Capital sins
Eric Delko...
It was clear yet when I had her hug for the first time. Not even the cloudy time could destroy what appeared on that moment in me. The will was not loosening anymore, was take advantage of every moment of that gesture docile, slow and comfortable, but so unexpected, that I only got to react in a stalled way, almost as a naive boy that has a kiss stolen by a friend in the patio in the break-time and only gets to look to his friends and smile, shy. You had the control of the situation there, although you didn't know about that. The hours that would proceed would not take off from the thought what has just happened, and my glance looking for yours amid hundreds of people's colors was independent of me, disobedient and bold.
When we stood back, I hovered on your eyes once again. Her shine reminded me the reasons for which I had fascinated myself when I first met you, and I wanted you to go back to that room more times just to have them again in my direction. I babbled illogical words, trying to please without even to think how. The intention maybe will just arrest you there, let you more time at my side, even if it was to feel your presence bewildering me. But you didn't stay too much, and I saw myself soon afterwards projecting ways of find ourselves other times moments after, struggling against the inevitability of the day that would leave soon. Starting from there, I conformed to observing you in the distance, imagining that you could be making the same, stepped on in an ingenuousness that a so long had abandoned me.
Restless, it circulated for the whole place, waiting that your steps found mine. For other moment we were close, but the time that I took myself questioning if I should approach it was the same as took you away from there. I start then to twist for the end, so that the darkness took care of everything? suddenly like this there would be a new opportunity. Nothing else stopped my attention. The mind with your smile filling out, felting your hug every minute, my ears favored with your voice. You already had me, even if you didn't want it. And I knew that starting from then I would only be me if I brought you also to me.
No longer there were more hopes when I decided to leave and I saw you there stopped, alone, dressed in black as the night that was made perfect stronghold for a happy end. I called you. You smiled once again and again you hugged me. That time I felt that that was the right place, and I corresponded with all my affection that wanted to give to you for the rest of the life. But one hour ended, and when I had to say good-bye, I only got to ask if you could appeared at least once again where we met each other and be reticent when I let escape that I like you a lot. I must not have been as clear as wanted, I never know how to be it, however I wouldn't know how to do different with you.
Maybe in the day that your eyes aren't capable to make me feel as in love, I manage to make you to understand how much I want you here.
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