Amy's POV

If Amy thought that she felt excruciating pain when Karma rejected her in her Mother's wedding now she realized that was nothing in compare of what she was feeling now, she felt lost, numb and with every step that she took to get away from Karma her heart broke a little bit more each time. What that hell happened? Amy though over and over again. Everything was kind of perfect between them and just in one second all her efforts when straight to the window and it was all her fault, one fucking kiss that ruined everything, the kiss of death, the kiss that made her question everything and confused her as hell, one thing she was certain she need it to talk with Reagan as soon as possible because apparently thanks to Karma's help she was still harboring feelings for the brunette but she was nowhere to be found, no surprise there she practically dragged Karma in front of her to the restrooms to fuck her, Reagan probably thought she didn't have a chance with her anymore "Great you scared off to girls in one night Raudenfeld, way to go" so she went home without saying goodbye to Karma, she said that already too many times to count.

As soon as Amy reached her bed , she collapse, it was meant to happen sooner or later , she thought about Karma , about her friendship and how everything just went downhill after the homecoming assembly, but surprisingly she didn't regret anything. How can she when Karma made her the happiest girl in the world? Yes she was miserable right now and yes she suffered because of her too many times to count but she also never felt more alive, this past week she felt more alive that in her whole life. Maybe she has feelings for Reagan but her feelings for Karma are far more intense and profound. They always were even though she made such an effort to bury them by dating Reagan they never really went away. She even tried to date that guy Felix but it was pointless. Karma was and is undeniable to her, a force of nature you can't fight with, her one and only. Maybe she needs to tell Karma that, to confess one more time her undying love for her and hope for the best thought Amy.

-I should call her or better yet I should go to her house right now and made the most romantic speech ever! That's it, that's what I need to do! Amy said excitedly to herself almost jumping from her bed. Her pride can go to hell, if there was a slightly chance of Karma maybe feeling the same way as her she would take it without a doubt in her mind.

-Ok you weirdo do that and let people sleep for Christ's sake! Lauren yelled from her room. Amy chuckled at her stepsister and tempted her luck one more time.

-Lauren can I borrow your car? Amy asked a little too loud that probably her neighbors heard her but she couldn't care less, adrenaline was running high in her blood, she was going to ask Karma out on a date and finally made things official between them and she wasn't taking no for an answer.

The door of her room opened to reveal a mad looking Lauren with mascara in her face and a pickle in one of her eyes; she was probably doing a beauty sleep when Amy woke her up. She threw Amy the car keys and shut the door strongly leaving a smiley Amy behind her.

-Don't you dare to have sex in it or I will end you Raudenfeld! Lauren warned her. Amy laughed at the idea and yelled back "Don't worry we will probably do it in her bed anyway so don't wait up"

-GROSS! I didn't need that image in my head thanks a lot, now freaking go already before you wake up the entire neighborhood and end up in jail again responded Lauren in her usually bitchy tone.

Amy put herself together one more time and left to Karma's house, little did she know that another blonde was with her best friend right now.

Karma's POV

After Amy left the restrooms Karma stayed for a couple of minutes crying her eyes out. Like twenty minutes later she decided to stop the pity party and fixed herself to get out of the restrooms. She opened the door without even looking her way out and stumbled directly into a familiar blonde girl.

-I'm so sorry. I'm a little distracted. Did I hurt you? Karma asked in a worried voice while she was helping the girl to stand up. The blonde looked at her with those bright blue eyes and Karma recognized her immediately and for the smile she gave her she did too.

-Stumble with an angel can't never hurt sweetheart said Emily with a flirtatious voice and winked at her making Karma blush a little.

-Emily, what are the odds? Is always nice seeing you said Karma politely and hugged her , she was from a family of huggers so she hug her nothing wrong with that , is not like she was broken and in desperately need to hug someone , no that wasn't the case.

-You definitely need a drink honey, come on is on me said Emily concerned, she probably figured that Karma was having some sort of break down right there , nobody just hug a person that barely knows like for 5 minutes.

Once they were sitting in a table and with drinks in hand, Emily was waiting for Karma to spill the beans but she was very concentrate in drinking like a water depraved person, so Emily decided to break the ice.

-Is Amy isn't it? Emily asked blunt, that name instantly made Karma look miserable and sad like an abandoned puppy. She nodded in response and asked the waiter another drink, she need it to drink her sorrows away.

-What happened? The last time I saw you guys I thought that everything was going to work out between you two Emily asked confused , she really thought this girls were soulmates , perfectly in love for each other. What could possibly go wrong?

-REAGAN happened! That bitch stole her away before I had the chance to tell her how I feel about her! Karma said frustrated more to herself than to Reagan. She knew everything was kind of her fault, she waited too long, she accepted that lousy agreement with Amy when deep down she knew it wasn't enough for neither of them. She was too afraid to ask Amy to be her girlfriend, too afraid of being rejected by her, so she waited for Amy to take the first step , let her all the hard work like she always did and now she lost her , to Reagan, who obviously promise her things Karma couldn't gave her.

-Oh the ex, well she is kind of hot said Emily teasingly, gaining a death glare from Karma who was attacking her third drink of the night like it was water in the middle of the desert.

-She said she still had feelings for Reagan and I can't blame her she is sexy, confident, hot with really cool hair and I bet that she has a magic vagina that taste like chocolate or something said Karma resigned. Emily looked at her in disbelief. Karma just described herself. "This girl really doesn't know how beautiful she is" though Emily to herself.

-Hey, she had nothing on you. You are breathtakingly beautiful, any girl or boy will be lucky to have you. I know I would Emily said with all seriousness. Karma blushed at her compliment and avoided her gaze. She felt slightly attracted to Emily, maybe she has a thing for blondes or for blondes that looked like Amy, yep she was pretty much doom thought Karma

-You are just saying that because I'm a mess right now and you want to seduce me said Karma, the alcohol was starting to kick in her system and drunken Karma doesn't have a filter. Emily laughed at her and now her face was too close to Karma's making the redheaded a little nervous about it.

-Seducing heartbroken girls is not my style, no matter how beautiful they are whispered Emily in Karma's ear in a seductive voice that let her a little bit hot. She instantly drank a little more to cool off her needs.

-Well, that's too bad said Karma boldly. She didn't know what came on to her to say that. Was she trying to flirt with Emily? Maybe she needed it the distraction. Maybe she needed it to erase from her mind the image of Reagan and Amy together and happy that kept playing over and over again. Maybe she was hurt and wanted revenge. They were a lot of maybes in her mind right now and she wasn't thinking clearly.

-That's the rules. Can't break them honey said Emily pouting. She is too cute when she does that thought Karma and immediately felt guilty for even thinking that. She just "broke up" with Amy and here she is drinking with another girl and having thoughts less than friendly about her. But in another hand, Amy chose Reagan over her. If Amy was moving on or backwards whatever, she had the right to do the same and Emily seemed like a nice choice.

-Maybe you can make an exception this time said Karma seductively , she was now at inches of Emily's lips and looking at her like asking for permission to keep going. Emily's cheeks were flushed she was definitely affected with Karma proximity but instead of gave her the green light , she back away entirely leaving Karma very confused and a little bit hurt actually.

-Look Karma, is not like I don't want to kiss you because believe me I do but you are hurting right now and you want to punish Amy for leaving you. I can't be part of that. I can't be the rebound girl. I like you too much to settle for that. Maybe in a near future this can happen but not now, not when you are in love with another person said Emily seriously without stop looking at Karma not even once.

- I'm sorry. I'm not myself right now. I just want the pain to go away you know? Karma said with a teary voice. She felt the tears streaming down her cheeks before she could stop them. Emily was right she wanted to punish Amy by using her and that made her feel a horrible person.

-Hey is ok, don't need to cry on me. I can't be mad with such beautiful girl and believe me I know how you feel but throwing yourself to strangers won't solve anything. You need time to heal your wounds and clear your mind. Now let me take you home, you look like you need a ride said Emily tenderly.

-You are such a nice person you know that? We should definitely be best friends said Karma slurring the words a little. Emily stared at her in awe and started to laugh, "This girl is something else" she thought.

-Let's go bestie before it gets late said Emily. Karma tried to walk by herself but she was a little too drunk so Emily helped her with that.

Karma sleep the whole ride to her house and made the cutest grumpy noises when Emily tried to wake her up, she finally gave up and decided to carry her like a bride to her front door. She open up the door with the keys Karma gave her earlier and enter the house in complete silence, that's when Karma thought it was a good idea to wake up for her dream.

-Amy? Karma asked confused still very much sleep. Emily's heart ache a little for the girl, she was really very much in love with her best friend, even in her dreams she was present.

-Is Emily actually said Emily a little bit sad. She won't be able to compete with Amy. Karma's heart was already taken.

-Sorry, I'm still a little bit groggy. By the way thank you for carry me but I think I can take it from here said Karma in a sleepy voice. Emily immediately put her down and avoided Karma's gaze. She was glad everything was so dark in the house or otherwise Karma would see her blushing.

-So I guess is time for me to go. Here, this are your keys said Emily and threw Karma the keys. She was in a hurry. She didn't want Karma to see how affected she was by her but when she was exiting the house Karma grabbed her by the wrist making her stop and look at those hazel eyes she like it so much .

-I'm just wanted to say thank you...for everything. You are a really nice girl, you could have take advantage of me but you didn't… instead you bring me home and carried me to my house like a gentleman, so thank you I really appreciate this said Karma gratefully and hugged her.

A couple of minutes past and finally Emily decided to break the hug; this was affecting her more than she wanted too. Suddenly taking her by surprise Karma kissed her lightly in the lips leaving her completely dumbfounded, she wasn't expecting that at all.

-Oh my god I'm so sorry Emily...I shouldn't have done that. Please forgive me I'm such a mess right now. I don't know what I was thinking; well I guess I wasn't really thinking actually… Shit another thing I ruined… way to go Karma said the redhead angrily to herself.

-Hey relax, don't be so hard on yourself, is not your fault that I'm so irresistible you just couldn't helped it joked Emily to break the awkwardness. Karma smiled at her sweetly but she was still feeling very embarrassed for what she did.

-Guess I see around some time? Karma asked hopeful, she would really like her as a friend and maybe even more but not now. She needed time to heal her wounds and become whole again, right now she had nothing to offer her; she was just a broken shell.

-Call me, don't be a stranger said Emily and kissed her cheek goodbye leaving a blushed Karma behind. She smiled to herself "Well seems like I may have a chance" thought Emily feeling a little bit cocky, she still had the charm.

Meanwhile another blonde was watching the whole scene play out with tears falling down her cheeks, resignation in her eyes that soon turned into rage and just one thought in her mind was repeating itself over and over again, "Revenge".

Amy's POV

Amy needed to not feel the rage that was cursing through her veins, to not feel the anger that was clouding her good judgment, to not feel the pain that was breaking her heart once again. She just needed to not feel anything at all, to lose herself completely, to shut down her brain entirely and just be. So she went with her, despite of knowing that it was a very bad idea, she silenced her thoughts with a bottle of vodka that she found in Lauren's car and went straight to her apartment.

She knocked the door one time, two times, three times, when she was about to give up and go home a very confused Reagan open the door. She didn't gave her time to talk , she just assaulted her with a kiss , a kiss full of wrath , full of resentment , full of regret , a kiss meant to hurt someone that she loved and didn't love her back.

Reagan wasn't responding to her, maybe was the shock of what was happening. Amy wasn't usually the attacker and there she was almost ripping out her clothes at two of the morning, she must be thinking that something was definitely off with her to act with such brutality.

Amy… stop please… stop and freaking talk to me said Reagan in a weak voice , she was trying not to crumble in the temptation of kissing her back. She was close enough to fail, Amy was like a drug to her and having her there attacking her like that was a serious turn on.

No talking, not tonight said Amy in a domineering voice, she was looking at her with deep green eyes full of desire and lust, with just that Reagan cracked like an egg.

Amy didn't know what was she feeling afterwards, so she immediately faked been sleep, she didn't want to face Reagan. Is not like the sex was bad , it was great… amazing like always with her but it wasn't Karma and that thought made her feel guilty even a little bit ashamed of herself, there she was with this beautiful girl that is capable of give her all she ever wanted and she is thinking in someone else.

The morning came and she felt Reagan's lips on her skin. She was trailing sweet little kisses on her neck to wake her up. Instead of feeling blissful she felt miserable and guilty as hell; dragging Reagan into her madness with Karma was a big mistake on her part. Now that she slept with her she realize those feelings she was having for Reagan were just her being nostalgic. With her everything was simple, she didn't need to hide or pretend to be fuck buddies in order to be with her. She missed that, missed the simplicity, with Karma was like a rollercoaster of emotions all the time and also uncertainty but she have never been so happy in her life and now everything was ruin between the two and Karma…Karma betray her last night , the memory was print in her brain with fire, that made her angry again, that made her want to wake up and fuck Reagan senseless just to punish her, just to her hurt her like she did with that cheap blonde but now she was sober and thinking clearly. Only one thought in her mind, she needed to go away in order to figure this out but first she needed to fix her current mess.

-Reagan we need to talk said Amy in a serious voice that made Reagan stop with her sexy attack and look at her worriedly.

-Ok that's never a good sign… Did I do something wrong? Reagan asked her confused and worried. Amy wanted to punch herself for what she was about to do. Reagan was such a sweetheart she didn't deserve this.

-You did nothing wrong… me on the other hand can't say the same said Amy avoiding Reagan's eyes. She couldn't even look at her she was feeling so ashamed of what she did.

-Oh I disagree… you did so many right things last night said Reagan playfully in that husky voice meant to seduce her. Amy swallow hard and try to refocus on what she was about to say but it was hard when Reagan was looking at her like she was her breakfast.

-Stop doing that or I won't be able to do this said Amy nervously looking everywhere but Reagan's face, she was still attracted to her but she wasn't in love with her. Too bad, that would certainly make things way easier for her.

-Do what exactly? asked the brunette, she seemed very chill and calm about everything. It was like she was already expecting something like this to happen or she was oblivious to it. Amy was hoping the first choice was the case.

-Let you go… you deserve someone better Reagan, someone who is not a confuse mess like I am said Amy sadly. Reagan looked at her a little bit disappointed but smiled at her understanding.

-It's her isn't it? It always has been her… even when we were together said Reagan , she wasn't complaining , she was more like stating a fact and maybe sounding a little bit tired of the whole situation.

-Surprisingly this time is me the problem. I don't know what I want or who I am right now and I don't want to hurt you by dragging you in my confusion. I hope you can understand and forgive me one more time said Amy hopeful, she didn't want Reagan to be upset with her although she kind of deserve it.

-I do forgive you… but Amy you really need to put your shit together said Reagan a little bit annoyed, she was definitely losing her patience with her.

-I know… I know I'm so really sorry about everything. I'm really a shitty person said Amy regretful, she couldn't even look at her straight to her eyes, she didn't want to see the hurt she was causing her.

-Hey… look at me, you're not a shitty person just a very confuse teenager. I think you need some time and space to find yourself advised Reagan. It was actually not a bad idea but how was she supposed to do that? "Maybe that tour… that tour is the solution I need" thought Amy

Did you still need someone to film that tour? Amy asked feeling hopeful for the first time in a long time. Reagan smiled at her and nodded in response. She was going on tour then.

Karma's POV

A loud and repetitive noise woke Karma from her sleep; someone was knocking the front door of the house like a crazy person. She was having a major hangover so that wasn't helping with her head. She wasn't the house owner anymore but she needed to stop that sound from hell so she woke up completely and went like a zombie to open that freaking door and see the person responsible for perturbing her dreams.

-Well finally, about time that you open the door. I've been knocking like for 15 minutes. Where is my stepsister? Wake her horny ass I need my keys, then you can go back to doing whatever that you were doing back there said a super hurried and annoyed Lauren. Karma didn't understand half of what she was saying to her but the word stepsister caught her attention immediately.

-Can you slow down a little with the words? I'm really groggy right now and I couldn't understand a thing you say answered Karma embarrassed. Lauren was looking at her like she was about to kill her, patience wasn't a virtue of her.

-You're so fucking useless. AMY! I NEED MY FREAKING CAR! PUT SOME CLOTHES ON AND BRING ME MY FUCKING KEYS! Lauren yelled making Karma's head explode in pain; it was like little needles were torturing her skull and what was that about Amy? She was even more confused now.

-Can you please stop with the yelling? I have a massive hangover and you are not really helping me right now. And by the way Amy is not here with me, you should try her phone next time said Karma annoyed, she wasn't in a very good mood and didn't need a crazy person yelling at her.

-Oh I call her like thousand times. She didn't answer so I came here… she was suppose to come here yesterday and talk to you and now you're making me worry. What the hell she did with my car? Lauren said nervously, she was talking more to herself than to Karma.

-Wait, she wanted to talk to me? Why? What did she tell you? Where is she? Karma asked feeling anxious, she needed to know everything right now and Lauren may have the answers she needed.

-Wow, slow down a little. I'm as clueless as you are right now. She was really excited to talk to you about something, seemed important to her. Weird she didn't come after all said Lauren confused. Karma was very confused herself. Why would Amy lie to Lauren about coming to see her? It doesn't make any sense unless… unless she did came to see her and saw her doing something really stupid like kissing Emily for example. She just can't stop hurting the people she love can she?

-Maybe you should try calling her again one more time said Karma worried. It wasn't like Amy not to pick up her phone. That preoccupied Karma a lot, an upset Amy was always reckless. She was hoping she didn't do anything stupid because of her. It would make her feel even guiltier.

-Why don't you try? I'm sure she is going to answer you in less than a second suggested Lauren. In another situation she was probably right but now she doubted Amy will answer her. She will probably even reject her calls and turn off her phone just to ignore her.

-Yeah I don't really think she wants to talk to me at the moment said Karma saddened. Lauren look at her confuse, she was about to say something but suddenly her phone buzzed. Amy calling said the screen. Lauren took the call and went to another place to talk. She probably figured Amy was upset because of her and didn't want her to hear the conversation. She came back a couple of minutes later with a concern expression on her face. That made Karma even more unease.

-She's fine and she is leaving. She called to say goodbye. Whatever you did to her Karma, you really screw up this time. Good job genius said Lauren angrily and left her without any explanation and a heavy heart that was breaking in million little pieces. She needed to find Amy before it was too late.