Okay guys, I am so freaking sorry it has taken me so long to write another chapter for both of my fanfics but I am updating all of my stories ( including wattpad stories I made) and posting all of them very soon. So I hope you enjoy this 😁 Alex is explained


As I walked to school the next morning I thought about Fang and how I would stop Lisa. Yesterday I had lost it, and today I wasn't sure how anyone would react when I got to school or if the principal (Mr. Jax) would expel me because this was not the first time I had attacked Lisa before and it probably wouldn't be the last. As I got closer to the school's looming fences I saw everything was normal except Mr. Jax (Nooooo!) standing there at the front doors along with Lisa standing their like she ruled the whole world (we would all die if she did). I stopped walking before I got in hearing range and grabbed my Ipod and put the red and black earbuds in, while putting on my favorite band ever; My Chemical Romance along with one of my favorite songs from them; Desolation Row. I started walking again through the gates but away from the main doors. I mean I knew it wouldn't last forever but I had to stay away as long as I could so I ran to "The TREE" and started climbing.

I sat on one of the very top branches and took a deep breath. I did not feel like facing Lisa after her talking about Alex. You see, Alex was my best friend from the beginning but I guess not through the end. He was what you could always ask for in a friend, and a best friend of that. He was sweet, funny, and sassy. He had black hair that was brown in the sunlight and bright green eyes. I missed him so much. Anyway as we got closer to high school, more people started having a crush on him because of his good looks as you can believe and as other people started to like him and so did Lisa. But as I said for Fang, Alex also liked her and thought she was beautiful so he fell for her... hard but as we all know she's a slut and a bitch and as they were leaving a party heavily intoxicated a loaded truck rammed into them. They were all taken to the hospital immediately, but Alex... he didn't make it and i hated myself for him because of what I had said to him before he left. I was angry at him than and told him that I hated him and that he should not have been dating a slut like Lisa and we argued until he left slamming the door and saying he was going to a party with Lisa, saying that she was better than me in so many ways.

When I got a phone call saying that Alex was in the hospital barely holding on to his life. I ran to the hospital because my I didn't have my car yet and got their just in time holding onto my tears. As I got into his room, the tears fell. He was in bed with an IV in his arm and tubes down his throat. I really wished that, that wasn't the image i would have of seeing him for the last time. As i walked to his bed, I saw his eyes open weakly while watching me. I ran to him and hugged him careful of not pressing the IV into his arm anymore than it already was. I sobbed into his shoulder telling him that I was sorry and that I didn't hate him, and told him to not leave me. He had promised me years ago that he would never leave me and here he was slowly fading away.I soon heard whispers coming from and leaned closer. "I'm so sorry M-max, i'm sorry i won't be able to keep my promise or that I won't be able to protect you from the boys that try to hit on you, or that i won't get to see what the world brings to you; beautiful or ugly, and i'm sorry that i didn't listen to you about Lisa and her friends" More tears fell " Please promise me that you wont let her do what she did to me ever again" I looked at him " I promise Alex" I said and than i heard his last final words that he would ever say to me again.

"I love you"


OH my gosh, I think I cried a little writing this but anyway here you go (P.S and yes I did use my name and yes i did use it for a boy)

Peace out fools ✌