JPOV

I was in heaven. Bella was kissing me back. I decided to try to go a step further by dragging my tongue along her bottom lip. She granted the entrance that I sought. Hearing her moan as I kissed her was a big turn on. I was losing myself in her and as my hand sought out the warm skin on her back she pulled back.

Did I do something wrong? Was she not enjoying it? I had to let her know I didn't want her apologizing to me ever.

"Bells, Please, Please don't ever apologize for telling me you love me. You have no idea how long I've waited to here you say that. I love you too." I said still trying to catch my breath. Did she really have no idea how much she meant to me?

"Jake, what about Lauren? I can't do this. I can't be here like this with you knowing you're going to go right back to her. She's your imprint so I understand you can't be away from her. But I don't have to put myself through it." She looked down trying to avoid my gaze. Lauren had nothing on Bella. I lifted her chin to look at me.

"Bells, I don't even really like Lauren. I'm beginning to wonder if I really have to be with her. Because right now. Being with you." I laced my fingers with hers. I couldn't stop myself from holding her hand. "This feels right. It doesn't even bother me that she is probably grinding all over some other guy or possibly making out with some other guy. She tends to do that when she's drunk. Bells, I want you." I felt the need to kiss her again so I did just that.

She definitely wasn't pulling away this time. Her hands were tangled in my hair pulling me into her further. She knew exactly how to bring a man to his knees as she slid across my lap to straddle me. I couldn't help the moan I let out. Just as we really started getting caught up in each other someone cleared their throats from behind Bella.

Of course it was Leah. "Sorry to interrupt but Lauren and Jessica are ready to go. In fact it was highly suggested by the club owner that they were ready to leave." Of course we were being asked to leave. Lauren and Jessica always managed to get us kicked out.

I carried her out to the car putting her in the back with a bucket in case she blew chunks. I didn't need to be cleaning that up later. As I drove back to the stadium I kept looking at Bella's face. She seemed sad. Maybe I could change her mind about leaving for tour. No I couldn't be that selfish. This was who she was now. She needed to finish the tour. She would back at Christmas and maybe by then I will have figured out what to do about Lauren. I didn't want her as an imprint. I didn't want her at all. She was the worse girlfriend in the world. Always cheating on me. She was rude to my family. She was so vain.

We arrived in the parking lot and I heard Bella give her thanks and saying bye to Leah. She got out and started to walk to the bus. We weren't doing that. She was going to have to say goodbye this time. I hoped out and then I pulled her back into me holding on to her tightly. "You're not leaving without saying Goodbye to me this time." I mumbled kissing the top of her head inhaling that strawberry shampoo scent that was so Bella. I felt her cling to me tighter running her hands all over my back.

"Not goodbye." she said. "Just see you later." I wanted to believe her but had to ask her to promise.

"Promise?"

"Promise." She said. I gave her one last squeeze and then kissed her putting everything I had into it. Walking away from her was the hardest thing I ever did.

"See you later." I restated for myself more than anything else. I stared at her in the rear view mirror as we drove away.

As soon as we were on the highway back to Forks, Leah slapped me across the back of the head.

"What the hell was that for Leah?" I asked rubbing the back of my head. She was a werewolf so that actually hurt.

"For being the dumb shit you are. What are you gonna do about drunky back here? I swear to you Jacob Ephraim Black if you break Bella's heart again. I will knock you off your alpha pedestal. I am sure Sam, Seth and Embry here will help me." Embry just shook his head.

"I'm not going to."

"Then what are you going to do?

"I'm going to figure something out. I can't keep going without Bella."

"And what about Lauren? She's your imprint." Leah pointed out.

"After getting to know Lauren I don't feel the connection as strongly as I use to. It's definitely nowhere near as strong as the other imprints. I'm beginning to wonder if fate made a mistake." Just as I said that Lauren let out a loud snore and we all started laughing. Way to break the tension. I had to break up with her. She's not who I really want and it's only fair to both of us.

I dropped Jessica off first watching as Embry tried to carry her in the house and laughing when she tried to attack him.

Next was Lauren. Her dad opened the door when we pulled in and just shook his head when he saw me carry her in. "So I take it she had a good time?" I just nodded and carried her up to her room. I took her shoes off as she crawled in to bed.

"Tequilla makes her clothes fall off." She started singing. "Jakey you want my clothes to fall off? I am sure they would if you helped them fall off." She giggled. Great horny drunk Lauren.

"No Lauren. You're drunk. Here drink this water and take this aspirin. You'll thank me in the morning." I said handing it to her.

"Stay with me Jakey…please…" She said batting her lashes at me.

"I can't Lauren. Leah and Embry are waiting out in the car. I'll call you in the morning okay?" I said standing up and pulling myself out of her embrace.

She pouted but said ok. "I love you!" She called out as I was leaving. I couldn't bring myself to say it back.

"Uh huh you too." I ran into her dad in the hallway.

"So see ya later son?"

"Ya." I still had to break up with Lauren and I wasn't going to do it over the phone.

The 20 minute ride to Lapush was the longest it's ever been.

A/N: HI so there's the second chapter of the day! YAY!! Next chapter will be another JPOV but it will be long!! :) so leave me some lovin or some hatin!! Whatever floats your boat!!