A/N: I hope everyone is having a good weekend thus far! Here is pt. 2 of the chapter where Naruto is in heat! Man, I never thought writing so much Smut could be so much fun! Writers only want to have fun!
Chapter 11Frustrations Pt. 2
Naruto woke up the next day feeling refreshed but no longer relieved. The relief he felt after last night was short lived but necessary. Even now, the morning after, Naruto didn't feel like he would lose control on his urges just yet so he got up in the morning rather than in the afternoon like he had been doing.
Naruto stretched and looked around to find that Shizune and Neji were already gone. "Are they mad at me?" Naruto questioned as he dwelt on last night. No one really talked much after they had all finished their intimacy and after cleaning up they all went to bed without very many words being said at all. They didn't talk about what happened or even acknowledge it, but they couldn't deny how great it felt to do something like that.
Naruto got dressed in his robe and left the temple in search of one of his friends, but he hesitated at the steps as he thought, "What if they don't want to talk to me?" He worried that the awkwardness of last night was going to break their friendship. "I did kind of force myself onto them…I wouldn't like it if someone done that to me," Naruto thought as he sighed and descended the steps.
He decided not to find his friends but to instead find some food. His frustration was at a low when compared to the past few days and Naruto was starving. He found food at the village center and went about mindlessly wandering about the village. After a few minutes he froze as he found Shizune. His eyes glued onto what she was doing and he noticed that she hadn't noticed him yet.
A small sharp hunger erupted from Naruto's stomach and warmth crawled up his spine as he watched her help and heal one of the village's children who had a scraped knee. Naruto smiled at how kind and caring she was to the child and he remembered all the times that Shizune had taken care of him when he was injured. Although it was a different thing for him because Naruto had to get really beat up before he needed Shizune to patch him up.
Naruto watched as the kid happily ran away and slowly but surely Shizune's eyes came to his. Naruto froze. She knew that he was watching her. He was busted. Naruto struggled for half a minute to break eye contact but when he did he fled back the way he came.
He definitely knew that he felt too awkward and ashamed of himself to talk to Shizune right now. "She didn't deserve…that last night," Naruto thought to himself as he wandered out of the village with a glass of the red liquid he had the first night. Naruto was stressed, tense, and sexually frustrated again. He wanted to relax and think. His feet guided him to the same tree that he and Shizune had talked under on the first day of Neji's training and Naruto sat down and once more started watching Ruk and Neji train.
Ruk would move various objects or ask Neji questions to test his detection skills. Naruto wasn't sure what skills Neji had learned in his absence but from what Naruto could tell by watching the training is that Neji was doing well in his training. Naruto smiled happily but he felt a dull ache erupt from his lower stomach. His eyes started to trail up and down Neji's body and Naruto realized that he was ogling his friend in a hungry fashion much like he ogled Shizune.
Naruto finished the drink he had and got up. Whatever the heat was it was coming back and he definitely wasn't finished with it. Naruto took off at a steady jog to start on his running track once more.
Naruto fell back into the routine of running while his friends were at the temple and sleeping when they were away. He would sometimes watch his friends from afar while they were away if he didn't want to sleep and this taxed him after only three days of this routine. Naruto walked back to the temple sometime after sundown exhausted and wanting rest but Shizune sat on the step in front of the temple.
Naruto looked at her and felt the pang in his heart return and the urges increase trifold from the last few days. She caught his gaze and looked at him. Naruto couldn't help but think how beautiful she was but he also noticed the worry and something else in her eyes. Naruto looked down at the ground with a resolute resolve and started to climb the steps.
He didn't want to force anything onto her. He felt ashamed and guilty of what happened the last time they even spoke to each other and he didn't allow any 'buts' to come into his thoughts. Naruto stormed past her with the intent purpose of lying down in bed but her voice called out as he passed her.
"Naruto," Shizune said in barely above a whisper and Naruto froze a few steps away from her with his back turned from her. "W-want to talk?" Shizune stuttered. She didn't want to force a confrontation with her friend if he was going to react negatively to her, and she wasn't sure how she felt about him after what they did the other night together.
"Not really," Naruto said without turning around. His mind hammered him with erotic memories and hopeful thoughts that maybe Shizune wasn't mad at him and wanted to help his ease his pain, but he also didn't want to force her into anything or push it too far. He didn't want to lose her as a friend and companion.
"Please?" Shizune said before she got up and grabbed his hand. Naruto shut his eyes and tried to push out the pleasurable sensations running up his arm. He let himself be led back to the steps and sat down beside Shizune. She released his hand a few moments later and let her hands fall to her lap. "Are you alright?" She asked him.
Naruto shook his head. No he wasn't alright. He had spent the past several days running himself raw so that he wouldn't come back to her and force another sexual encounter but at the rate this was going she was asking for him to do just that. Naruto knew that he was dangerous right now. He considered running away again just to prevent what might happen.
"Oh. Is it because of the…uhm, heat?" Shizune asked as a blush came to her face and she looked anywhere but Naruto. They were silent as both of them grappled with their own thoughts and fidgety bodies.
"Yes," Naruto finally said in a croak. His throat was dry because his last pit stop was over two hours ago and he was too tired to go and get anything from the village. He also didn't trust himself around other people right now with the thoughts and desires running through his mind.
"Oh," Shizune replied nervously as she started to mess with her hair. It was something she done when she was nervous around someone familiar. She didn't know what to say to her friend, but she did know how to help him thanks to the other night and any thoughts of that just made her nervous and embarrassed.
"Thank you," Naruto told her as he got up again and tried to look anywhere but her, "You know, for the other night? It really helped. I'm also…sorry that it happened." Naruto let his feelings go and felt panic that perhaps Shizune would respond in horror at him. That maybe she would slap him for bringing it up again, or maybe the mere mention of what happened would drive her away from him.
Shizune flushed deeply at the topic. She didn't know whether to welcome his thanks or to get angry at his sorry ass. She decided with the later on as he was starting to walk away. "Sorry!? Don't you dare be sorry!" Shizune all but hissed as she followed after him.
Naruto turned to face her and saw her flushed face and the anger. He took a step back towards the animal pelt that covered the temple door in confusion. Wasn't apologizing for something bad typically how friends started to make up? Did he do something wrong in apologizing? Shizune charged at him in her anger and kept on ranting.
"You have nothing to be sorry about! No, it was me and Neji who approached you and coddled you until you were overcome with lust! Not to mention at the time we didn't even know what was going on, but you did warn us, and we didn't stop! In fact!" Shizune all but roared as Naruto back pedaled through the animal pelt and she followed him.
Neji was awake and listening to the confrontation. He knew that Shizune wanted to talk to Naruto so he told her to stake up for him tonight and that he would stake up for him the next night. They both knew what Naruto was doing and that he had to tire down eventually.
Naruto interrupted her as his own anger flared back, "I forced you both into…whatever it is we done! I could've left without your consent, or even not even returned until whatever the hell is going on with me was over!"
Shizune hissed as she kept on charging at him. "So you are sorry because you let your friends help you? Is that it?" she asked as she stopped in front of him. Naruto's back was against a pole and he was feeling a mirage of anger and lust.
"Yes! Yes I am! I am sorry that I initiated a three way between us! I feel bad about it! I'm not even sure if you are even interested in me in that light and," Naruto ranted back as Shizune closed the gap between them and pushed her lips roughly against his. She pushed him roughly against the pillar and kissed him hard to shut him up.
Naruto pushed back against her and in his anger he shoved her away. Their lips disconnected and he looked at her in disbelief. Red danced across his vision but not in anger, but lust. That felt good. He wanted more. "I don't know what I want," Shizune said back to him almost angrily and hurt, "But I don't want you angry at me for foreplay!"
Neji was up from his cot and beside Shizune. He pressed his hands against her lower back and said in a calm voice, "Calm down. Yelling isn't going to help." Naruto looked to Neji angrily before he shut his eyes again and tried to calm down.
"I'm sorry for the other night Neji," Naruto said as he tried to chase the lust and anger from his face. Naruto fell back even harder against the pillar as Shizune's hand slapped his face. Afterwards Neji's head fell back and he laughed.
"I told you not to be sorry!" Shizune growled out. Naruto turned to her with a smirk on his face. He was happy. Shizune was angry at him but not for what happened the other night. She was angry at him because he ran away from them again. Naruto walked towards her with the smirk on his face and Shizune, who saw the smirk, back stepped until she was the one against a support beam.
Naruto kissed her chastely on the lips. He wasn't sure if he was doing the right thing but he wanted to feel her lips against his again. Shizune's lips froze against his. She wasn't expecting him to do a complete turnaround from angry to affectionate in three seconds. She also felt nervous and her stomach fluttered lightly in excitement from his advance. Sure, she kissed him only a minute ago, but she was angry and trying to get her point across.
Naruto leaned back from the kiss and their lips separated. He didn't want to force her into anything and right now he felt in control of his desires and lust, heat be damned. Shizune looked up into his eyes in uncertainty and excitement. Naruto wasn't sure if she liked what he done or not, or if it took their friendship too far, or even why she kissed him a minute ago, but when she pressed forward and kissed him again he moaned, loudly, and the pain in his heart faded a little.
Neji didn't know exactly what was going on but he knew that Naruto was excited. Neji moved and wrapped his arms around his friend to try and calm him down. "Calm down Naruto, or do you want a repeat from the other night to happen?" Neji asked him. Neji still felt conflicted about his friend. He never once felt erotic or sexual in his life. He knew it existed. Tenten once tried to kiss him, but he wouldn't have anything to do with it because he was a slave to the main branch of the Hyuuga clan, but now things were different.
Naruto moaned against Shizune's lips and she pulled back with a brimming smile. "It's okay Neji. I kissed him," Shizune said. Neji's eyebrows rose at that. Shizune wanted him? Did that mean that he should leave so that they could be alone? Neji felt a pang of hurt that Shizune and Naruto didn't want him to. He wanted to be desired to. Over the past few days he thought a lot about what happened that night with Shizune and Naruto and the more he thought about it the more confused he felt.
The only thing he knew for sure was that he wanted Naruto to want him. It made him feel safe, desired, and needed. It chased away his suicidal feelings and allowed him to think positively, but he also thought that maybe Naruto just used him that night, and that maybe Naruto didn't need him. Maybe he just wanted Shizune and Neji was in the way.
"Neji?" Naruto questioned his friend's embrace as he slowly wrapped his hand around one of Neji's. Naruto was fighting back the lust from his vision as he tried to gauge what his friend was feeling. Naruto couldn't tell much except Neji's grip continued to loosen around him. Naruto didn't want that. He wanted Neji to hold him and want him.
Naruto turned around in his embrace and trailed his fingers across Neji's cheek. The sudden feeling of fingers on his cheek caused Neji to flinch back to reality. "Do you forgive me?" Naruto asked as he leaned his forehead against Neji's forehead. Neji shut his eyes from reflex and took in a shuddering breath.
Is this what he really wanted? Did he want to be this close to Naruto, this affectionate with another man? Wasn't male on male relationships taboo? Neji tried to chase the thoughts from his mind as he nodded his head in answer to Naruto. He didn't blame Naruto for the other night. He blamed himself mostly because he was so rough with Naruto.
Naruto hesitated for a few moments as he struggled with thoughts. He wanted to kiss the man in front of him but without the complete lack of control he wasn't sure that he could do it. He wasn't sure if Neji was comfortable with him kissing him. Unlike Shizune, Neji didn't charge at him and plant one on him. He didn't want to chase his best friend away, but then again he didn't want Neji to feel left out or unwanted.
Naruto decided right then and there that if Neji were to have him as a significant other than Naruto would be that for him. His mind wandered back to their years spent together as sworn companions and at the dedication Neji showed to Naruto even then. Naruto pressed his lips softly against Neji's and Neji became as still as a statue against him.
Naruto felt the pang in his heart thrum in pain as he thought that Neji didn't like his actions. Fear overcame him as thoughts of his friend rejecting him or even turning on him came to his mind. Neji did go through a traumatic ordeal lately. Naruto wouldn't blame him for digging himself deeper into his isolation.
Naruto was just about to pull away when Neji's arms tightened around him and pulled Naruto taught against him. Neji pushed his lips the small distance that Naruto gained and reinitiated the kiss. Naruto curved his back into an arc and pleasure flooded every nerve in his body from the way Neji's embrace and lips touched him. Naruto moaned as his front side brushed against Neji and Naruto became aware of his lower member awakening from its slumber.
Neji pulled his lips away from Naruto's and asked him, "How bad is it? What is it like?" Neji wanted to understand. He wanted to help his friend if he could. Neji knew that the smallest of touches shouldn't make Naruto moan, but they did, and it excited Neji.
Naruto closed his eyes as he tried to center his thoughts once more. It was more difficult this time with Neji's hands resting on his hips and his breath pouring over his face. Naruto was faintly aware of Shizune's close position to his back and flashes of their previous night together flooded his mind.
"It is…distracting. Sometimes I can't think of anything else but of how something feels, or of you, or Shizune, or of what we did the other night," Naruto told them, and then he took a deep breath and thought about pushing them away. He still didn't want to force an encounter and he knew that if they kept touching then he was going to lose any semblance of control he had.
"It is painful. I ache down…there, and every nerve in my body is hyper sensitive. Even the touch of your hands through my robe makes me want to…," Naruto trailed off there as he started to bite his lip and shiver from the thought. After a few moments he came back to and his lip was bleeding slightly, "I'm hot. Extremely so, and it drives me in, fucking, sane!" Naruto felt Shizune's arms wrap around him and Neji and a pleasurable spasm ran up his spine.
Naruto tried to think thoughts of ugliness. He tried to think of things that downright disgusted him. He tried to think of things that made him angry. He even tried to picture old people bumping uglies, but even that didn't work as he saw red stars dance across his eyes. He leaned back against Shizune's chest and pressed his hips against Neji's. A moan erupted from his lips and Neji's breath hitched as Naruto rubbed against him.
"Guys," Naruto whined as his hands came to grip Neji's robes tightly. Naruto tried to continue his trail of thought but Shizune shifted slightly behind him and Naruto's head lolled onto her shoulder, just like before. "I get these urges to do things now. Sometimes I can't," Naruto tried to explain but a spasm came up his spine once more and the thought was lost as Naruto grinded his front side forward into Neji.
After a few seconds Naruto continued, "Control them. They build, and build, and build, and don't stop until they are sated, and even then they aren't sated. I want more!" Naruto ground and squirmed against his friends as more stars danced across his vision. Naruto thought about pushing his friends off him but he then he realized that he couldn't force them away any more than he could force himself away.
They were silent for a minute as Naruto leaned against them and occasionally ground or twitched in their arms. Shizune felt her stomach building into an uncomfortable knot at the way Naruto pushed and pulled against her, and Neji felt his body react by hardening against his friend's ministrations. "Do you need relief?" Neji asked suddenly as he pushed Naruto and Shizune back against the support beam.
By this point Naruto was seeing stars from the smallest touches. He couldn't deny his lustful desires even if he wanted to. He thought that he could maybe regain control over the situations if his friends released him and allowed him to sit by himself, but he knew that wasn't going to happen. "Yes," Naruto mewed out as Neji's front side grinded against his. "Please," he begged desperately. Naruto felt like a whore at that moment but he didn't care. He was painfully aroused.
"Okay," Neji said before his lips came to Naruto's neck. Naruto purred out in delight and pulled Neji closer. Shizune felt a bit left out since she was the one pressed against the support beam. She slowly withdrew her hands and started to search for the sash around Naruto's robe.
"I want to help to," Shizune said as she found the sash and untied it. Naruto mewed and pressed against her as Neji explored the new found skin. Shizune yanked his robe open and started her own exploration with her hands. Naruto's head lolled back into her shoulder as he was assaulted by both Shizune and Neji.
Neji's hand found Naruto's hair and he pulled his head sharply down and roughly kissed the blond's lips. Naruto opened his mouth immediately and his tongue shot towards Neji's. Neji felt something wet hit his lips and after a few seconds he curiously opened his mouth. Naruto's tongue slid into his mouth and Neji let out a moan in surprise.
Meanwhile, Shizune found Naruto's nipples and rubbed one of them roughly. Naruto twitched and pushed against her so hard that he and Neji unlocked lips. Shizune couldn't take it anymore. One of her hands pulled back to her own body and shot underneath her shirt. She started to rub her own nipple like she did Naruto's, and pleasure ran down her body in waves.
Neji's hands and lips began to roam Naruto's collarbone and hips again as he began his torture once more. Naruto's hips thrust forward against Neji's again and Neji swore that his heart jumped into his throat as Naruto pressed against his erection. The trio stayed like this for several minutes until Naruto grabbed Shizune's roaming hand and pushed it down and wrapped it around his lower member.
Shizune froze at the new sensation her hand was feeling and her already flushed face came to a new color of red. Naruto pulled her hand up and then down over his member and a low rumbling moan escaped the blond. He then left her hand there and his hands shot forward into Neji's robes. Shizune knew what Naruto wanted but some part of her was afraid that she would be bad at it. This was her first time for a lot of things, and definitely her first time touching an erect cock.
She heard Neji give off a moan from Naruto stroking his member and that pushed Shizune into action. She squeezed the cock in her hands slightly before she started a slow rhythmic pump. Naruto mewed and moaned against her and the sounds drove her to stroking him harder and slower. Naruto whimpered before Neji whimpered as well and she realized that her actions were dictating what Neji felt as well.
The made the tension in her stomach ball up even more and the hand she was using to pleasure herself slid down until she was rubbing her clit in the same slow sensual rhythm she was treating Naruto to. "Shizune," Naruto moaned out as his head lolled to her shoulder and Neji attacked his neck once more in fierce desire. Naruto's head turned and suddenly Shizune found her lips locked with his.
After a few moments their lips unlocked, but didn't separate by too much, and Shizune felt his breath as he moaned against her mouth. This drove Shizune into speeding up her hands. She moaned and pulled Naruto closer to her as pleasure shot up her spine and her legs felt weak.
Naruto moaned and twitched against both Neji and Shizune and he sped up his hands on Neji's member as well. Soon they were all moaning uncontrollably and moving at an increasingly faster rhythm. Neji was the first to lose his cool first. His fluids squirted all over Naruto's stomach, and he sagged against Naruto's shoulders and chest as his legs began to give out.
Naruto came next from Neji's reaction. One of his arms wrapped around Neji's waist and the other wrapped around Shizune's head as he thrust against Neji's stomach in blind pleasure. Shizune fell to her knees right then as her own orgasm rocked her, and then both of the boys fell to their knees from the aftermaths of their own orgasms. They all lay on the floor panting and resembling gelatin for several minutes until Naruto said, "Fuck that was awesome! I love you guys!"
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