I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
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Review Corner:
Sakura Uchiha92: Man, i'm sorry it makes you depressed. I get a tad bit depressed too and then I know the ending and...
Sticker Star(Aka Rachel- My bff)LOL! I shall cut you! -grabs knife- Haha, joking. I'm sorry Rachoo but there won't be any more cutting I promise. Just maybe a short scene... -scoff- Thanks for the comment! Can you really hear the hysteria O.o. Wow. I feel so...PROUD! -jumps on you- And you are better GOODNESS!!!
Tishni: Aw man, I missed his birthday! Hehe, I really do suck at one-shots though. I just can't get the feel of it, if you know what I mean -shifty eyes-. Maybe I will read the manga but eh, i'm scared. LOL. Thankies for the love Tish!
Valsapena: LOL, Sakura a masochist? Maybe! Well, I can see that happening...sort of. Haha, she's way too scared in my opinion. I kind of regret making her such a wimp..well, not really. Haha! Thanks for reviewing!
furryhatlover2543: OMG! Suicide?! That is such a good ending, but...
Latoya: LOL!Your review made me laugh. I love it. Thanks!
Hitomi: Uh, Itachi? Helping? Are you...sure...? LOL, I highly doubt it...Really...highly...doubt...I should stop talking. I shall rescue Sakura! -Starts to put on tights and spandex to look like SUPERWOMAN- -falls- lmao! LMAO not breathing?! LMFAO That's really funny. I can sort of picture you doing that, cept you look like an anime character and ur face is millimeters from the screen turning into darker shades of purple. In a very dark room filled with only one lamp, your computer a light shade of beige and you, wearing green and black and jeans and...sorry.
SweetBebot: BONZAI! -glomps- Thank you for the review, I got excited reading it and THEN MY NOSE BLED. Well, not...really. Hm, more detailed? Yeah, i don't really like being too detailed cause then I feel..well...awkward... But maybe next time? BONZAI!
Shy Faery89: My bad for your name. I was in a total rush and I hope you can forgive me! T.T YAY for cologne eh? WEE! I can just, smell him...now...like...carrots...wtf? Carrots? ...no. I'm sorry about the blade. Sigh, you and Rachel -shakes head disapointedly- LMAO yes...you keep on..watchi- eh...yes, you are a dork. LOL IM JOKING! I luv you! -goes down at ur feet-
Lady Tsunami: -hugs you-
hugsanimekisses04: I know how you feel! I don't want to hate him either T.T! He's just so cute and I want to give him a bear hug. BEAR HUG WITH ME hugsanimekisses04! Pain is...sad. LOL That is all..I guess! xD
DJ HiHi Kimiko: Aw, poor Sasuke. But it has to happen sooner or later, I guess...HAVE FUN! -gives you a plastic butter knife- o.o...sorry. Yeah about Sakura being a rag doll well...in the last chapter... I highly doubt she likes it though! -smiles and then gives you a friendly hug- By the way, I really lke your penname. I don't know why, but it makes me want to dance! It sounds like a band. If it's not, I shall make it a band..if that's...okay? Lol! And now presenting!!! DJ HiHi Kimiko! BONZAI!!!!
Thankyou to my darling Beta Jason!
Wanting
Chapter 11
He's always watching. Always fucking watching. But why couldn't I see him? I backed away from my window and made my way to the bed. Maybe it's all a lie. Maybe he just said that so I wouldn't do anything. He just doesn't want to be caught. He's toying with me; toying with my emotions.
He must be lying. I mean, how could he always be watching? It's not possible, is it? He's not that crazy. Maybe, he is. He just might be that crazy, mental even. My hand traced the gash on my thigh. It stung a bit when I touched it.
Slowly, I reached for the phone. My fingers were trembling. I was so afraid of being caught. So afraid of the fact that he could actually be watching. So very afraid. No. He couldn't be. What could he do anyways?
My fingers still trembled. My eyes peered to each side, making sure no one was there even though I knew no one would be. I picked up the receiver and dialled the first number and the doorbell rang. The doorbell? My hand flinched and I quickly moved it away from the receiver. It was him.
The doorbell rang again. I jolted off the bed and slowly made my way to the door, my heart beating in my head. It rang again, followed by a knock. I pushed myself against the door and brought myself to the eyehole.
My heart calmed at the sight of blonde, spiky hair. Naruto. I opened the door to see him smiling widely at me. So happy...so unaware of my troubles.
"Hey Sak-" he started, but was cut off by the tight squeeze I was giving him. I was so happy I wasn't alone and he had absolutely no idea.
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"So how's your summer been?" he asked, making himself comfortable on my living room couch. How's it been? Horrible, dreadful, scary, awful..
"Good."
"Awesome." he yawned, switching on the television. "I asked Hinata out eh?"
It absolutely amazed me at how he had no idea. At how he was so relaxed and content and I was both a physical and mental wreck. It just amazed me.
"What the hell?" he said, jolting up. He leaned over and pushed aside my skirt, exposing the gash on my leg. My eyes automatically glanced around for any sight of Sasuke and then they went right back to Naruto. I think he then noticed the frantic look in my eyes.
"What the hell happened?" he whispered, hoarsely, pushing my skirt back down my thigh.
I don't know why I did it and I regret doing it now but out of instinct, I mouthed his name and unfortunately Naruto had understood.
"Sasuke?!" he said bewildered. "What?!"
I just stared at him, not knowing how to explain myself. Not knowing how to cover up. It was too late. It was too late.
"Can you speak to me?!" he screamed, sitting at my side instantly. I looked down at my feet, ashamed and embarrassed.
"Sakura!" he screamed, grabbing my arm and yanking at me. "Please talk to me."
Slowly, I reached for the comfort of his hand and grabbed it. Then I closed my eyes. I heard him sigh and then it was quiet. Silence. A peaceful, comfortable silence. He understood my hurting. He understood. I tried to let it all go. Tried to get him out of my head. I tried...but he was still there and I couldn't help but feel that he was watching.
"Will you tell me later?" he said in a voice barely above a whisper. I loved how he never repeated questions, probably because he knew I felt uncomfortable.
"No." I said truthfully. I couldn't get him anymore involved.
He sighed again. "Can you handle it?"
"Yes." I lied. If there was something I needed, it would be help from a friend, especially Naruto.
He hugged me and I'll admit, I hugged him back, embracing him; as if it was my last. His hand was still clutched on mine and he gave me a soft kiss on the forehead.
"Be careful, please." he smiled. I smiled and gave him a tight hug in gratitude. He got up off the couch and headed for the door. "Well, I'm off then. Please, take care of yourself. Sasuke..that- Ack. Never mind." He smiled hugely and walked down the street, hands shoved in his pockets and whistling a soft tune trying to cover up the worry that was written all over his face.
I watched until he was out of sight, then slowly closed the door. Suddenly, it swung open and bashed me in the face. I fell backwards, my eyes tightly shut to force away the pain. I then felt my hair getting tugged and I was forced up.
"Hey baby," It was him. My eyes opened, not surprised to see Sasuke standing inches away from me. He let go of my hair and started walking towards me, as I stepped back.
"Bravo..." he smirked, clapping at a slow tempo. "What a moment you two had back there."
He was watching.
"I seriously thought you were about to make love!" he said through gritted teeth. "Doesn't he know that you're mine?" He pushed himself against me and then lightly blew away the hair on my face.
His teeth bit tightly on my lower lip and I winced in pain. "No one can kiss you, but me." I was speechless, petrified. Why couldn't I fight back? Why couldn't I fight back?
I was pushed to the couch and his head hovered above me.
"Guess what? We're having a sleepover today. You're mom is out for the night...right?" I winced at how much he knew. My lower lip begin to bleed.
Using his index finger, he brushed it against my lip, picking up some blood.
"Aahh," he whispered, pushing his finger into his mouth. "Tasty." his smirk twisted.
I trembled as he moved his hand up my skirt.
Do something Sakura. Do something. Please?
"Sasuke..." I stuttered, trying to talk some sense into him for the hundredth time. "Please s-stop.."
"Shh," he whispered, sending chills down my spine. He obviously did not care. I began to kick him and was able to hit him in the stomach.
"Aw, you're fiesty," he smirked. His eyebrows furrowed and then he grabbed my leg and twisted. I screamed and he began kissing my neck and shoulder blade.
"Do you want to know why you're the one?" he whispered, his lips brushing against my ear.
I whimpered and he just smiled, showing his teeth.
"I want to see you dead." My heart picked up its pace. "I want to kill you Sakura. You're just so beautiful."
Maniac. Damn maniac.
"Fuck you." I said angrily. He kissed my forehead and then squeezed my thigh.
"I love you too, baby." He got off me and went to the door. "Let's go. I have to get some things from my house."
As if his slave, I followed, my life at risk. He forced me into the front seat and then we drove.
"Wait in the foyer," he muttered as we neared his house. There was nothing I could do.
For now atleast.
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Sasuke's POV
I was excited. Craving for those, those screams. Anticipating our night together. I smiled to myself as I stepped into the house. I was so glad at how this turned out. So glad that she was in my grasp. So glad that she was mine.
I made my way to my room and opened the door, not surprised to see Itachi sitting on my bed with a girl.
"That's Sasuke, my younger brother." he said kindly. Kindly?
"Hey kid," the girl smiled. She was new. I smirked and then opened the drawer. I grabbed a new role of film and stuffed it in my pocket. My camera would come in use tonight. I could feel Itachi eyes me and I quickly exited, closing the door behind me.
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"Did you miss me?" I smiled, as we left my house.
She angrily crossed her legs in the car and gave me a hard stare. Odd. I could still feel the fear, however.
"What's with the mood?" I smirked, leaning in for a kiss. She reluctantly pulled away and I snarled at her angrily, grabbing her jaw. I turned her to me and then waited for another one. She leaned in and quickly pushed her lips to mine. I smirked and lightly blew on her face, before starting the engine.
"Oh, the fun we're going to have..." I smiled to myself.
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Click
I glanced around the house before taking another picture. Sakura stood by my side, her legs nearly trembling with fear. There was nothing she could do. How cute.
Click
"That must have been a beautiful one of you." I smirked before pushing my forehead against hers. I wanted her to feel a bit comfortable today. She took a step away from me, her hands tightly gripped on the bottom of her tee.
"How about you play some piano for me? I bet you're good, considering all the trophies in your room."
She looked at me in utter disbelief and then led me to her piano. I took a few more pictures along the way. I sat beside her on the piano bench as she forcefully flipped through her piano pieces.
And then she began to play. I could not describe to you how beautiful it was because the music she was playing was hard to put in words. All that could be said was that it was sad. So very sad, yet so very beautiful. I closed my eyes, trying to absorb the soft melody that her fragile hands were playing. Beautiful. Just beautiful.
I opened my eyes.
Click
Her eyes had gotten red and her face seemed squished up together. It was as if she wanted to cry.
She looked at me and I smiled. Just grinned at her beauty. "That was wonderful."
She turned away from me and quickly got off the bench. I took another picture.
Click
"Stop taking pictures!" she yelled, finally snapping. She whipped her head at me and flailed her arms towards my camera, I almost dropped it.
"Don't," I yelled, forcefully pushing her to the ground. "Never touch my camera you pathetic idiot."
She screamed in fear as tears spilled down her cheeks. No one touches my camera. No one. I knelt down at her and stared deep into her eyes. She stopped screaming and snarled. She was so, ah.. so beautiful.
"Why don't you just kill me already?!" she yelled, her voice hoarse from all the shouting. I smirked before clicking another picture of her. "Why?."
I whispered before leaning in towards her neck. "Because I'm going to enjoy this." I smirked.
She stood up before I could do anything and started for the kitchen. I placed my camera on the floor beside me. "That's it," she snarled, picking up her pace. "I'm calling the police."
Silly girl.
"Wrong." I whispered before getting up and running after her. She screamed and started to run too, knocking over anything in her path. However, I was too fast for her. A pity.
I grabbed her stomach and pulled her close to me. She shut her eyes in defeat, probably praying.
I turned her around, our faces, mere millimetres apart. She just glared at me, probably wishing that her life could end right now.
"Kill me," she whispered. "I want you to.."
I chuckled and pushed a piece of her hair back behind her ear. I loved it when I was right.
"You're brave Haruno, and I love that." I blew lightly on her face. "Almost as much as I love you."
"Shut up!" she screamed, pushing her hand into my pocket. She pulled out my blade and switched it open. "Just do it! Kill me!"
She tried to hold back her tears but they couldn't help but fall down her cheeks slowly. She seemed..determined. Determined to end her misery with me. Was I that miserable to be with?
I smirked crookedly before tightly grasping her wrist. She winced, dropping the blade to the floor. Our eyes locked again and I brought her into a kiss.
"Let's go upstairs." I smirked, putting the blade back into my pocket. "I just have to get my camera."
I grabbed Sakura's hand as we walked to her piano.
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"Why don't you change into something nice while I change the film." I said, removing the used film from my camera and putting it into my pocket. Sakura seemed in a trance but in a flash, she exited to the bathroom, carrying some clothes with her.
She had changed. Sure, she was afraid but I couldn't help but sense something different, and to be completely honest, I didn't really like it.
I sighed mentally. I guessed my fun was over. I then decided that I would end her misery the next day. I had enough fun anyway. The fixation of Haruno Sakura turned out greater than I thought. I chuckled but stopped myself at the sound of the door opening. Sakura stood at the doorway wearing a long t-shirt and baggy pants. Not one of her best outfits.
I sighed and approached her, taking a quick picture. I put down the camera before dragging her to the bed.
She just sat there as I kissed her, a new gleam in her eyes.
"What's wrong with you?" I snarled. This night wasn't as fun as I had originally planned.
She looked down at her feet. I pushed her torso to the bed, staring down at her.
"You're not scared," I whispered, before biting her earlobe.
"No..." she whispered back, taking her eyes off me.
I sighed angrily, pushing my fingers back through my hair. Sakura not scared? That was horrible. No, terrible. I was aghast. She was becoming a nuisance. An annoying little-
And then she chuckled. I stared down at her as she grabbed my collar and pulled me towards her.
"I get it now..." she whispered, smiling a bit. "Sasuke's enjoyment...is my fear."
I cringed as her smile broadened. Oh Sakura.
"Too bad i'm not scared anymore. Not anymore."
My eyes narrowed together. Two could play at that game.
"Wow Sakura," I smirked, clapping slowly. "You're so smart."
Her smile disapeared as I brought out my switchblade and sighed. "I guess I just have to kill you now."
Her breath immedietely quickened and even though she tried to look brave, I could feel the fear. I had won. I had broken through her lame act.
She tried to struggle out of my grasp, pushing herself to the end of the bed.
"Sakura," I whined. "I thought you wanted me to kill you."
She trembled as I playfully, yet angrily, cut through her baggy pants. I knew she hated my blade, which is why I decided to use it.
"S-sasuke," she stuttered, losing all bravery now.
"Where's ther bravery!" I yelled, slitting her ankle. "I thought you knew my weakness!" She screamed out in pain but was stopped by the force of my hands around her neck.
Die.
"S-sas-"
Urge.
"SHUT UP!" I laughed. "You're so beautiful when you're scared and I don't want you to change..ever."
Beautiful girl.
Her face started to become red as I squeezed her neck harder. She began to flail her arms restlessly, even slapping me across the face. I furrowed my eyebrows together squeezing even harder. She started to gasp for air, a few tears spilling on the bed sheets.
Itachi.
Itachi.
Itachi.
Itachi...
No...
No.
No.
I released her, letting he cough and weeze on the bed.
"Sakura," I said, forcefully bringing her into a hug. "I love you, baby."
She continued coughing and I felt my mouth twist into something I hadn't done in a long time. A frown.
"I love you so much and I wish I could be with you like this forever." I let her go and started trailing kisses down her neck. "I love you."
I loved her. I did, and even while I kissed her with harshness and pain, I knew she felt that way about me too.
Again. I'm sorry. Sigh. Last chapter to be up some time next week (Wednesday-Friday). Yes, I said the last! -teary- I hope you've enjoyed the story so far!
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Also, I need your help. I'm not going to tell you what this is for but will you please, in your review, write a yes or a no. I need...to make a decision! It's for the..last chapter. So...yeah. Please and thank you! Wow, I sound lame.
Luv Anna