"Ugh! If is the key word there. I wish this was easier. Plus if she is the one then I will have to tell everyone that I'm gay and then I'll be worrying about their reactions. And I will slow it down," I said with a frown and still really close to tears. Buster whined again and starting rubbing his head against my chest like a cat. Okay so even my dog knew this was big.

"Don't worry about that yet worry about getting the girl first. And I'm very sure that nothing will change when you tell everyone that you're gay." Emmett said and I felt better as he took my hand and starting tracing patterns on it. He always knew how to make me feel better. Like the time I figured out that I was gay. He may look like a big dumby but actually he's very smart with people. He was smart enough to actually figure out what was wrong with me then as he is now.

"Thank you Emie." I said smiling at him. I was the only one allowed to call him that. He would kill anyone else that did.

"No problem Tink." He smiled at me.

We sat in silence for a while. I don't really know how much time has passed but it was good to just enjoy his company it calmed me down quite a bit too. So did Buster's company. And he was laying across my lap like a lap dog even though he is far too heavy to be a lap dog.

"Well I better get going Rose and I are going out on a date tonight." He blushed. Him and Rose were so cute. Even after getting married they were still going out on dates and he bought her roses every time. They were so in love that he can't even look the same at another woman, and whenever someone would hit on her he tried his hardest not to punch that guy in the face, sometimes he did anyway and Rose thought it was cute. The only reason I know all this is because I can read Emmett like a book and Rose and I tell each other everything which leads me to tell you she's the other person that knows I'm gay. She figured it out too. Just like Emmett. And I liked to think Buster knew somehow, and the thing I loved most about him was he would never stop loving me. Of course I knew he was a dog. But still.

"Okay Emie have fun on your date and treat her like a lady will you." I said, that's what I always said to him when he was still dating other people in high school. I knew he would every time though he's a gentlemen.

"You know I do Tink." He said and then he was out of my room.

I laid back on my bed Buster fallowed me and laid next to me. I thought about Bella. I needed to know more about her and this weekend would be the best time. I just hope she doesn't drink that much I don't want her getting drunk. I considered calling her just to talk but decided that it would have to wait. Good things take time. And with that I fell asleep only to dream about the beautiful Bella.

Okay so I will end it there. I hope you people like it tell me what you think :)