Sneaking around….."forever"
Jason hugged Bren as the tears continue to flow. She held him tightly, and just sobbed. "Brenda?" She lifted her head, and looked into his eyes. He took his hands and wiped her tears away. "I hope these are tears of joy, and not a realization of what you have agreed too."
Bren smiled. Her eyes red from crying, but she still took his breath away.
Jason rubbed her cheek. "Say something."
Bren looked into his eyes. "I just can't believe it. A year ago, you were in Port Charles, and I was missing you sooo much. I prayed, and asked God to give me the strength to move on. I never could….you still owned my heart. And then you found out about Jazz, and you were devastated. The hurt that was in your eyes, stayed with me. I thought it was something you would never get over. And the only thing I wanted, was you….to just talk to me again. Eventually you did, and I was so grateful. It was not easy, to even get to that point, but it still wasn't enough, I wanted you to love me again. At that time, I felt like you never would." She looked into his eyes. "I use to cry a lot, because we were around each other everyday, but we acted like strangers. It was so hard being so close to you all the time, and not being able to touch, or kiss you. And then there was Hawaii, and you told me you never stopped loving me, and that was enough for me. Just to have your love again, made me the happiest woman ever. Especially, after everything I'd done." She reached up and touched his cheek. "Never in a million years, would I…ever think…you ..would want to marry me? I'm curious, baby, what brought you to that point?"
He looked into her eyes, and touched her hair. "Love brought me to that point. I love you, and I want to be more than your boyfriend, or lover, or child's father. I want to be your husband, and I want to call you wife."
Brenda smiled, as another tear fell. She looked down at the princess cut diamond on her finger. "It's gorgeous."
"Glad you like it."
"I love it. Sweetheart, you could have given me a cherry ring pop, and I would still love it."
Jason laughs. "You deserve the best. Being that it is a symbol of my love for you, no ring pop will do."
She leaned over, wrapped her arms around his neck, and their noses touch. "Forever?"
He looked into her eyes. "Forever." He pulled her into a kiss. "Let's get up off this floor."
"Ok."
He stands and pulls her up. She walked over to the bed and got in. Jason removed his pants and joined her. They look into each other's eyes, and he starts kissing her neck, as she rubs his head. He makes a path down her body. He finds the clasp on her bra, and unfastened it, and then he starts kissing her, taking her in between his teeth…..teasing. She closed her eyes, and ran her fingers through his hair. He continued to make his way, down her body, stopping at her navel, licking and kissing. His hand continues the journey down to her sweet spot, as she moaned his name. He moved back up to her mouth, while his hands continued caressing her love.
Jason looked down at Bren. "Open your eyes. I want to see those brown eyes."
Bren opens her eyes. "Best feeling in the world, having those eyes looking back at me."
"I feel the same way about yours. I love you."
"I love you too. I hope you know how much."
"If this ring is any inclination, a whole lot."
Jason smiles. Bren reached up and caressed his face. "You looked so nice in your suit, and you did it all for me. Thank you, for loving me enough, to take the time, to make this day special."
"You deserved it, and I wanted to do it right."
"How did you pull it off?"
"It wasn't as difficult as you would think. It took a lot of planning, but it was mostly about getting the right people involved. Everything went pretty smoothly, well until the end"
"You were so nervous. I thought you were going to break up with me or something. I had no idea you were going to ask me to marry you." Bren looked at the ring again. "Somebody pinch me. Still can't believe it."
"Believe it."
"The other times I was supposed to marry, I had doubts and questions. I don't have any with you. Even before we ever got romantic, I could always depend on you. All the men who supposedly loved me, were never there for me like you were. I feel safe with you, appreciated by you, and most of all loved by you." She pulls him into a kiss. "And no one has ever given me a ring this huge." They both laugh. Bren looks into his eyes. "I just hope I can be the kind of wife you deserve."
"I just want you to be you. The woman who has sole possession of my heart, and who drives me crazy. There isn't anything I would change about you." He takes her left hand in his, and brings it to his mouth, and kisses it. "I don't want to wait…as soon as possible."
"Ok. No long engagement?"
"I know I want to marry you, why wait?"
Bren smiled. "I'm so happy. I just want to hold on to this feeling forever. And why aren't you making love to your wife to be? Oh my goodness that sounds so weird! Wait I need to do something."
She stands up in the bed, and jumps up and down. "I'm getting married! Owww! She plops back down. And looks in to his eyes. "And to the man of my dreams. This is all just so unbelievable. I thought I would never find someone, that would love me like I loved them." She looked into his eyes. "But baby, you take it a step further, your love is my joy. It's mind blowing. I'm so grateful to God, and every angel in heaven, for bringing us together. I love you. She takes a seat in his lap, and wraps her arms around his neck, as they kiss.
Their kiss builds in intensity. She falls back on to pillow, her lips never separating from his. Their tongues intertwine, as they become intoxicated from the taste of each other's love. He moved down to her neck, and kissed it passionately, as she moaned his name. He eventually makes his way down to her chest, and uses his skill to make her melt. "Jason….I…..need…..you."
Jason looked down at her. "Not yet." He moved down her body, and trailed kisses down her thigh. He finds her joy and her moans get louder. His kisses are slow and deep. She begs and pleads, but he doesn't let up. Her breathing increases, until her body tenses and shakes. He moves back up to her neck, kissing, licking, pulling the skin into his mouth. He positions himself, grabs her left hand intertwining it with his, as he pushed his hips forward, connecting them. His back curves and straightens as he makes love to her. He slows it up, allowing her to feel all of him, inch by inch. Her legs wrapped tightly around his waist, as she buries her face in his shoulder, kissing and biting it. He flips over on his back, never leaving her. She takes control, and his hands, serve as a guide on her waist. She keeps the pace he sets. She leans forward, and they kiss, as she makes love to him. He grabs both sides of her face, and deepens the kiss, as he takes control. She moans, as he increases the intensity. Jason sits up, and she wraps her legs around his waist. They continue kissing and making love to each to other. She throws her head back, and he finds her neck again. She reached back and gripped his thigh, as she moved her body against his. Feeling him getting close, she wraps her arms around his neck, and uses her love to grip him, as he releases….
Jason looked on as Bren slept. He took in every inch of her face. She was sleeping so peacefully. He couldn't believe she said yes. She never talked about marriage, except when she was joking. So, he had no idea how she even felt about it, but it was obvious by her reaction, that she wanted it more than anything. She didn't expect it, which made it even more special. She was just happy to be with him, in any way. He needed that commitment. He knew without a doubt, that she was the one for him. If he could, he'd marry her tomorrow. He loved her soo much. He thought about all the years, he sat and watched her, love other men, and be hurt by them. He never thought he would ever get the chance to love her. The best decision he ever made, was going to Rome and bringing her back to Port Charles. It changed his life. Bren moved, and her eyes open.
"Jason, what are you doing still up?"
"Looking at you."
Bren smiled. "It's been a long day, you need to get some rest." She leaned over and gave him a kiss.
Jason blue eyes are burning a hole in her. "You are too far away. I want you over here." Bren moved over to him, and he pulled her even closer, as she rested her head on his chest.
"Brenda, do you have any idea, where you would like to get married?"
"In a church."
"No, I mean what continent? South America? Europe? Asia?"
"Jason, I don't know…how you are going to feel about this, but I think we should get married in North America…the United States…and Port Charles to be exact."…...
