Title: All the Love That We Shared
Author: Carlykinz
Beta Reader: Jenny-Gibbs-forever
Pairing: Megan/ Tommy
Rating: K
Summary: We can fight it. We can try to run, but sometimes, certain people come into our lives, make footprints on our hearts, and we are never the same again. What if she had a secret? What if Megan did not leave Tommy? Or New York for just one reason? What if she had a secret? Only to turn to the one person she did not want to turn to.
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AN: This is my first Megan and Tommy fan fiction so please be kind. I got the idea after watching the show from season 1 -3 and the most important thing is that you will like it and I apologise for any spelling errors and incorrect grammar, which I shall sort out as soon as possible, well enjoy!
Ok, so in this story Megan and Tommy's relationship had been on and off for 6 years whilst Megan was a resident at New York General and Tommy was a rookie in the police force but, once Megan's residency was over and one of Tommy's stupid mistakes slowly ended anything they had left.
So Megan moved back to Philadelphia feeling alone and vulnerable with a secret that she could no longer keep and her only option was to go to the one person she did not want to turn to.
A huge thank you to my lovely Beta Reader Jenny-Gibbs-Forever who actually wrote this entire chapter and I hope you will enjoy reading it as much as I did reading it.
Chapter 11 – I am not giving up on us
Joan knocked softy on her daughter's bedroom door" Megan darling can I come in"
"One second" Megan rushed around her room putting on her pyjamas, then jumped into bed "come in"
Joan smiled at her daughter as she walked over to her bad and sat on the end "how was last night"
"It was good, how was your night?" Megan tried to change the subject so she got out of bed and walked to her closet to pick something to wear for the day
"Oh it was fine, but tell me about your night I want to know all the details" Joan smirked at her daughter who had her back facing her
"Oh you know just dinner... then we talked and then he left he is very handsome I must admit" still deciding on what the wear.
"Oh I see, that all?" Joan smirked again "because I s-" she spotted Megan's red dress on the floor she went over and picked it up, seeing a big dark red patch "what happened to you dress?"
"Umm... Todd spilt the wine last night" Megan smiled at the remember the events that happened after
"Oh I see so he had a bit much to drink last night?" Joan rested the dress over her arm and made her way to the door "is that why he was running across our front yard in just his boxes when I got home? I'll get this to the dry cleaners for you if you like?" Joan left Megan's room laughing while Megan stood at her closet in shock.
Megan had to get out of the house so she grabbed her keys "I'm going out" she yelled before leaving, the whole drive into town Megan couldn't stop thinking about three things...Tommy..Todd...and the baby... what the hell am I going to-do she thought maybe shopping for shoes will get my mind off this problem.
Megan was slowly making her way around the shopping centre every now and then popping into a shop until she walked past a baby shop... and she couldn't help but go in, looking around trying to hold back tears that were forming just staring at a small baby shirt she took a deep breath trying to clear her head..
"Can I help you with anything?" a young girl smiled up at Megan
"Err what sorry?" Megan was not paying attention
"Do you need help picking sizes? Or were looking for anything in particular?" the girl gave Megan a toothy grin
"Ummm I'm not sure" Megan look worried
"First time?" Megan nodded "ok so do you know if it's a boy or girl?" she shook her head "ok umm we have some really cute white jumpsuits over here" She took Megan to another section of the store
Megan left the baby shop having bought a few bits and pieces; she stuffed the baby clothes in her handbag thanking herself that it was big because she did not want to run into anyone holding a bag from the baby shop. Deciding it was time to have a break from shopping Megan went into a little coffee shop she ordered a mint tea then made her way to the corner of the room, she felt her phone buzz ... a message from Todd;
'Hey Megan miss you I had a really great night last night when can I see you again xx Todd'
she drew in a sharp breath just realising she had to make a decision on whether to tell Todd that it was his baby or that it was Tommy's ...
Megan had been sitting in the coffee shop for about an hour and after she finished her second tea she got up left a tip and made her way out until she heard a very familiar voice; 'can I get a black coffee thanks' Megan's heart stopped she took a deep breath and turned around the sight in front of her nearly made her collapse "What are you doing here?" she asked in a stern voice
He smirked and without turning around to face her he answered, "Well it's nice to see you too, would you like to join me for coffee?" he ordered Megan a coffee
"No I'm fine but you didn't answer my question?"
This time he turned and faced her "please just 10 minutes that's all I need," he pleaded
"Fine Tommy but, make it quick" he followed her to the table and passed her a coffee "umm no thanks I'm fine I just had one..."
"look Megan I'm so sorry for what I did and I know I hurt you real bad but we were so happy don't you think you could give us another chance please that's all I ask for I miss you so much, and I know everything about you and you know everything about me"
"Yes, we were but, we are not anymore not for the last six weeks we were together I was so miserable... and no...No you don't know me" Megan looked away from him silent tears breaking through her closed eyes and sliding down her cheek
"then how did I know where to find you?" he sighed "Megan look don't cry you know I hate it when you cry I hate it when your upset please give me a chance I can make everything right again please I'm begging you"
"No, it's over" unable to control the tears now she got up and started walking out "I'm sorry Tommy but I never want to see you again not for a while. The way things... things are complicated at the moment" she turned and left but Tommy wasn't going to let her get away not a second time
"Megan please wait don't walk away" he ran after her
Megan did not look back she kept her head down and walked faster until she ran into someone looking up "I'm sorry- oh my Todd... what are you doing down here?"
He laughs until he saw she was crying and a guy calling her name "Megan you ok? Did this guy hurt you?"
"No don't worry-"but she was stopped.
Tommy had caught up to her seeing her talking to guy he got a little bit jealous facing the guy "who are you?"
"I could ask the same thing, what did you do to Megan?" Todd took a step closer to Tommy
"I'm her-"he started but was interrupted by Megan
"Please can we not do this Tommy you heard what I said please leave" she pulled Todd's arm "come on lets go"
Tommy stood shocked "well well Megan you moved on fast" unable to control the urges he pulled back his fist and swung at Todd's face getting him in the eye he took a step back.
"What the hell Tommy?" Megan scream going to Todd's side but he gently pushed her away and went for Tommy punching him square in the face giving him a bloody nose.
He laughed, and then looked at Megan then back at Todd who shook his head and walked away. he knew if he wanted another chance with Megan he was going to have to earn it and punching that guy wasn't going to get him in the good books.
Megan turned to Todd "let's get you home"
Megan held a small bag of ice to Todd's face "are you sure you're ok?" she looked at him with her face filled with worry.
"Yeah I'm fine... umm Megan what did he mean by... you move on fast...?" he asked taking the bag from his face.
"Umm there is some things I need to explain to you and please let me get it all out before saying or doing anything or ... or I won't be able to-do it.." now or never she thought.
They both sat opposite each other on the sofa at Todd's apartment.
"Ok so I used to live with Tommy he was my boyfriend for about... six months until he cheated on me... then I left and came back home... well that's the short version that's not the main point here.." Megan looked down at her hands... I need to tell him
"And there is one-"Megan started but was stopped
"Wait... wait so am I a rebound?" Todd asked frowning
"No... No you're not," she said looking into his eyes this time "I really do like you... a lot but I'm not sure how you feel about me after I tell you this..." his smiled faded a bit "I'm... I'm" she could not say the words "I'm pregnant" she shut her eyes
After about a minutes silence she looked up at Todd and he had a blank look upon his handsome face "is...is it mine?" because we just had... we were just together last night..." she shook her head tears falling free from her eyes again Todd stood up "um I'm sorry I got to go get my head around all this" he started for the door.
"Its Tommy's but I didn't know until I came home and then I met you and it wasn't until later" he did not turn around "I love you" that made him stop and turn around.
"Are you just saying tha-"he was stopped by Megan's lips crashing onto his?
She slowly pulled back looking into his eyes "no I'm not just saying that I really do love you... and I was wondering if you would help me raise... this baby" Megan placed her hands onto her stomach
"I'm guessing Tommy doesn't know about the baby then?" she shook her head, he thought for a second then smiled "I would love to" he smiled at her then he softly grabbed her waist and pulled her closer to him then pulling her in a passionate kiss.
Megan was not sure if it was love or not but it felt right and from that moment on, that was enough...