So we like just watched three movies together and now we're getting ice cream… kinda lame... I know… but I'm having fun and I think she is too…. I mean… she is smiling a lot… and giggling and damn… she's so cute when she giggles…. Kinda reminds me of... okay I've got to stop this… I will not compare her to Trish… she is nothing like Trish… I hate Trish… I like Ashley… a lot… and I absolutely hate Trish!
Ashley's smiling at me again… we're kinda just chillin' on the hood of my car, eating ice cream and watching the stars.
I swear I have butterflies in like the pit of my stomach… and it doesn't help that she keeps touching me either… innocent kinda touching though… you know… the occasional arm brush or leg clash…. But it's enough to make me feel kinda light headed already…
I really like her… a lot… like I can honestly see myself waking up next to her every morning…
I know what you're thinking… I know I said this was about saving her… not falling for her… but I don't understand why I can't do both… I mean… it's hard not to fall for her… have you seen her smile?
She lets out a soft contented kinda sigh… the kind of sigh where you're happy but you're kinda conflicted.
"What's wrong?" I ask.
She smiles at me… and warning… I'm about to say something terribly lame and corny but god, her eyes are like shining in the moonlight and it's like one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen…
So you've figured out my secret… Yes!! The Queen of Xtreme is a hopeless romantic… so sue me… but I'm a sucker for a cute smile and gorgeous eyes…
"It's nothing" She assures me… but I'm not buying it cuz well… her tone isn't very assuring.
"I know it's something…" I tell her.
She gives me a weak smile.
"You're amazing… and I'm having a lot of fun…" She says. See… that's not good… it's not good when someone starts like that.
"And?" I ask. There is either an and or a but and frankly I'd like it better if it's an and.
She gives me another weak smile.
"And… I really like you a lot…" She says. That's good… hell… that's great but there's more I can tell…
I nod urging her to continue.
"But…" She continues… there's a but… buts are never good… "I also like someone else a lot and I don't wanna lead you guys both on…" She says.
Okay... breath Amy… breath… so help me God… if she says it's Trish… I don't even know what I'm gonna do but I know it's not gonna be rational…
I let out a breath before asking her.
"Mind if I ask who the other person is?"
She looks at me and for a second I kinda get lost in her eyes. She lets out a nervous kinda sigh.
"Ermm…" She hesitates for a moment… "It's Trish…" She says.
Did I mention that I hate Trish Stratus?