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Tonight I'm gonna dance for my life. I'm gonna use my body like it's the last time...- Hypnotic Dancefloor by Boa

The night was our time. Where we could be together in secrecy. It was almost like one of those cheesy romances women read that makes ya wanna puke yer guts out. But we were, in a sense, living like that. Or, he was. I was constantly living in fear of getting caught, especially with him.

Getting caught with him...meant his death.

Chapter 10: Nights of Peace

Our nights fell along the same lines; I flew in, waited for him to come to bed. We kissed, curled up with each other, only our chests and arms holding and touching. It was a simple beauty, yet I was constantly afraid of us being discovered by the Angels, and them tearing him from my arms and killing him in front of me. It was a nice feeling though. His chest against mine, our hearts almost beating in a perfect harmony, his breath against my neck. He slept whilst I watched.

Sometimes he asked me things. I couldn't help but answer. "I heard about Renji..." He said one night. I buried my face against his lithe chest and sighed.

"Yah?"

"They said he jumped from a building...is it true? Or did you kill him?" I took a breath and sighed.

"In a sense I did. That day, he was himself, but a Demon was festering inside his soul. When you knocked him out, it took over completly. Grimmjow and I took care of the Demon, but the true injuries on his body can not be seen by normal people, not even the blood stains. So I...threw him from the roof."

"To make it look as if hew commited suicide..." Ichigo whispered. I nodded and he ran a warm hand through my long, snowy hair. "Did he feel it?"

"He was already dead because of the Demon..." Ichigo squeezed me a bit and sighed.

"I...I guess that's ok." He murmered. We lay in silence awhile longer before he asked another question. "So...how well can you fly?"

"...Wanna see?" I grinned. I grabbed him and summoned my wings and flew out the window in just the same amount of time it took him to squeak. We were out the window and up in the air, his arms almost choking me as we flew.

"You asshole! Don't do that!"

"Wha', I can't sweep ya off yer feet like the damsel ya are?" He glared at me hotly and I just laughed. He clung onto me, making me falter a bit as we flew. "Will ya quit trying ta choke me 'ere? !" I grumbled.

"Serves you right...calling me a damsel..." He muttered and I just smiled. He looked up at me and lifted himself up, kissing me. I almost ran us into a tree because of it, and we tumbled slightly through the air. Ichigo slipped from my arms and his own had lossened and he went tumbling through the air.

"Hang on Ichigo!" I flew as fast as my wings allowed me to, and caught him by his arm. I lifted him back up, and we were both panting heavily. We looked at each other...then started laughing.

"H-holy shit that was terrifying!" Ichigo laughed.

"Ya should've seen yer face!"

"You should've seen yours!"

"Nah, ya were scared shitless!"

"Look who was talking!" He laughed. His laugh...I hadn't heard it in awhile, and it felt so nice. I kissed him again, long and deep. He melted into me, and I pressed harder, and if we tried to push into each other any more, we would've melded together I think. Not like I didn't consider the fact we were already one. People used to think we were twins, they way we always acted together, always together period. I mean, duh we looked alike ironically, but still. We broke the kiss as I set us on his roof.

"Well? Did you like it?"

"Next time, let's avoid trees." He smirked.

"Good idea, so long as ya don' choke me ta death." He frowned at that and looked away. "What?"

"...You have to leave soon, don't you?" He whispered. "And when you do...they'll-" I grabbed him by the shoulders.

"Don't think abou' tha' right now Ichigo..." I said. I brushed my hand through his orange hair, something he'd let go, so it's slightly longer now. "I ain't leaving yet." In truth...I didn't want to. It was selfish of me, simply because I was putting his life in real danger, something I normally was against. He seemed to notice my distress and placed a hand on my cheek.

"I don't care if I'm in danger...as long as my family isn't I'm ok." He said and smiled at me. "I wasted too long in telling you how I felt...and I thought I'd never get the chance to." He wrapped his arms around himself, the bandages gone but the scars were there, thin, pearly marks on his perfectly tan arms. "It ate at me every day, thinking that I'd never get the chance...to tell you I loved you. To apologize for hurting you..." I walked up and hugged him, my wings glowing slightly.

A thing about Angels, we require a certain kind of energy. Mostly positive energy, but it's also known as spirit energy. The spirits of all living things, even Angels give it off, and the more powerful the emotion, the stronger the energy. Naturally, positive emotions, like happiness, love, caring...those are powerful ones. Negative emotions can also be powerful, like hate, anger, rage, envy...but they hinder us, and our healing capabilities.

Since I was also unaware of my wings, I was unable to heal them until now. But now...since Ichigo was in my arms, I could feel his love radiating from his soul, and mine mingling with it. I hissed as my wings shot out, spreading to their full length, five feet. They were no longer broken, and the feathers were shining and new. Ichigo stared at them, awe in his eyes. "Is this...what they really look like?" He asked, fingering the necklace I had given him.

"Yes...this is wha' they really look like." I smiled. "The feather I gave ya...is very important. It's like a direct tie to my soul. the bigger the feather, the stronger that tie is." I explained. A breeze blew and he clutched it in his fingers.

"What kind of ties?"

"I dunno." He smacked his hand against his forehead. "They don't tell us because, in a sense its forbbiden. We're only supposed ta do this for other Angels...not humans."

"So...you just gave it to me without thinking?" I nodded. "Ugh...typical Shirosaki.."

"Oi, I thought it was heartfelt and important!" I huffed, crossing my arms and looking away. He chuckled and kissed my cheek. I couldn't prevent the blush that lit my cheeks up and he laughed.

"I wouldn't let it go...I never took it off." He said. "I felt closer to you..." He looked at me with his beautiful, expressive brown eyes and smiled. "Maybe that's one power it has."

"Or yer vivid imagination." He pouted and I just snickered. The sun broke over the clouds and I looked at it. "I dunno why...but it feels like my last sunrise..."

"Shiro..." I looked at him, his sunset hair glowing in the rays of the real thing, and his eyes watered.

"Ichigo...I'll come back...I promise." I walked next to him and we kissed once more, his hands gripping my hair and tugging and I holding him close. I wrapped my wings around us before breaking the kiss and flying away. He merely watched me go, a sad smile on his face.

Grimmjow was waiting for me in my spot, the hill over looking town. "You're playing a dangerous game here Shiro."

"Blow it out your ass." I smirked.

"What, get laid? Oh I forgot, merely kissing him is enough to give you a boner." I punched him in the face, and he just laughed his ass off.

Prick... "So what? I'll be gone soon anyways..." He was in his human form. Watchers are different. they can only leave at a convinient time. "How's Mom and Dad?"

"Holding up. They miss you. You're room hasn't been touched since you left, and they have a small altar in the living room for you." I sighed at the thought.

"I miss them..." I whispered.

"It can't be helped. I'll miss them too, and you, and Ichigo once you're..." He coughed and sighed. "I can sense them. They'll be here soon you know. They know you've recovered."

"Yeah..."

"I felt it. You honestly have no clue how powerful you are." He scratched at his sky blue hair. "Man...you could be that Angel..." I shuddered.

"No way. I'm a nobody remember? The Angel without a name..." I sighed. "I...I just want to be with him...one more night...it's all I want..." Grimmjow sighed and nodded.

"I'll do my best to keep them at bay." I looked at him, eyes wide.

"Thank you...big brother." He seemed taken aback by that, but his cocky ass grin popped up on me.

"Your welcome...baby brother." I stuck my tongue out and he laughed. Brothers...what can ya ever do?

The next night had me standing in Ichigo's room, as usual, my wings folded behind me. He was upstairs in a heartbeat, looking directly at me. "You're...still here?"

"Told ya I'd come back..." I sighed. "Ya take me for a liar? Tha's cold there." He just chuckled and walked towards me. He reached out to touch my wings.

"M...may I?"

"Of course." He trailed over the bone of my wings lightly with his fingertips, causing me to shiver at the feel. He threaded them through the feathers.

"They're...so beautiful..." He whispered.

"Not as much as you..." I whispered to him. A cute blush crawled up his cheeks and I just chuckled.

"D-don't say it like that!" He stuttered and crossed his arms. I walked over to him and turned him around, looking into his eyes.

"Wha' , not allowed ta speak the truth?" I asked him. His blush deepend and I moved his head to look at me. "Another thing...Angels don't lie."

"Everybody lies." I chuckled at that.

"Ok, then not often..." I shrugged. I was a bit surprised when I felt his lips on mine, almost demandingly. Of course, I kissed back just as much, his hands trailing my back and nails digging lightly into my skin. He pushed himself in closer and for a second, I found it odd, how foward he was being. It wasn't until he lifted himself up to wrap his legs around my waist that I stopped. "Ichigo...what are you-"

"I want to do this." He said, that look of determination in his eyes when he said he loved me. "I...I wanna make love with you."

"...Ya know how few people actually call it that, right?"

"I'm being serious Ogichi." He rarely called me by my first name, so I knew he was being serious. "I gave into my fears before you got killed, and I've regretted that...and what I said to you. I wanna have this...I wanna overcome my fears like you did for me when we were kids." One thing about Ichigo; once his mind is set, you can't change it. Only go with it and help if needed. "Please...I wanna do this."

"Ichigo..."

"I trust you." He whispered in my ear and let's say...that was it. I moved us to his bed, laying him down gently. It was then I noticed his damp hair and...well his erection. He was stark naked and I didn't realize it when I walked in?

"Goddamn me and my spacing out..." I grumbled. He chuckled and dragged me down on top of him.

"Don't care...please..." He whispered, his voice husky and sweet. I grinned and snapped my fingers, clothes gone in an instant. "Neat trick there..."

"I got some more up my sleeve, if yer interested..." I whispered against his neck as I kissed there. I licked and sucked small trails up and down his body.

"Y-yeah right..." He grumbled, panting. "You...as much...a virgin as me!" I couldn't help but stop moving.

"Umm..."

"Wait, your not?"

"Well, no I am it's just..."

"W-well what?" I move back up to him and kiss him sweetly before breaking it.

"Well...curiosity says I looked stuff up on the internet."

"...You serious?" He asked me, giving me a look between lust and bewilderment.

"Umm...yah." I mumbled. Before he could say something though, I took a per nipple into my mouth and twisted it around in my mouth, the other between fingers.

"G-god you...your ah- a pervert!" He panted slightly. I smirked and sat back up, pressing my fingers close to his lips. He smiled and sucked on them, his brown eyes hazy and watching me intently.

"Wha', and ya never did somethin' like tha' outta curiosity?" He looked away from me, a blush across his cheeks.

"..."

"Ya hypocrite." I smiled. "Kinda hot, really..." I whispered. His breath hitched as I removed my saliva covered fingers and smiled. "Kinky too."

"sh..shut up!" He huffed. I moved to the foot of the bed, slowly taking my fingers and looked at him. There was a nervousness in his eyes, but also a determination. "Do it."

"...Ok." I took one finger, shoving in slowly, awkwardly. He cringed a bit, most likely slightly uncomfortable. I pushed it in up to my knuckle, trying to be careful. In, out, in, out a couple times before I added a second. He groaned, squirming slightly and hissing between his teeth. "Does...does it hurt?"

"Ngh...just keep going..." He shook his head quickly, almost making me dizzy.

"You sure? Because I-"

"Keep..." He wrapped his legs around me and almost pulled me on top of him. "...going! I can...I want to do this!" Was I being kinda wishy-washy? Ya may have been too if you and yer lover were both virgins and until recently said lover had been raped as a kid and traumatized. I couldn't stop the grin on my face though as I added a third. I shoved in sdo far at one point that Ichigo jolted and moaned. Never a sexier sound. "R...right th-there!" He stuttered. "Ag...again!" I moved in and out, ramming my fingers as deep as I could, hitting a bundle of nerves ever time and he groaned and squirmed. I slowly removed them, sticky and wet.

"Ichigo..." God he looked amazing. His eyes were half-lidded and hazy, sweat making his tan skin shine. We were both panting slightly, but I was panting because my temperature seemed to rise. Hair was sticking to his head and he squirmed around as I stared, scooting on wrinkled sheets. I leaned in close to him, kissing his lips and he eagerly returned it, his wonderful eyes fluttering. "I love you..." I whispered to him.

"Please Shiro...I...I need..." He panted against my lips, licking them eagerly and smirking.

"Ok...I get 'cha." I smirked. I sat up straight and scooted forward, taking my leaking member and gently pushing it inside my streatched lover. He whined and squirmed a bit, trying to make me go deeper quicker. "Not so fast...let's enjoy this."

"Fuck that! I...I want you in me...now." He panted out, glaring at me, eyes irritated and lust filled. "Right...fucking now!

"Yes my King." I grinned and shoved inside him, fully. He felt tight against me, and I leaned down as he wrapped his long legs tightly around my hips. We panted together, breath mingling and making everything hotter. I hovered above him, still uncertain. What if we regret this? I wondered. I'm going to die...this time forever. I would leave him alone...we'd never be together... I felt fingers thread through my long white hair and I opened my eyes, didn't even know I closed them.

"Shirosaki...I want this." He whispered. "I know...y-you're gonna leave...b-but I don't want...any more regrets. I love you Ogichi Shirosaki." He looked at me with soft, warm brown eyes. His eyes...you could lose yourself inside them. they swan with his emotions, a million flitting through, but love was what I saw. It swam at the front of his soul, and I couldn't help but smile. My fears and everything...gone. I thrusted inside him slowly and his breath hitched. His cock rubbed against me as I breathed heavily in his ear. I leaned back and took his cock in my hand. He gasped lightly and I rubbed the slit. "G-god Shiro~!" He moaned.

"That's ri-right...I wanna...hear ya..." I whispered as I continued thrusting, my pace suddenly getting frantic. A coiling feeling formed inside me and I wanted...needed to come. Ichigo was writhing beneath me, his body seeming to glow, making him more heavenly than any Angel I've seen. It was the end of me. I groaned and came inside him, just as I thrusted and he screamed.

"OH GOD SHIRO!" I felt his cum spray us down, and feeling dirty, I licked my hands. I pulled out slowly, feeling a bit tender. We were both panting as I laid next to him. He rolled over, flinching slightly and curling close to me. "That...that was-"

"Absolutly amazing..." I finished for him and he smiled sleepily. He curled close to me, his hair tickling my bare, sticky chest. "I love you..." I whisper as I rub his back gently. My words fell on deaf ears; he was sound asleep. The same feeling tugged at my own inverted eyes and I sighed, slipping into my last, peaceful sleep.

I don't regret making love with him that night. And I don't regret the next decision. My only regret...was preventing the inevitable aftermath.

Chapter 10 end

Whew~! Smut at last~! Sorry if it seems...amatuer but they were both virgin's...and I suck at smut (no pun intended :3). But I tried for y'all~! As ya can tell...hell is on its way! so review for me's!