I sat in the front seat of my mom's mini van.

"Keep breathing Suzy," she hasn't called me Suzy since I was five. She held my hand while she was driving. I kept a hand on my 37 week full grown belly. The baby wasn't due for another three weeks… but she was ready now. I was taking in deep breaths the best I could. Contractions came and went about every seven minutes. I squeezed my mom's hand when one came. There were only about 3 on the 20 minute trip to the hospital.

I think my mom is more worried about this than I am, if that's possible.

Approaching the counter my mom was frantic. I stopped near the counter because another contraction was hitting. "she's… uh baby… snell… we called," mom was seriously going crazy. I opened my eyes as it passed, and approached the lady at the counter myself. The lady with a now very confused look on her face. "Hi, we called on the way, I'm uh having a baby," I said rubbing my stomach matter of factly.

"Yes of course, room 308 is ready for you. Kyle here will bring you on down," we were directed to a private little room. They took my mom out for a minute while they hooked me up to a million different machines.

"Is that the baby on that one right there?" I asked Kyle trying to distract him. He was very obviously looking at my boobs.

"Uh… yeah right here's your heart rate and bellow it in green is the baby's, everything's looking good," I tightened up when my next contraction came.

"You okay?" he asked.

"Yeah… Just kind of… in labor here," I said… well duh.

He set my feet up in the stirrups like the ones the gyno. This was just all making me more uncomfortable. This guy was defiantly into me, but I was defiantly not into him. I don't think I'll be into any guy for a while. After Tommy, and having a baby, it's just not going to be the same. Guys probably won't be a part of my life for a very long time. Ehhh now he's going to look at me in places that I don't want to think about. He touched me, it felt so wrong in so many ways.

"So where's daddy?" he asked me. I'm not sure if it was actually inappropriate the way he asked that, or if I was just so appalled by this guy it seemed that way.

"He's dead," I said not looking him in the eye as he gave me a dilation check.

"Not yours, this little one's" he placed his hand on my belly and I flinched.

"Yeah, yeah, her dad's gone," the hospital was just out of Chamberlin and although the Black Prom was all the rage back home, they tried to keep it quite outside of the town. As quite as they can for as long as they can. He probably knew about the incident, just it didn't click. My dad, however, is living in Florida with his wife and their 3 kids. He left me and my mom when I was 8. He got remarried 5 years later when he new wife, Katherine got pregnant with their first kid. Besides that, who hits on a girl while she's in labor… that's sick.

"Oh, I'm sorry to hear that," but really that's what he wanted to hear.

I was saved when my doctor decided to finally show up. "Well, interesting night huh!" he pushed back the stirrups and I got myself in a comfortable position. "You're about 4cm along, so you have about 6 to go," he looked over at Kyle who couldn't make it more obvious about his little crush. "Kyle will you go check on room 290?"

"Right away," he left the room quickly so he could make his way back.

"There is no room 290," Dr. Martin told me. I began laughing and then oh shit another one. These really hurt. They really really hurt.

"Hang in there, I'll send in your mom. And we'll get you an epidural ready"

Tommy (POV)

The past eight months, I've just wanted to cry. But I can't, because well I'm not real. I can see her and feel her presents, she's so close to me and my heart, but I can do nothing to comfort her. I can't hold her hand, and that's all I want to do. I want her to know I' m here. Please, somehow let her know. I've been here. I'm waiting for that baby to come just like she is. She's almost here, my waiting is almost over. But what will happen after that?

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