Alyssa woke up and was starching she reached for Joe and he wasn't in bed with her she jumped up and looked at the clock it was 10:00 am. She couldn't believe she slept that long she hasn't been sleeping in forever. I guess lying on the bed made it feel more comfortable then laying on her couch or the floor. She got up reached for Joe's shirt and walked out of the room to see where he was. Walking down the stairs she heard loud music and figured he was in his gym working out she didn't want to go bother him so she went into his huge living room that had the piano sitting there. She sat at the bench and it brought her such joy to be sitting behind a piano. The piano always reminded her of her parents and how they spent their majority of time playing it with her and her little sister. She missed her family so much and sometimes she wished she had died with them of course she never said that to Joe she was sure that would have broken his heart. She wanted Joe to be close to his family again she wished his family was close to her it would bring her so much joy to have them in her life. But of course that was wishful thinking. She knew his dad was never going to accept her and that hurt her more than anything. She still wants Joe to be close to them she didn't want to be the reason why they don't come around and that was something she needed to talk to Joe about. As she sat there she started playing with the keys and she started singing "titanium by David Guetta ft. Sia" she loved that song and every time she heard it anywhere on the radio she would sing her heart out. She thought she wasn't able to play it but after playing with the piano for couple minutes she figured it was easy. Every time Alyssa played the piano or sang she would lose herself she could do it for hours nothing brought her more joy then singing. Her family was big into music and she spent a lot of time singing with them I guess that's why she loved it so much she always felt like they were right there next to her.

In the Gym Joe was working-out like life depended on it. Work has been so rough lately for him and he has received more beating than ever. He usually never shares that with Alyssa because he knew she would just worry more then she already does so he kept to himself. It was easier for the other superstars because they had girlfriends who were into wrestling so they could share each other's pain but for Joe it wasn't like that. Joe didn't want to share pain with Alyssa he knew she had enough of pain to last her a lifetime. Plus Joe fell in love with Alyssa because she wasn't a fanatic he fell in love with her pure self and he was happy about it. As he was bench pressing he heard her voice and he ran to the stereo and turned it down. He heard her singing and couldn't help but smile. He slowly grabbed a towel and dried himself off and walked out to see what she was up to. As he walked towards the living room he leaned into the door and just stood there watching her sing. As he watched her singing he couldn't help but smile this was how he fell in love with her the first time. He fell in love with her from day one but that piano was where it all happened when she first sang to him and made love to him he couldn't help but just admire and love this woman in front of him. Watching her sing and play the piano has got to be the favorite thing of his. He gets so tuned into it that all he wants to do is just start singing with her (and God knows he couldn't sing if life depended on it.) He was so proud and so honored to have someone who is not just beyond gorgeous who was super fun and sweet and very talented. And to think when he bought the house he wanted to get rid of the piano because it was so big and took up space now he is thankful he didn't because that piano was made for his Allie.

When Alyssa finished singing she had the biggest tears in her eyes. Every time she plays the piano she can't help but have tears in her eyes because it reminded her so much of her parents and every time she sings it feels like they are right there with her.

Joe: Babe you okay?

Me: Oh hey Joe yea sorry I just… How long have you been standing there?

Joe: For a bit, are you sure you are okay you are crying.

As he saw her crying he rushed right to her he sat right next to her holding her face he was concerned he didn't know why she was crying.

Me: It's nothing it's just every time I sing or play the piano it reminds me of my family and I know it's dumb but it makes me sad that they are not around anymore.

As she said that he felt horrible. He wished he could make things better for her but he knew he couldn't bring them back all he could do was be there for her. Joe reached for her hand

Joe: Allie it's not dumb! You miss them that's normal please don't cry I love you.

Me: I love you thank you Joe!

Joe: For what?

Me: For being awesome!

Joe: Am I now?

Me: Okay don't flatter yourself too much heheh

Joe: There that's what I wanted to see that beautiful smile of yours. Now I need food let's eat.

Me: HA! You always need food that's all you do is eat fuck and sleep!

As she said that Joe couldn't help but pick her up as he was laughing so hard at what she said. He picked her up and was spanking her ass she screamed for him to put her down but he refused. He loved picking on her she was so tiny and she would get so mad at him he couldn't help but just love her even more. He loved it when she had her little tantrums it would be super funny to him and she gets irritated but then she just laughs it off with him and he loved her for it.

They finally ended up just sitting at the table eating breakfast and talking for the most part Allie sat on Joe's lap she would often feed him and he would feed her. They had the best time together whenever they were together.

Me: Joe I need to talk to you about something but I don't want you to be mad at me.

Joe: ummm you can talk to me about anything.

Me: Well, I know you and your families haven't been talking much and it's because of me.

Joe: Allie please…

Me: No wait listen to me, I would love for you to be more in touch with your family please?

Joe: Allie I don't know what you want me to do I mean I guess I can call them more often but my dad is a jackass and he always has been is just now that I am not with a girl of his dreams he is even a bigger asshole.

Me: But Joe he is your father! I'd die to have my father.

Joe: But your father was a good man my father is a dick.

Me: Don't say that.

Joe: I can't believe you are actually defending him when he has hurt you more than anything.

Me: Yes but he is your father he is the reason why you are here and I don't hate him I am glad he had you because now I have you.

He loved her he couldn't believe she was being so sweet about his dad even though he treated her like shit. Allie didn't have one bad bone in her she was by far the sweetest person he knew.

Joe: I will try to do a better job with my family alright?

Me: Thank you! So what are you up to tomorrow at work anything exciting?

Joe: Not really I have a match coming up but before that I get to meet bunch of kids for autograph signing.

Me: Like the one I was on?

Joe: No babe this one is with just children.

Me: should be easy then

Joe: Not really I am not so much into all the kids screaming and crying and yelling it gives me headaches.

Me: So you don't like kids?

The way he said that kind of hurt her because Alyssa always wanted to have children and she didn't think for a minute that Joe would say something like that.

Joe: I mean I love kids and at some point I would love to have some but diffidently not right now I mean the thought of having a child and me being a gone parent freaks me out to be honest.

Me: But you won't be a "gone parent" you just won't be around much.

Joe: I really think having a child or even thinking about having a kid right now is the worst idea ever. I wouldn't even know how to handle that. I am way too busy for diapers and babies.

Alyssa couldn't help but feel a little angry at his words. Alyssa didn't want children right now neither but only because she didn't think she was stable enough to have some. Alyssa thought he for sure would want children but then again he was right as much as it upset her the way he thought she knew he was right. His career was way more important right now and he needed to do what he wanted without any interference. She wanted to change the subject because she could tell Joe was just going to be mean about the whole "baby situation".

Me: So before you head off to work tomorrow will you please take me to the hospital I would like to see Lillie.

Joe: Of course I will, how will you get back home?

Me: Kim is going to pick me up from there and I will spend a little time with her while y'all wrestlers do y'all thing.

The rest of the day was nothing special Joe and Allie ended up spending it mostly in bed. They made love so much that both of them were exhausted. They needed to rest. Allie wasn't really feeling the greatest but she didn't say anything to Joe because she knew he would want her to go to the doctor he would just overreact so she just kept to herself maybe all she needed was some sleep. In the morning Joe took her to see Lillie. Lillie was not doing too well and that made Alyssa too upset. She was worried about why she didn't get any letters from her and then she found out that Lillie was in and out of chemo so much that she is now on IV's. Joe had to head out so he made sure Alyssa was alright to stay there with Lillie until Kim came to pick her up. When Joe left her she sat for another hour with Lillie wrote her and drew her some pictures before she was heading out in hopes that Lillie wakes up and reads her note.