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Chapter 11

BPOV

I was dreading going to school today. I knew that I was bound to run into Edward and I didn't know who had already found out about Edward and I, and I honestly wasn't ready for all the stares I knew would come my way if anyone had found out, I mean it was a small town and news did travel fast, Charlie could have even known for all I know.

Sitting up in bed I pulled my hair up into a messy bun and sighed. I knew that I couldn't avoid going to school without a good excuse and Charlie would see right through my bull and wonder what was going on with me and why I didn't want to go to school.

I wont lie I missed Edward and I wanted to be near him again and see him, but I didn't want to be the one to give in first, I needed to know that he really wanted me and that he was willing to fight for me.

I was mad with Emmett too and I knew that I shouldn't be, it wasn't his fault that Rosalie was a manipulative bitch, and he didn't know the situation, so he was innocent in all of this and was just talking to Rosalie thinking that she was a nice person, and maybe she was and she just hid it behind the bitchiness.

"Can you forgive me, I'm sorry for whatever I did, I didn't mean to make you mad. I even made you breakfast." Emmett said as he peeked into my room and pouted.

"Come in Emmett, I'm not mad at you, I shouldn't have been in the first place, you didn't deserve that and I'm sorry." I said softly as I got up and walked to him, wrapping my arms around his waist.

"It's ok B, I'm glad you're not mad at me anymore. So would you care for some breakfast?"

I swatted his arm playfully, "You did not just ask me that, of course I want breakfast."

"So is it ok if I call Rosalie and ask her out on a date?" Emmett asked.

I sighed and looked up at him, I knew he was really interested in her and maybe he would be good for her and hopefully she would change her ways , but I knew that Emmett needed to be careful, because she could just be pretending to actually like him just to spite me.

"Just promise me that you will be careful." I said.

"Ok, I promise." He said and kissed my forehead.

"Now get out, I have to shower and get ready for school." I said as I stood up.

"Yeah you do, I knew I smelt something funny." Emmett said as he wrinkled his nose.

"Whatever Emmett." I said as I threw a pillow at him, and he left my room.

After I had showered and got dressed, I grabbed my bag and made my way downstairs.

"Your dad left already." Emmett said.

"Well I'm out, I'll see you later." I said as I grabbed my keys and left.

I drove to school in silence not really in the mood for music, I needed to think about things and the silence was better to do that in. before I knew it, I was pulling up to school and found a spot to park in.

He was already here, I spotted his silver Volvo parked a few cars away, and I suddenly felt nervous all of a sudden. Shutting off my truck, I grabbed my bag and got out, closing and locking the door behind me.

"Good morning." Alice said as she walked up next to me and linked arms.

"Morning, sorry I left the party without saying goodbye personally, I just needed to leave." I said.

"It's ok, I understand, I'm glad you came though." She said to me.

"How is he Alice?" I asked.

Even though he and I weren't talking, I still was worried about him and wanted to know how he was.

"Honestly, he's miserable, but he's being stubborn and I'm working on him." Alice said.

We split up to go to our first class of the morning and I couldn't help but think about Edward and how much I had missed him.

I didn't realize how much time had passed during my third class because it was now lunch time. The bell rang, I packed up my stuff and made my way to the cafeteria and joined the line. I got my food then went to sit at my usual table.

"Hey Bella." Alice said as she sat down next to me.

"Hey Ali, I thought you normally sit next to your family." I said.

"I do, but I wanted to sit next to you today." She said.

"Well I am honored." I said as we both laughed.

We talked through out lunch and I learned so much about Alice and she about me. The bell rang signaling the end of lunch, we threw our stuff away and said our goodbyes.

I made my way to biology which I had with Edward and took my seat once I got inside. Edward came in a few minutes later and sat next to me.

"Ok class today we are going to watch a movie on the reproductive system." Mr. Molina said as he turned off the lights and pressed play.

I kept glancing at Edward who was now writing something and I wondered what he was writing and a part of me was hoping that it is for me, but I didn't want to get my hopes up.

As usual I wasn't paying attention to the video, and I wanted to know what Edward was up to. The bell rang and the whole class began picking up.

"Ok guys are going to finish watching the video tomorrow and then I want a detailed report about the video." Mr. Molina said.

Well I was screwed, I hadn't been paying attention, and I guess that's what Edward was doing, taking notes. He had already left the classroom and I guess he couldn't be around me.

I made my way to my locker to get my books that I needed to do my homework. I noticed an envelope in my locker, I grabbed it and ran my finger over the writing, I knew that it was Edward's handwriting.

I grabbed my stuff and shut my locker making my way to my car and got in and made my way home. I wanted to open the letter now but I needed to wait until I got home.

Once I arrived home, I grabbed my stuff and made my way inside. I sat down on my bed and looked at the envelope, I was afraid of what it might say.

"Hey, I'm going out are you going to be ok?" Emmett asked as he walked into my room.

"Yeah, I'll be fine. Have fun and be careful." I said as I smiled at him.

He kissed the top of my head and left. I sighed and stared at the envelope again, before finally deciding to open it.

Dear Bella,

I know I was an ass, and what I said to you was wrong, I am truly sorry and I wish I could take it back, but I do know that its hard for me to be away from you, and as stubborn as I was being, I knew that I had to do everything I could to fight for you, and hopefully this letter can be the start to getting back to us. I honestly hope we can work things out. I know we have a lot to discuss but I'm willing to try if you are.

Love always,

Edward.

I couldn't help the tears that fell; I knew that we both were going to be ok, as long as we had each other. We would have to talk it out and he was going to have to learn to trust me and be able to let me in.

Again I am so sorry that this is late, I don't know if I am really feeling this chapter, this was written a while back and just needed to be typed up. But I will leave that to you all to decide whether you liked it or not through your reviews.

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