You Act, I'll Write
By: FreeyourMind
Full Summary: Kagura Mayou was a comic artist whose work never got published. A few months after, the company CLAMP finally accepts her work. But in one condition: to make it into a movie. Later, Kagura finds out that the main character of her movie, played by the ultimate Sesshoumaru Takahashi… is her ex-boyfriend! How can we turn this film around while two of the most important crew members are always fighting?!
Rated: T
Genre: Romance/Humor
Author's Note: 'Sup people! Sorry I haven't updated for a while... And there ya go! Chapter 11! Oh… and I also changed my penname to "Unforgettable Poet" lol hope u guys like the new name!
Status: Ongoing!
Chapter Eleven: No one Else
They say you will always remember your first love. The first one to ever capture your heart, in unedifying totality, will always be in your memories--and in your heart. Since I have never been in love, I want to believe this is true.
But what if your first love, suddenly forgets you? The pain and anguish must go on forever. It may serve as a never-ending reminder to never fall in love again, for fear of being hurt a second time. But to have your very first love, turn their back on you so suddenly, what kind of destruction would that bring to one's psyche? To their own emotional life-force? Most importantly, how would their heart have the strength or will to continue beating? One can only imagine if they have never been in love, and think or feel so highly about it, that they would even want to dwell on the idea of losing their first love. The mind and heart shattering reality of a loss such as this, may break anyone, no matter how strong or weak. I suppose it really depends on the person themselves. Can they withstand such a malady? Or would they break under the weight of it and only end up dead inside?
(X)
What was the point of giving your heart?
What was the point of giving it so that you didn't own it anymore?
She wouldn't give her heart to anybody. She didn't want to. It was useless to do that. She felt foolish when she saw people, giving their hearts away, and later finding out that they've broken it. She wasn't going to be like that.
But… why did she feel such a need to give her heart?
She felt she couldn't just keep her heart for herself.
It was hard feeling that way… but she needed to give it.
On the day that she gave her heart. She found out that it was impossible for him to take it.
She knew she failed.
She failed to give him her heart, the one that gladly offered out.
He just wouldn't take it.
But… maybe her heart might at least beat for him?
(X)
"Where is Sesshoumaru?" Sango asked herself. "We're supposed to be shooting today… perfect… just when you need him, he doesn't show up!"
Why did she feel so frustrated? Why did she feel so jealous… of Kagura? Why couldn't she contain herself when she saw Kagura and Miroku holding hands? Even thought it was a joke all along, why did she feel so bad about it?
Was it because she was too hard on Miroku?
….
….
'That pervert always makes me feel sorry for him!' Sango thought. 'One day, he'll pay for it!'
She couldn't help but laugh at this. Miroku always had to "pay" for it. Even when Sango slapped him with all the force in the world, there was no trace in hell that Miroku would give up.
There was also a time in Middle School, where Sango had a secret crush on Miroku. She played truth or dare with her friends, and they told her to write the phrase: "I love Miroku" on the bathroom walls, with her name on it. There was already a lot "I love Miroku's already on the walls, so it wasn't a big deal. For some reason though, Miroku fell for Sango, and no one else.
"FOCUS Sango! You're drowning in your own stupidity!" She told herself. "I need to tell Kagura I'm sorry…"
She walked into the hallway and into Kagura's office. Surprise!
No one was there!
Kagura was sick today? She never was the kind to be sick… at least not for work. Where was she?
Why were Sesshoumaru and Kagura absent… and on the same day too? There must've been some relationship between the two.
She walked into Sesshoumaru's office, picked up his cell-phone and dialed his agent, Jaken's number.
Jaken picked up on the other side. "Yes? Sesshoumaru-Sama?"
'How mindless of Sesshoumaru to leave his cell phone here…' Sango thought. "No, this is Sango Hoshikawa from Clamp, I was wondering where Sesshoumaru-san was today. He should've called in."
There was silence on the other line.
"Sesshoumaru-Sama's sister was kidnapped."
Sango raised an eyebrow.
"…so… he's trying to find her now? Does he need help?"
Jaken's voice hoarse. "Well, he already has Kagura's help."
Sango was still scared. So that's where Kagura was. She needed to help the two. Honestly, if it meant Sesshoumaru's sister, she had to at least locate her for him.
"Do you know where I can find them?" Sango asked, urgently.
"Yes, they went to Shonen Sunday, Naraku Onigumo kidnapped her."
"WHAT?"
Sango knew where this was going. Shonen Sunday was the direct enemy of Clamp. They must've wanted Kagura back and Sesshoumaru too! They wanted them to work for Naraku instead of Sango!
Sango dropped the phone. "Hello? Sango? You there?" Jaken spoke on the other line. "Hm… guess she's gone…"
Sango was in a hurry. She should have someone accompany her to Shonen Sunday. Like the rumors said, Naraku probably WAS a creep. There was not a trace of doubt in her.
The first person she called was Kagome. Her best friend since Elementary school. Kagome was a very cheerful person, unless Inuyasha was with Kikyou. Kagome was a therapist right now, knowing Kagome, she probably make a good one. Sango dialed the number, and waited.
"Hey Sango! Wassup?" Asked Kagome.
"I need your help! You need to help find someone!"
Kagome was interested, but sorry. "I'm sorry, Sango, I'm in the middle of a session, try to ask Miroku?"
"Miroku?"
"So… how do you feel about it?"
"WHAT?" Sango asked.
"I'm sorry Sango, I was talking to my patient….gotta get back to her!" Kagome excused. "Bye!"
She hung up.
Why would Kagome think Sango should ask MIROKU?
"Whatever!" Sango said to herself, and dialed Inuyasha's number.
Inuyasha answered. "Hey Sang' 'sup?"
Sango's voice was urgent. "You have to help me find someone!"
"Sorry Sango, I'm in the middle of a date with Kikyou." Inuyasha stopped as Sango growled. "Not a word to Kagome, okay?"
Sango was angry. "You're such a two timer!"
"Why don't you ask Miroku to help you?" Inuyasha suggested. "Please don't tell Kagome! She'll kill me!"
"Fine."
Sango hung up.
Why was everyone telling her to ask Miroku? They were all busy; it was almost like a plan.
She couldn't miss the chance though.
She dialed Miroku's number.
"Yes?" He answered.
"Miroku… I'm sorry."
There was silence. "I'm glad you said that." He said. "It sounds like you need something from me."
It was so surprising how he would read her mind.
"Actually, I do need your help." Sango replied. "Because I'm going to look for Sesshoumaru's kidnapped sister right now, wanna come with me?"
Miroku was shocked. "She was kidnapped? By who?"
"By that bastard, Naraku Onigumo..."
"That creepy business man? That's always on TV?"
Sango nodded.
Miroku had no right to refuse this. "What are we waiting for, let's go!"
It was obvious to Sango that Kagome and Inuyasha were right about calling Miroku. He didn't deny her at all!
(X)
Sango and Miroku arrived to the Shonen Sunday building in Sango's black Lexus. They stared at the crowd of fan girls, and Sango was TRYING to get the thought of that OUT of Miroku's mind.
But, like she imagined, Miroku went up to the girls and started flirting.
"Why are all these girls gathered here anyway?" Sango asked herself. "Maybe they're just here for SESSHOUMARU TAKAHASHI, not YOU, Miroku!" Sango tried to make that statement nice and loud.
The flirtatious monk continued skimming through the crowd. Sango could here some phrases such as:
"Hey… the guy's pretty cute too… maybe I should ditch Sesshoumaru and take HIM home!"
Sango was pissed all right, completely because of the "Kagura" incident. Now, what was she going to do?
She pulled Miroku's ear, and pulled him to the door of the building. "You're LUCKY I HAVE to do this!" Sango growled. "C'mon! Let's go!"
They took the elevator.
"Um… Miroku… what floor do we go to?"
Miroku was silent.
"That's easy! The top floor!"
Sango squinted at him. "How do you know THAT?"
Miroku gave Sango a smart look. Did he think she was stupid? Besides… she already had enough of the pervert, the look could be anything from thinking of something perverted… or just… plain Miroku!
"Isn't it obvious? All CEOs are on the top floor!"
"Not always…"
Miroku smirked. "Well, you're on the top floor!"
"How do you know that?" Sango blushed.
He didn't answer.
Sango was deep in thought. She never knew Miroku had such a sharp side to him. Usually, what she imagined was a flirtatious, lecherous monk.
They took it to the top floor, and exited the elevator.
"Okay! We should start looking for-"
Miroku put a hand over Sango's mouth, which made her blush.
"Shhhhh… that creep Naraku might be here… we don't want to be so hasty."
Miroku decided to look on the office windows to see what was there, but there was nothing to be found.
Sango walked to the end of the hall, this room was locked.
She decided peek into the keyhole, curious of what was there.
What she saw surprised her.
Rin wasn't there.
No kidnapped kids were there.
Naraku wasn't there.
What she saw was making her suffer. The whole scene made her want to gag.
The room was filled with smoke, but she could see what was happening.
Tears came down of the girl's face, the last tear she'll probably shed.
"KAGURA?"
"SESSHOUMARU?"
"WHAT THE HELL…!"
I'm sorry about updating so late... I've been so BUSY lately! I promise to update if you promise to review, okay?
So… what do you guys think? Should I end it… or have some other plots tie in with this? For me, I want to at least reach 20 chapters. So many things to do in school right now… and I'm totally having an obsession over TVXQ… do you know them? They're called DBSK too! (Dong Bang Shin Ki) I love Hero and Xiah! They're so cute Oo I know…! I shouldn't talk about this… yeah, yeah, yeah…
Well, until next week you guys!
Unforgettable Poet (Sango Teyijin)