Chapter 11 The Augment To Last A Century

Clarkes POV

There was a dull ache in my back when the sun started to flood in my window that Bellamy had put into our cabins were perfect we used some plexiglass that he had made. It was smart taking the sands near the shores and superheating it to make a form a glass. Now if only he was that smart when it came to our home life or the next course of action. I heard the sound of shuffling and looked towards the door as it slowly opens I laid on my back and propped myself on my elbows looking at whoever was walking in a room and I knew had to be Bellamy. He gave me this irritated look before sighing and walking into the room and grabbing a towel and some clothes. "I'm going to try out the new irrigation system I had put in place before the thing with the zombie soldiers I will tell you if it works or not." His tone was void of any emotion like he was talking to a stranger he must have still been pissed about what happen but guess what so was I. I sat up all night waiting for him so that we could talk about what happened but he didn't come back till late did he expect me to keep the door unlocked with those zombies on the loose yeah right. But I simply nodded my head and waited for him to walk out of the room before shivering and walking towards our closet and grabbing his old guard jacket before slipping on a pair of pants and a shirt before throwing the jacket over my shoulder and walking down the stairs to the kitchen.

I looked at the makeshift fridge the engineers were making but they hadn't really gotten on the kinks worked out of it yet, the portable generator was a little difficult to deal this. But we managed to snag a few really fridge and storage units but that went to the mess hall instead of us. It made sense they had most of the food. I shook my head sadly and grabbed the milk we were able to find some cows and started breeding. We were in the middle of making a barn when hurricane Jaha came rolling in with that stupid chip. I sighed and grabbed it drinking straight out for the bottle when I heard footsteps behind and turned to see that it was Bell his head was soaking wet but his skin looked burn, a hot pink tint instead of his usual tan. "The shower works but the water will burn you stay out of it. Once things get back to normal I will have the engineer take a look at it." I nodded my head and the tension in the air came back in full force and his face turned into a sneer. "Then again the burning sensation was welcomed consider to the cold you tired to leave me out in the other night." His voice was harsh and cruel but if he thought I was going to shrink from shame than he was dead wrong. "Then you shouldn't have been out all hours of the night you should have come straight home but no you went off to who knows where. You don't even talk to me anymore you just executed your poorly formed plans and hope for the best. Why don't you start to think with your head, not with your gun! Last time you didn't think ahead you stabbed your father." Bellamy's face became stone cold as he looked at me and then I watched as anger and pain flared in his eyes for what I had said.

"Let's go we are going to be late to the meeting I think I have a way to save our people but we need to go now to see if my poorly executed plan is even still viable." He looked at me but when I didn't move he walked towards the front door and opened but didn't move. I simply followed and walked through the door waiting for it to be slammed behind us but Bellamy simple shut it and we walked to the chamber hall in silence there wasn't a single sound it was weird there was a time that we didn't spend the morning talking either about the baby, ourselves, or our families it in the camp. But today all you heard was the howling of the window and the sound of the birds sing what could be their last time surely they would be flying south for the winter soon. I sighed and felt the cold chit bit at my nose and I shudder Bellamy put his arm around me but I think that was more out of instinct and obligation. "Bell?" I knew that he heard me the wind might be loud but this early in the morning it wasn't loud enough to drown out my voice. "Bell I'm so sorry about what I said I know you are going crazy thinking about your father." He turned to look at me for a moment and sighed. He didn't respond he simply turned to look at me and I saw all the pain he had been hiding start to grow in his eyes. But instead of saying something he simply opened the door for me and I was greeted by a blanket of warmth when the air hit my skin. I sighed out in relief as he shut the door and we walked quietly to the surveillance room where the others were gathered even Ronan. I sighed and looked at them they all had theses worried expression on their face but Bellamy simple pushed past them and looked at the screen and pointed to a gap. "Last night I found this gap in their defense on the way back I tried to figure out why it could have been there but the closest thing I found was that it is a trap but it is also the only way to get to the city of polis. To get to Ontari. If we go and it is a trap it's suicide they will torture us till we take the chip but if we stay here and do nothing. Winter will kill anyone that hasn't gotten any shelter and that is if we even manage to last to winter they might decide we aren't worth her effort and kill us. So no matter what we do it has to be a joint decision. We can go through the gap and risk getting ambushed, but there is a chance that we make it through and save the human race form a fucking computer. Who's in and who is out."

He looked between the face of what was left of our camp and they each nodded their heads solemnly and he turned back to look at me and sighed. "Not bad for a coward huh?" I turned back to see a harsh glare on Octavia's face she had this look of pure loathing and then her gaze softened when she looked at Bellamy. Could he have possibly told her what had happened? I sighed and nodded my head and Bellamy had a small satisfied smile on his face as he brushed a curl out of his eyes. "Alright, we will take a rover with a small invasion force to polis now the key is the dumbwaiter we will need people to push it while we get to the top the only other way is to climb but one wrong move and we die. So I was thinking that Murphy, Miller, Ronon, Lincoln, O and I should go. The rest of you stay here there is no reason for the entire resistance to go." I felt a panic creep into my pit of my stomach I knew what he meant by that in case they didn't make it back and they didn't win. "No way you are going to need a doctor and I am the only one here that had medical experience I am going and that is end of the story." They all looked at me and I glared at Bellamy and she sighed and looked at the rest of us "alright fine but watch out the rest of you that says here they might come after you if they found out that we made it through the gap in their defenses." We each nodded our heads and Bellamy grabbed me by the arm. "May I speak with you." He didn't wait for me to nod my head he pulls me out of the room and down the hall to the chancellor's office that the two of us shared. He closed the door behind us and I flinched he didn't even bother to slam it and that was what put me on edge sooner or later he would explode.

He glared at me his deep brown eyes full of rage and sadness it was a strange combination I don't think that you could be in a blind rage while being upset. "Are you outta your mind you are three months pregnant I won't let you go out on the front lines with the other. You got lucky when we were fighting in mount weather you were only one month pregnant. But now people know you are pregnant and they will go after you to get to me you going to fight is out the question." I glared at him, he still thought that he could control me or tell me what to do. "You know by now that you can never make me do something that I don't want to do without drugging me." He growled out in frustration and walked over to his desk for a moment before walking back to look at me. His brown eyes were expressive and torn you could see the anguish in his eyes. "Clarke we might not make it back and I would rather that I didn't have you and my son deaths on my hands." I rolled my eyes but that didn't stop a few tears from strolling down my cheek when his body started to shake from the fear of losing me for a second time. "I love you and it is for that reason that I am going with you I won't let you die and leave me stuck to live for however short that is before Allie wipes me out too. No, if you die then I die. I won't ever leave you. Do you understand me we are a team." I place a hand gently on his cheeks and pulled him into a kiss that put him at ease. "alright but when it comes to fighting you hid." I nodded my and ann there was a knock at the door. I looked as he left to speak to Lincoln and Octavia walked in and glare at walked closer to me and slapped me across the face. It stung and burned at the same time. I could see the anger coming off of her eyes. "How dare you say that about my father and how dare you to say it, to Bellamy. I came into the house when I heard the two of you yelling I wanted to make sure that everything was okay when I heard what you said to him. If you ever speak to him like that again or dare mention what happened with our father ever again I will kill you. He did what he had to protect you and you have no right to throw that back in his get ready we leave in 20." Octavia walked out the room as quickly as she entered leaving me shellshocked.